part 13

Chen Jianyao was very unhappy this weekend, really unhappy, as if it was a kind of humidity and pressure similar to the midsummer air, bitter, hot flashes, seeping into the texture. Emotions slowly build up until a thunderstorm. And before the heavy rain fell, Chen Jianyao became unsure of herself, so sad that she was suffocated, Chen Jianyao knew that she couldn't be affected by such emotions, so it was rare to open a meager point, Chen Jianyao always needed to relieve the pressure, so the meager became the only way for me to relieve the pressure.

I used to like to talk about some things on WeChat, but gradually, there are family, friends, colleagues, and even leaders on WeChat, Chen Jianyao always feels that she has something to say on it, as if Wei Xiaobao has paid attention to Kangxi and the people of the Shenlong Sect Heaven and Earth Association at the same time, and she can't pull anything, so Chen Jianyao chose to apply for a meager one.

Chen Jianyao can say some things he wants to say on it, and it is regarded as a running account for Chen Jianyao, if he is happy, if he is unhappy, he can also say it on it, and Chen Jianyao can even write some articles on it.

"The emotion of not waving goodbye stopped abruptly, isn't it a bit with the color of the story, the sadness that people can't touch, I don't know what to call you by what to call you, the first look is never as clear as the look of waving goodbye." After Chen Jianyao finished typing, she decisively sent it out, Chen Jianyao didn't need to give her any advice, Chen Jianyao just wanted to find a way to talk.

Five minutes after sending, Liu Mo, who had been choosing to be quiet, called, generally speaking, Chen Jianyao would choose not to answer, her hands were shaking, such numbers and names were so important in Chen Jianyao's previous cognition, she should have ignored them, but at this time Chen Jianyao needed the other party to say something, Chen Jianyao picked up the phone.

"Jian Yao, how are you doing?" Liu Mo's concern made Chen Jianyao feel heartbroken, and her eyes were a little hot.

Chen Jianyao said honestly: "It's not good. ”

Chen Jianyao's hands were still trembling, Chen Jianyao seemed to be able to hear the other party's panting, if Chen Jianyao still knew Liu Mo, he should have chosen to climb the stairs, because he said that he didn't like elevators.

They were silent for a long time, Chen Jianyao said into the phone: "During the time I came to Shanghai, I tried my best, only let myself see happy things, many things I came from my temperament, I will automatically block many things, and now I find that I can't hide at all, I can't avoid it, and now I'm so sad." ”

Liu Mo said on the other end of the phone: "Jian Yao, if you are tired, come back, I ......." His tone of wanting to speak and stopping, how Chen Jianyao wished he could know everything with him, there was no way to guess the other party's current expression and state on the mobile phone screen, because then Chen Jianyao would be more tired.

Can Liu Mo really act as if nothing happened? In the three years since graduation, they have missed out on a lot of things.

After Chen Jianyao hung up the phone, she put the book on the balcony, the wind outside the window rustled the pages, and the pages of the book were quickly flipped over, and finally stopped at a certain page.

I remember when I was young,

You love to talk and I love to laugh,

Once sat side by side under the peach tree,

The wind is in the woods, and the birds are calling,

We don't know how to fall asleep,

How much do you know about the flowers in your dreams?

When Chen Jianyao and Liu Mo were students, Chen Jianyao and Liu Mo entered the society at the same time, and Chen Jianyao and Liu Mo gradually drifted apart......

In the dark, there was a pair of hands that separated Chen Jianyao, getting farther and farther away, even if they were once so close.

On Monday, Chen Jianyao saw Tang Xu, he was still late for work, and the front desk originally wanted Tang Xu to take her a favor, so he asked Tang Xu: "Tang Xu, you are late, how can you count?" ”

Tang Xu ignored her very coldly, and just walked inside, if Chen Juan didn't make a loud voice, she could pretend that this incident didn't happen, but many people looked at Chen Juan, so she had to amplify her voice and said, "Tang Xu, I'll talk to you." ”

Tang Xu still ignored her, I was at the door of the office, watching all this happen, I knew the beginning and development process of the story like a prophet, Chen Jianyao looked at everything coldly, with inexplicable grievances, like a clown.

Girls are really, recognize how much self should be worth, Chen Jianyao looked at the two of them like a wise man.

Chen Juan raised her voice again, and finally she stood up directly and shouted, "Tang Xu, I talked to you, didn't you hear me?" ”

"I hear you." Tang Xu said a word, Chen Jianyao thought that Tang Xu would continue to ignore her.

"You've been late so many times, how do you say I'll count." Chen Juan's words were actually very simple, she just wanted to say: "Tang Xu, as long as you say a word to soften, I can treat it as if I didn't see it." But Chen Juan was wrong, Tang Xu has never been such a person, if he cared about this salary, he would not decisively give up overtime, after all, overtime pay is more.

"You can count as much as you like." After Tang Xu said this, he walked directly into the office rubbing my shoulder, and Chen Jianyao looked at all his emotions like a passerby.

Many colleagues seemed to have never seen it, watching the excitement was originally the essence of people, but the parties were gone, they dispersed, and Chen Jianyao had no reason to continue standing at the door, so she turned around and went back to the office.

Chen Jianyao returned to the office as if nothing had happened, and said with a smile: "I saw you in the hospital." ”

Tang Xu just confided softly: "I have a bad stomach and eat the wrong thing." ”

Chen Jianyao was stunned for a moment, knowing that he was lying, so Chen Jianyao laughed dryly: "What a coincidence, the snacks I bought in Qibao Ancient Town on Saturday also broke my stomach." ”

They chatted without pain, and it was obvious that Tang Xu was unwilling to say more to Chen Jianyao, and Chen Jianyao also knew that the current affairs were the ones who shut up Junjie, after all, Chen Jianyao was so emotional, she was afraid that she would cry.

Many of the planning cases in their group were transferred to other groups as teaching materials, so when Tang Xu proposed to divide Chen Jianyao into other groups, many other groups offered to be willing to ask Chen Jianyao, Chen Jianyao did not say anything, Tang Xu wanted to arrange Chen Jianyao before "leaving", I have to admit that Tang Xu did a really good job.

But Chen Jianyao was reluctant to leave, Chen Jianyao said to Tang Xu: "I feel that you want to change jobs." ”

Tang Xu pretended to be relaxed and said, "You can see this." ”

"Tang Xu, if you really want to change jobs, I mean a word, one second before you leave, I will choose to go to another group, but before that, I will not leave."

Tang Xu saw that Chen Jianyao was so persistent, and he didn't say anything more, he still joked with Chen Jianyao as always, but Chen Jianyao really couldn't laugh, Tang Xu suddenly said: "Jian Yao, your laughter seems to have become higher." ”

Chen Jianyao laughed embarrassedly: "Following the masters, sooner or later they will become taller, but I didn't expect this day to come so quickly." ”

Tang Xu looked at Chen Jianyao inexplicably, his clean face without a trace of blood became more and more pale under the sunlight that squinted in, Chen Jianyao hurriedly withdrew his gaze to look elsewhere.