Chapter 54 is easier said than done

Zeng Yingjian had an experience of traveling through "Titanic", and knew that there was inertia in the original plot of the movie, and it was very difficult for the supporting characters to steal the protagonist's scene.

Therefore, this time through "Captain America", he didn't think about being a supporting role at all, and directly chose Rogers as the protagonist.

However, before the injection of serum and body mutations, Rogers was a waste material, he went to the recruitment five times and was not selected, and after being lucky enough to be selected by Dr. Erskine, he had to go through a period of hard training.

There are no details in the movie, but it must have been a long time, and Zeng Yingjian is not sure if he can stay that long.

He also didn't want to go through those days of hard work, and all he wanted was to insert it halfway, steal the fruit directly, and after gaining the ability, he would find a way to "wear" it back.

He didn't think to avoid the pain of injecting the serum, because when he thought about it, at that moment, it was an opportunity to obtain the ability, and after Rogers transformed, he was afraid that there would be no way to obtain the ability.

As if by instinct, he subconsciously thought that he could choose the time to cross.

It's a pity that the plan always can't catch up with the changes, the sky doesn't fulfill people's wishes, and when he crosses, he is not sober, and he doesn't know how to do it, and he "wears" it a little too early.

The worst situation was unfortunately said by him.

Maybe he was late, or maybe because of some "butterfly effect", Erskine's itinerary changed, and there was no "chance encounter" in the movie - in fact, since it was a "chance encounter", it was full of accidents, and a small change in detail could make the "chance encounter" disappear.

Super Soldier Serum Just Missed?

Having lost the opportunity to become Captain America, where do you go?

Standing at the door of the recruitment office, looking at the surging crowd, the sky and the earth are big, but Zeng Yingjian doesn't know where to go.

A wave of dizziness hit, his heartbeat suddenly intensified, and he shook twice before he could stand still.

"High blood pressure", "heart disease", "irregular heartbeat", the physical examination report in the movie popped up in his mind, and the names of the diseases flashed one by one, reminding him that this body might not last long.

In other words, with such a body that will pant and feel tight and dizzy if he walks too fast, how did Rogers in the movie survive training?

"Could it be that I'm going to be the first time-traveler in history to die of illness before he even shines?"

Thinking of the torture of the illness he was about to face, Zeng Yingjian was extremely eager at this moment, in the real world, someone could wake him up, so that he could easily "wear" it back.

"What's the use of staying here? Let's go back! ”

Zeng Yingjian, who had no hope, had thoughts of suicide again, and the long pain was better than the short pain!

Rather than suffering from illness and dying, it's better to have a good time, anyway, after death, you will definitely "wear" it back, can it be resurrected on the spot?

That's terrifying!

With this thought, Zeng Yingjian looked around.

In other words, how can suicide be the least painful?

Forget it about hanging yourself, it's too painful.

Cut your wrists?

It is said that the bleeding time is a bit long, and if a good Samaritan encounters it and sends it to the hospital to save it, it will be a tragedy.

Cut your throat or stick a knife into your heart?

That should be able to die a little faster.

As for where did the knives come from?

Zeng Yingjian looked at it and walked towards the outside of the crowd.

He also has to choose a place where no one is around, otherwise, when he commits suicide, he will definitely be seen by "Lei Feng" to stop him.

He couldn't walk too fast, and when he was fast, he would have asthma, cough, and chest tightness, and he would die of discomfort, but he couldn't die.

Zeng Yingjian already regretted it very much.

He has never experienced suffering, how can he suffer such pain?

The last time I was smashed by Wu Yang and kicked the egg, the pain was only a momentary thing, and now the torture of this illness is like ants gnawing at the body little by little, it is really "life is better than death"!

Slowly moving his steps, walking for a long time, sweating, the cold wind blew, Zeng Yingjian shuddered, and then he couldn't help coughing, and his nose seemed to be blocked.

"Rhinitis", "chronic or frequent cold", the physical examination report in the movie popped up in his mind again.

You don't catch a cold, do you?

"Whatever! I'm going to kill myself anyway! ”

Finally found a dark street, and at a glance, there was no one in sight, so Zeng Yingjian turned around and walked in.

After walking along the gloomy street for dozens of meters, Zeng Yingjian did not stop until he could no longer hear the sound of the crowd.

He was still not at ease, so he looked back and forth, checked the trash cans on the side of the road, and found no homeless or drunk people, so he found a step and sat down.

"Alright! Not even a cat! It's a good place to commit a crime, no, commit suicide! ”

Zeng Yingjian spread out his right hand, his heart moved, and a refreshing feeling flashed, and a certain fruit knife he bought in the supermarket appeared in his hand.

The bottom is a cut wrist.

However, he held the kitchen knife and gestured on his left wrist for a long time, but he did not cut even a single piece of skin.

It hurts, I can't do it!

"Zeng Yingjian, come on! You can do it! ”

He kept cheering himself up, closed his eyes, and finally mustered up the courage to cut his right hand hard:

"Ahh

"Bang dang!"

The pain was so severe that he couldn't help but scream, and the knife in his right hand fell to the ground.

Looking at his left wrist, there was only a wound of less than a centimeter, which had just cut through the skin, and this was because the knife was sharp enough.

In his expectant gaze, the wound only bleeds a little bit of blood, and he stopped the bleeding by himself, and there was no.

Zeng Yingjian bent down to pick up the fruit knife from the ground, but he didn't have the courage to continue cutting his wrists.

It hurts so much!

"I'm not afraid of death! It's just that I'm afraid of pain! ”

He comforted himself and decided that it would be more enjoyable to insert his heart.

However, when he held the fruit knife behind his hands and mustered up the courage to make a slam in his hand, he stopped again before the knife could pierce his clothes.

"No, this is still unreliable! The chest cavity is full of bones, and if it stabs the bones, won't it hurt in vain? ”

How can there be so many excuses?

If you can't die with one stab, then you can stab you with two or three stabs!

At the end of the day, he still couldn't get that hand.

Watching the people who committed suicide on TV, it was quite simple, wiping their necks as if they were playing, and when they pulled their hands lightly, they would bleed like a torrent. When it was his turn, Zeng Yingjian realized that it was not so simple?

It will hurt if the knife cuts on your body, and if it hurts, how can you have the strength to continue cutting?

The so-called "easy to know but difficult to do" is this truth.

Zeng Yingjian hesitated for a long time, but he still couldn't do it.

"No, this doesn't work for me! Gotta change something simpler. ”

He gave himself a reason, looked at the tall buildings on both sides of the street, and had an idea:

"Let's jump off the building! As long as it is high enough, if you fall, you will definitely die on the spot. And it's very simple, just jump down, everything is good, and you can experience the feeling of free fall! ”

The more he thought about it, the more he thought it was a good idea.

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