After I said that, there was a dead silence in the room.

Outside the door, however, the glow of a flashlight lit up at this time.

The light is very smooth and there is no trace of the smell you are looking for. She already knew that Yaya and I were here.

The light source was far away from us, and it just stopped, and it didn't come back.

This moment is finally coming.

I summoned the mecha and asked Yaya to put it on.

She looked a little nervous.

I took out the Miao Knife, and the shield of the Miao Knife and the shield of the mecha appeared at the same time.

The Miao Knife is an offensive weapon, and even if it can hold up the shield, the strength that can withstand external forces is far weaker than that of the mecha. The mecha is a defensive piece of equipment, and although it has weapons on it, the firepower is not very strong.

"Zhuo," the flashlight stayed at the door, not moving again, and a faint voice came from outside the door, "I heard her call you that." So I guess Yu Tong shouldn't be your name. ”

I pretended that nothing had happened and deliberately asked, "Why haven't you come in yet." ”

"I'm not coming in. Because I don't want to die. She said sadly, "Zhuo, I'm sorry, I like you." But I can't stand it with you in your arms, and I have to pretend I don't see anything. I don't want anything to happen to you. But I also know that you can never belong to me.

If I can't get you, then why should I fulfill others?

I'm not a saint! I can't sacrifice my life for righteousness.

Even if I will still live in the future, even if I will be silent in grief forever, I will kill you.

Because I can't stand the happy way you look when you hold her.

I am a selfish woman.

Forgive me! ”

I didn't say anything, but Yaya's face was as pale as paper at this moment.

"What I said before is all fake...... Qian Xinyu's complaining voice just arrived.

The roof of the room we were in vibrated slightly, and some fine dust fell down.

Of course, this change is so small that it is impossible for the average person to see it at all.

The dust had just fallen.

Above the door, there was a violent tremor, a loud bang, smoke and dust, and countless stones fell, instantly sealing the door through which we had entered.

It dawned on me that she had planted a bomb above the door.

It's just that what I don't understand is that she has been with us all this way, how did she come to this place to plant the bomb in the first place?

Could it be that she had been here once before, just to plant a bomb?

This idea I find ridiculous myself.

Because Qian Xinyu's body is very weak, she can't get down from that stalactite at all if she is alone.

What's more, if she wants to plant a bomb here first, then she must know that we will come to Wazi Village, could it be that she still has the ability to predict the future?

This is naturally impossible.

Yaya finally couldn't help but exclaim.

I've seen the explosion of the bomb a lot, and naturally I won't react now.

All the stones that came in the rush were stopped by the Miao Knife or the shield of the mecha, and they did not fall on us.

"I'm sorry!" Qian Xinyu's faint voice came from outside, "With your ability, I can only use this method to have the qualification to say a few words to you."

Zhuo, the poison on Yaya's body was given by me. I hate her. That's why I want her dead! I don't want to see her, and I don't want to see her happy look when she is in your arms. I know you're powerful, and I can only use the insidious and despicable method of poisoning.

Originally, I thought that as long as I quietly poisoned her, I would have a chance to be with you. Now, it seems, is impossible. In your heart, there will always be only her, and it is impossible to fit other people. Li Weiruo's little girl is like this, and so is Wu Tongxue's woman. If the water is weak, only one scoop is taken. And this scoop is Yaya.

I'm going to die.

There is no cure for my illness. So even if Yaya dies, I won't be with you. I am dead, but you kiss me in this world, you and me, do you say I feel good here? So I want you to go down with me too......

That's why I'm going to kill you. ”

"You shameless woman...... "Yaya was finally angry. Gasping for air, she was weak and angry.

"Yes! I'm shameless! But do you think I'm willing to do that? Qian Xinyu whispered, "The world is unkind to me, why should I be righteous to you people who have nothing to do with it?"

I don't know who you are. But I know that you seem to be a princess, who has been spoiled by her parents since she was a child. Naturally, you don't know the hard work of people like us.

I have a father and a mother, but I don't have a father or mother.

I killed my mother and sent my father to jail.

But I don't regret it.

Because they treat me badly.

No!

That's not my mother.

She's a slut!

I can't stand her.

She would only look at me with a false smile. The thought of her face makes me sick.

So I killed her. My legal mother.

Hehe! Just legal mother.

My own mother, she killed her. She was still shamelessly with my father. I killed her to avenge my poor mother, was there anything wrong with me?

Hehe! And my father, who knew that my real mother had died at the hands of that slut, but he still wanted to be with her.

That's why I hate him, even though he's my own father.

I can't kill him. No matter how much I hate him, he is my father after all.

But I can't let him go, let go of this ruthless and unrighteous man. I want him to pay for his mother's death. So I wanted him to go to jail. ”

When I heard these words, I felt a chill in my ears.

Who would have thought that the little girl who was less than ten years old back then would think so much?

She sighed faintly, her tone indescribably calm. continued: "Mother's injustice, I let that slut pay for it with blood. I thought the world would be fair like this, but I didn't think about it at all. In this world, there is no fairness at all, only utilization and calculation. So I'm going to count everyone around me.

Later, I met you, and I met you and Xiaoruo, and those friends of yours. The trust between you is very enviable to me. Because it's a feeling I've never experienced. But I know that this has nothing to do with me.

I'm not a clean girl anymore. From body to soul, everything is filthy.

I'm ashamed of myself. I'm not as good as the simple Xiaoruo, and I'm not as good as Ah Xue, a woman who is as calculating as me. She's also a strategist, but she's at least clean,

I don't deserve you.

I'm sick. I can't get you.

