part 38
Chen Jianyao shook the wine glass, Chen Jianyao looked at Liu Mo, and then said: "Liu Mo General Liu, we can't buy and sell benevolence, today you are routine, come here to investigate, and protect the safety of the people, so, as your ex-girlfriend...... Oh no, good friend, I wish you all the best in your life, but please don't let me hear anything about you again. Chen Jianyao looked at him with a smile, and then drank the wine in the glass, the hot and spicy liquor passed through Chen Jianyao's throat, and a choking breath drowned me, and finally Chen Jianyao gritted her teeth and swallowed a whole glass of wine, but she regretted it even more Why didn't she look at taking a low-degree cocktail, Chen Jianyao presented the glass in front of him: "A glass of wine toasts the youth that can sing and cry, and another cup of toasts the capricious life, and the last cup of toast I have never used my heart." ”
Liu Mo didn't say anything, just took the wine glass in Chen Jianyao's hand, and then said, "I'm sorry, I can't pay you back." ”
"No, Officer Liu walks slowly, don't send it." Chen Jianyao smiled, looked at him silently, and finally frowned, as always, his heart ached, and then Chen Jianyao watched him leave, leaving without a trace of regret.
In the end, the bar fell into excitement again, this farce of no significance did not cause any bad sequelae, everyone should still have fun and make trouble, and the people who toasted everywhere were still flying all over the place, and I was fortunate that Lu Ziye stepped forward to help me to return to my seat safely.
"Sister Jian Yao, are you okay? That's a whole glass of liquor, it should be 60 degrees. Lu Ziye looked at Chen Jianyao with inquiring eyes.
Chen Jianyao had no way to make any expressions, because Chen Jianyao had indeed drunk a little too much. Chen Jianyao sat slumped on the sofa, thinking that maybe many years later, if one day, in the wooden house with a creaking door, Chen Jianyao and Liu Mo sat on the ground around the charcoal fire, burning knives one by one, one person took a sip, and then forced all the wine out of their eyes, drunk, buried in the straw pile, the sky was white, each went his own way, without saying a word, just thinking like this, his chest was suffocated.
Gu Tianyuan came over suddenly, but instead of saying it to Chen Jianyao, he gave Lu Ziye a bunch of keys, and then said something, Chen Jianyao couldn't tell what they were talking about.
On Thursday morning, Chen Jianyao appeared in Lu Wei's office, and he looked at Chen Jianyao with some astonishment: "I am willing to come back after playing missing." ”
Chen Jianyao looked at him with a special dogged look and said, "With such a good company and leader, I naturally want to come back." ”
"Really? Do you know how much trouble you've gotten into trouble? Lu Wei was a little angry, but Chen Jianyao didn't care, but said with a smile: "People always have to die, don't get into trouble before you die, how boring!" ”
The air conditioner in the office was blowing, with a cool temperature, as if he could still smell the smell, just such a quiet area, Lu Wei took out a purple flannel wrapped box from the drawer, the size of the box I should be able to guess what was inside, he opened it and looked, the platinum shell pocket watch, the hands were moving like a heart. Lu Wei looked at the pocket watch carefully and intently, his eyes clear. Then he took off the platinum shell pocket watch on his wrist and put the two watches together, so abruptly, like a joke, when Lu Wei turned around and left the table, he whispered: "Zheng Yan......" He wanted to speak and stopped, but he still said the next words: "Tang Xu's critical illness notice has been issued, you can take a look on my behalf." ”
Chen Jianyao turned her head to look at the watch on the table, thinking that Lu Wei was going to show his loyalty to Zheng Yan, but in the face of Tang Xu's imminent end of life, such a confession was very unacceptable, Lu Wei really chose the worst and worst time.
Chen Jianyao took the labor fee given to me by Lu Wei and went to the flower shop to buy a lily, the white flowers are like clouds on the horizon, clean and fake, the stamens of the lily have been cut off, it was requested by Chen Jianyao, because I want the lily to live longer, the lily is originally a flower with a very short flowering period, and the furry on the stamens will make the lily wither faster until death, and that is the last thing Chen Jianyao wants to see.
The flowers still have the usual fragrance of lilies, Chen Jianyao held the lily and put it next to Tang Xu's bed, he was no longer able to open his eyes, but as if he knew that it was me, he squinted his eyes and said, "Jian Yao, you are here." ”
Zheng Yan was crying silently on the side, Chen Jianyao was suddenly very angry, if crying can make Tang Xu's last life less sad, then Chen Jianyao will also cry together, what's more, does Zheng Yan really love Tang Xu? is still standing at the top of morality, and there is no way to come down, and now he is just waiting for Tang Xu to wander the world with Liu Mo as soon as he dies.
Chen Jianyao thought about it like this, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.
Tang Xu's dry and thin hand held Chen Jianyao's hand, Chen Jianyao could feel that his hand was dry like a shriveled tree trunk, Chen Jianyao lowered his head, and tears inadvertently fell, Chen Jianyao was grateful to Tang Xu, it was Tang Xu who took Chen Jianyao into this unit, and in the work, he also gave Chen Jianyao a lot of suggestions, so that Chen Jianyao could work more and more easily, he was not only Chen Jianyao's leader, but also Chen Jianyao's mentor.
"Jian Yao, what do you say is the meaning of life?" Tang Xu suddenly asked Chen Jianyao.
Chen Jianyao cried uncontrollably all of a sudden, that kind of thought suddenly enveloped Chen Jianyao, and she couldn't escape, but Chen Jianyao still withdrew a smile and teased: "I don't know, because my computer is turned off." ”
"Tang Xu, do you want to drink water?" Zheng Yan on the side suddenly asked.
Chen Jianyao looked at Zheng Yan with some resentment, as if she was that Pan Jinlian, who knows if she put anything in the next glass of water, so that Tang Xu's life, which had already come to an end, would go faster.
"Zheng Yan, you don't have to be busy...... I feel even more guilty about you like this...... Looks like I owe you more. ”
Chen Jianyao is very pleasing to herself now, Chen Jianyao knows some things that she shouldn't know, but now she can't say anything, Chen Jianyao wants to tell Tang Xu that your Zheng Yan is already famous, you don't want to be like a fool like this, but Chen Jianyao can't say anything, Chen Jianyao doesn't want Tang Xu to feel disappointed in his last life when he still feels the last glimmer of hope in life.
Zheng Yan suddenly covered his mouth and ran out, Chen Jianyao comforted in a low voice: "Zheng Yan must be sad now, why do you say that?" ”
"I love Zheng Yan, but I hate her even more now."
Chen Jianyao didn't understand Tang Xu's state of loving and hating Zheng Yan, but Chen Jianyao thought that I should understand that Tang Xu really loved Zheng Yan, but she was not the helplessness of the person who could accompany her to the end.