Verse 438 I'm not the only one feeling lost
The bloody feast continued throughout the night.
More and more people are participating in eating.
Liu Tianming got the most food quota, followed by Liao Qiu.
A large amount of fresh biological nutrients poured into his body, and Liu Tianming felt that he had become stronger than ever. The threshold of the fifth stage of the newborn body was no longer an unattainable limit for him. After eating his share of blood food, he found that he needed a maximum of eleven more Kalel biological nutrients to break through the limit and become a more powerful stabilizer.
Yes, the primozoite above is the stabilizer. This also means that the evolutionary form has become truly stable since infection. It's an all-encompassing fixation, from the individual's will to the ability to control the mutated cells, as well as the full balance of strength, speed, etc.
All the core members of the team benefited greatly from this feast of flesh and blood.
Zheng Xiaoyue, Luo Kuan, and Liao Qiu successfully evolved to the first stage of the primordial body. They put all of the creatures they generate into their abilities.
Zheng Xiaoyue's ability has become more stable, and her skills are still ice blades and ice picks, but the hardness is more than twice as strong as before.
Luo Kuan's Ray Cannon can be fired six times at normal amplitude. The special bullets he produces by absorbing metal can generate two hundred rounds per day. The cannonfire ability is the same as it used to be, and it can concentrate all of its energy and fire it all at once, resulting in a surge in power.
Liao Qiu is feeling the evolution of the mechanical aspect. Unlike the rest of the team, his abilities take a while to digest before they work.
It's dawn.
Liu Tianming sat in front of Dai Fang's cold corpse, wiping his face with a wet towel. There was so much blood on his body that the towel was quickly stained red, and his face was not very clean, with a touch of blood in the dampness.
We don't have family.
This sentence has been echoing in Liu Tianming's mind.
He finally understood what the "danger" Qi Yuanchang was referring to.
We don't have family.
When I first left Kunming, the team was not as large as it is now, and the membership structure was very simple. Liu Tianming, Zheng Xiaoyue, Qi Yuanchang, Huang He, Li Jiexin, Luo Kuan, Zhou Yuan, Liu Fengping, Yang Qingguo and his son...... But no matter who they were, they didn't mention their respective families.
It is impossible for a person to appear in this world casually for no reason.
He must have parents, through normal male and female copulation, and the mother can only be born after the mother is conceived in October.
This is true of all people, regardless of nationality, race, color, creed.
If you have parents, you will naturally have grandparents, grandparents, and relatives who are related by blood.
Liu Tianming only has very vague memories of his parents in his mind. He had felt that it was a very painful one, full of negative memories of the gray impressions of his childhood. But now that he thinks about it, Liu Tianming feels that it is full of too many question marks and puzzles.
He couldn't remember what his father and mother looked like, and he didn't have any information about the family. Except for the hut left for him in Kunming City, he can no longer find the slightest relevant information.
He didn't even know what the names of his father and mother were, but he had a vague concept of his parents in his memory, and he knew that there had been such two people.
It's like you know you have a car, but you don't know the make, license plate, and date of purchase...... You don't even know where the car is now.
It's really scary!
Some of the core members of the team were assigned to carry out tasks. According to Liu Tianming's order, no one was allowed to go out today, and they had to stay in the camp honestly and wait for further instructions.
The woman and the two infected have all been eaten. Three human corpses were thrown on the floor of the room, rows of bent ribs striking out, but they were kicked into the corner, leaving mosquitoes and ants interested in them.
Confidential discussions are always the first to start between the core members of the team.
Suddenly, people realized that there was nothing more terrifying.
Zheng Xiaoyue also has no parents.
No matter how hard she racked her brains, she still couldn't remember more details about her parents. She only knew that she was a foreigner who came to Kunming to go to school and then work in the 29th People's Hospital, and came to this place through exams, but she couldn't remember the superfluous information about the school and family. Like Liu Tianming, Zheng Xiaoyue also only has a vague idea of her parents in her head, not knowing their names, or even where her own hometown is.
No wonder she never thought about going home, nor did she think about "family safety" when the virus broke out. Even if a similar question comes to mind once in a while, it flashes through my mind and is replaced by other, more realistic questions.