My illness was, in the eyes of many, dirty. I have to thank you for the respect you have for me. But I'm going to kill you. Not for anything else, because I love you, and because you love Yaya.

My illness is ...... Acquired Immune System Deficiency Syndrome, also known as AIDS.

People who have this disease are often considered to be living a disorderly life. It's a very dirty person.

But I didn't do anything.

When I was diagnosed with this disease, I was still a virgin.

I don't understand, I feel like God is being unfair to me. Why do so many people look at me with that disgust?

Am I doing something wrong?

Zhuo, believe it or not. I was really a clean girl.

My city is deeper, but I don't want to harm any innocent people.

It's a terminal illness! It's the same as terminal cancer. If you have it, you can't be cured.

I locked myself in my apartment and didn't go out for a whole week.

I started to give up on myself, I started to get irritable.

I feel like fate is unfair to me.

I'm so young, why should I die?

I'm not reconciled, life is so beautiful, even if it's a little harder. But why am I dying?

I'm really not reconciled.

This disease ruined everything for me.

It ruined my life and made it impossible for me to have any more children, let alone a husband.

Because he will be infected by me, and my child, she will be infected by me before she is even born. I'm ruthless. But my motherhood has not been extinguished, and I don't want my children to die sadly in their teens.

Zhuo, do you know what it's like?

The beautiful life I had planned was shattered at that moment.

Zhuo, do you know the feeling of your heart falling like ashes and the sky is falling?

I don't have any relatives because I killed my mother. I didn't dare go to them.

Myself, my heaven; Myself, my world.

No matter how hard life is, I don't care. As long as I can still work.

I always believe that the world is fair and God rewards hard work.

But until that moment, I didn't know.

In this world, there is no fairness at all.

Some people, diligent and diligent all their lives, still do nothing, some people, long sleeves and good dancing, but the scenery is infinite; Some people, who are idle, are still well-fed, while others, working day and night, can still barely make ends meet. This...... It's the world.

Who have I offended? Why do you get such a disease?

I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out.

The world doesn't make it easy for me, so I won't let her do it either.

At that moment, I fell.

My soul began to darken, and my body began to become dirty.

I want those people to taste what it's like to have AIDS!

I'm going to make them regret it, I'm going to make them angry. Let them roar feebly. Because only in this way will my heart be happy. will feel that the world is fair.

Zhuo, I don't deny it. When I first came into contact with you, you were indeed my prey. At that time, I had been staring at you for a long time. But then I changed my mind, because you're not a scumbag, a scumbag like my father!

I've spared you, so I'm going to harm the other man.

Later, I followed you for a while

The more I feel that you meet my aesthetic standards. More and more, I feel that you are like the husband I used to imagine.

But at that time,

I'm not the clean little girl I used to be.

I hurt myself secretly, I gave up on myself, I indulged myself, and I used my desire to numb the mental damage.

Later, I knew. There is also a little girl beside you, a little girl as simple as I used to be, her name is Li Jinruo. She likes you very much, but she doesn't dare to say it.

Later, I learned that another person also liked you. That is Wu Tongxue. She didn't dare to say it to you. She's not a squirming woman, but I don't know why she doesn't even dare to say the words 'I love you'.

Then I learned about another woman. A woman I can't afford to provoke. She's your lover. Her name is Hongyi.

All the illusions I had in my heart were shattered at that moment. I thought: even if I don't have a result with you, as long as we can have a good love, that's good. I should have thought a long time ago, how can someone like you fall in love with someone so easily?

Either you don't love or you really love.

Rather than lack is your attitude towards feelings.

I'm so struggling.

If I'm still a clean girl, maybe I'll be able to have a good relationship with you. But I'm not anymore,

When I think about the dirty things I've done, I feel ashamed of myself.

I regret it.

But what's the use of regretting?

So, I started to get angry!

I hate those who are around you.

No one knows how sad I will be. No one will know what it feels like to be sad.

So, I'm going to let other people know about the sad taste.

I want them to know what it is like to love without being able to do it.

I did it

But it also failed.

Xiao Ruo broke his heart for you and turned you away. You are also heartbroken, and you refuse to see her.

But I still underestimate the power of love, that kind of selfless love.

You have been reconciled again......

I lost!

Lose badly!

It turned out that the world was not as dark as I had imagined.

In this world, there is a lot of haze, but there is still a lot of sunshine.

When you hugged Xiao Ruo again, I saw this sunshine.

I also saw my own death!

I'm sick!

The incubation period for AIDS is usually around 10 years.

Some are seven or eight years, while others can be extended to more than thirty years.

I want to live. But I've never heard of a cure for AIDS.

I had no choice but to pin my hopes on the ethereal spirits.

I'm so stupid!

Life is so bleak, why should I live?

How stupid!

I've been thinking about this for the past month.

But I couldn't figure it out.

I can't figure out what the meaning of human life is.

In other words, my life has long lost its meaning.

My immune system was attacked by HIV and my body was getting weaker and weaker. I'm really going to die. It is only possible to delay the arrival of death with a large amount of medicine every day. Tell him to stick the scythe to my neck a little later.

This world is already extremely cold.

There's nothing left to be nostalgic about.

I just want to see you one more time. Then say the three words that have been buried in my heart for a long time.

But ......," she said here, stopped. And I heard the sound of tears falling down.

"While you are talking to the person you like, have you ever thought that a person who loves you deeply is dying?

I was going to let you go. Because I love you. I also want you to have a good life, and I want you to live happily. I can't give you love anymore. I think other people will give you love.

But when I see you and this slut happy.

I changed my attention.

I'm going to kill her!