Luo Kuan's memory was even more confusing. He didn't think about any so-called family. After Liu Tianming's prompting, Luo Kuan woke up suddenlyββββ as if his memories about Kuo Shao's identity were all very vague. He only remembered that he had been to many cities and foreign countries, but when he thought about it, it seemed that he had never been anywhere. and the women who spent the Spring Festival with him, all of them were blurred, like covered with fog and unable to see clearly.
Yang Qingguo turned his wife into a zombie, and he and his ex-wife gave birth to Yang Yuele's son. However, Yang Qingguo didn't find any memories of his father-in-law's side in his mind, and he couldn't remember who his parents were. Even Yang Yuele, the son who was banished on the road, Yang Qingguo can't remember the picture when he was born, and there is no relevant memory of Yang Yuele's childhood and childhood. It was as if his son had suddenly appeared beside him, and only the last few years were remembered most clearly.
Liu Fengping's thinking is outrageously simpleββββ except for Yang Qingguo, there is no one worth remembering in her mind.
Cao Xinneng is a miner, he remembers the entire workflow of mining, remembers that he is the squad leader of the mine, and remembers that the mine manager's wife is quite beautiful and has a very tempting ******. In short, that's all he remembers.
Liao Qiu was deeply impressed by the woman who fished herself out of the black nest. But even so, Liao Qiu couldn't remember the specific appearance of that woman. He remembered some of the wandering life of his childhood, but he couldn't remember the specific city and experience. Many people and things have become blurred, vaguely as if they had happened, and as if nothing had happened. Just like a patient with Alzheimer's disease, you can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy.
The secret conversation behind closed doors lasted a whole day.
Everyone was thinking, all in extreme shock and indescribable fear, re-sorting out the chaotic thinking.
"We don't have families."
Liu Tianming tried his best to control his emotions, forcing his voice to not sound so hoarse: "Qi Yuanchang must have noticed this, so he left us." He, like us, has no family, not even a mental memory of his family. β
Zheng Xiaoyue squatted on the ground, holding her knees with her hands, her face turned a little pale because of fear: "Why is this happening?" I don't understand, I can't remember what my dad and mom were like anyway. I don't know where my hometown is, and I can't think of any memories of it. β
Luo Kuan was smoking, but the fingers holding the cigarette kept trembling: "This should be caused by the fading of memory." I've read several books on this, and the human brain has the ability to automatically clean up useless data. It's like an automatic wrecker program in a computer, which erases the part of the memory that has not been used for a long time and has not been thought about repeatedly. It's a biological instinct, and it can't be counted as a weird event! But why...... I can't remember those favorite chicks all the time? I remember them many times, on the beach, in hotels, and in nightclubs. Hell, that's one of my favorite chicks, Thai, original with no surgery. The reason why I know her is because the words "beach" and "1" in English are pronounced closely. It was a beautiful misunderstanding, but I can't even remember what she looked like now. β
Yang Qingguo leaned against the wall, his feet apart, and the expression on his face was not so much calm, but helpless under extreme fright: "I can only think of some things when Yuele was a child. The first time he called me "Daddy" was the most impressive, and I couldn't remember anything else. It seems that I have never been a teacher, and I have not used cruel methods to rectify students. There are many things that I seem to have done and I don't seem to have done. Wait a minute...... My mind is so messed up that I don't know what the hell is real. β
Liu Fengping has been whispering persuasion beside her, her expression highlighting firmness in confusion: "No matter what has happened, it is true between me and you." You are my husband and I am your wife. β
Yang Yanhong sat next to Luo Kuan, biting her lip hard, the skin of her mouth was broken, and a little blood seeped out. She licked the wound with her soft tongue and slowly muttered to herself: "If all this is fake, then who is the man I killed?" Is Zhang Shaoquan really my husband? What's going on between him and Yang Huijuan? β
Her words seemed to have magical power, Zheng Xiaoyue turned her head to look at Liu Tianming who was sitting next to her, cold sweat oozed from her forehead, and her voice became expectant: "...... We...... Between us...... Is it true or not? β
Liu Tianming can understand Zheng Xiaoyue's fear at this moment.
If even the memories of parents are fake, then what else can be believed in this world?
"Of course it's true! There will never be a fake between us. β
Liu Tianming held Zheng Xiaoyue firmly in his arms with extremely strong movements, and his voice was full of emotion: "You have to believe me, just like I believe in you." I don't know what's wrong with the world, but it's clear: either our memories are forcibly erased by some force, or everything we thought we experienced didn't happen. β
(End of chapter)