part 30
Chen Jianyao recalled what the first play Gu Tianyuan starred in, but Chen Jianyao's barren database did not have any information about Gu Tianyuan, so Chen Jianyao planned to let the other party announce the answer.
"I'm in love with the heroine in it."
Chen Jianyao should have guessed what happened next, it turned out that celebrities couldn't jump out of blood.
"We have been together for three months, 96 days, I am very happy every day for 96 days, my heart is full of her, no matter how much pressure I have when the announcement is made, but as long as I think about her, I am inexplicably relieved, but ......" Gu Tianyuan's voice paused, he was silent for a long time, and continued: "She broke up with me on the phone, and I waited as usual for her to say what kind of fans she met today and what kind of role she played today, but I will always remember that day three years ago." Gu Tianyuan seemed to be stuck in memory, he smiled bitterly: "I gave up all the notices, went to her city regardless of it, and waited for a day and a night at the airport delay, I thought a lot about that day, and I took that feeling very seriously." ”
"And then? You went to her city? Chen Jianyao asked.
"Yes, I knocked on her door and she didn't open it." Gu Tianyuan looked very decadent, it was the first time Chen Jianyao had seen Gu Tianyuan with such a sad expression, Chen Jianyao waited quietly for him to go down and said: "I sat at the door of her house like this, until four hours later, she came out and saw that I was still there, obviously surprised, I asked if I could not separate." ”
Is it possible not to separate?
What kind of mood did Gu Tianyuan feel when he went to her city at that time, but everything still ended without a problem.
A year later, we met again in a bar, and it was the same feeling as the first time we saw her, a beautiful heartbreak. Chen Jianyao, do you understand that kind of heartbreak? I once told her that milk and oranges can't be eaten together, and she was so spicy that she had to drink milk to relieve her spiciness, and if she didn't eat breakfast in the morning, she had to drink a large glass of water to dilute her stomach acid, and then she poured water for the people around her after she got up in the morning, and he was so spicy that she quickly handed over a glass of milk, and when he drank milk, she snatched his other orange, and he asked her, how do you know so much? She said she didn't know, as if a friend had told me that I had thought she was cold by nature, until she shushed another person. ”
Chen Jianyao was stunned, he still loved so deeply and loved so much in this bloody relationship.
"Later, in private days, we never met again, I even intentionally automatically blocked the notice she received, sometimes estrangement is not hate, but too much like and very helpless, when you meet a special person, but understand that it can never be together, sooner or later, you have to give up, so you choose to be alienated, and also choose to give up, because what you know, only you know, your heart is dripping blood......"
Chen Jianyao looked at Gu Tianyuan, as if he knew him for the first time, he was not the shining big star on the stage, sitting opposite Chen Jianyao was just a childish Gu Tianyuan.
Chen Jianyao believes that after Gu Tianyuan passed the dark period during that time, she looked back at that time and said that she was too pretentious, but it was indeed because of such an experience that she made herself uncomfortable, entangled, and broken, and became me now. I am compromising every day, and in the face of these compromises, I feel weaker and weaker. Every day, I insist on it, pick up my confidence little by little, find myself a little bit, and slowly confirm my true self in such a swing, in those conscious uneases. Don't shake hands with the world, but also find a balance point of peace and quietness.
When thunder strikes and rain falls, the sky will naturally be clear.
I was young at the time, you love to talk and I love to laugh, once sat side by side under the peach tree, the wind was in the woods and the birds were chirping, we didn't know how to fall asleep, and we knew how many flowers fell in our dreams.
At 2:50 in the afternoon, Chen Jianyao and Gu Tianyuan appeared in a live broadcast room, Chen Jianyao was on the side as an assistant, Chen Jianyao looked at the scrolling data on the dozens of computer desktops in front of him, it is said that before the live broadcast started, someone had started to brush the tickets a day in advance in order to brush the list, Chen Jianyao looked at the data that was still scrolling, indeed, Gu Tianyuan's fan appeal was too strong.
Three days in the afternoon, the host began to count down, and then Gu Tianyuan's deep and clean voice came into the microphone: "Hello everyone, I'm Gu Tianyuan." ”
Chen Jianyao sat on the chair behind Gu Tianyuan and looked at his back, at this moment he was not a superstar, but a listener who had listened to me tell about his previous failed feelings, and at this second, Chen Jianyao was willing to be his fan, at this moment, Chen Jianyao sat quietly behind him, watching everything about him.
"Time is too thin, the fingers are too wide, and one inadvertently, the ending of the story has been written."
Gu Tianyuan gently confided warm words, and then there was a fan interaction session, Gu Tianyuan would immediately draw one of the many fans, and then the radio station would give him autographed gifts and souvenirs.
Chen Jianyao turned her head sideways and saw boxes of packaged gifts on the sofa next to her, then walked over and opened one of the boxes, which contained a huge poster and Gu Tianyuan's autographed star film and a record. Chen Jianyao was surprised that he was still thriving in various environments, and she also felt sorry for his previous relationship that ended without a problem.
Chen Jianyao was in a state of silence, missing a lot of his interactions with fans, but when Chen Jianyao raised his head and listened to him carefully, he suddenly looked back at Chen Jianyao, his eyes were clear and clean, Chen Jianyao was a little at a loss, and asked him if he wanted to drink water, but Gu Tianyuan turned around, and then said into the microphone: "In this world, there are too many beautiful feelings, and there are too many feelings that end without a problem, no matter what kind of emotional state you are in, we must know that in this world, except for yourself, No one will understand how much joy and sorrow there has been in your story, there is no such thing as empathy, so don't be stupid and spread out your wounds and complain to others, there are more people who sprinkle salt in this world, not doctors. ”
Chen Jianyao's heart warmed, Gu Tianyuan is very smart, he can comfort you in different ways, in fact, everyone knows that everyone will say the truth, but the little hypocrisy is still there, but Chen Jianyao really thanks him.
The host chose three fans to connect, each fan can ask a question, Chen Jianyao is also curious about what so many fans will ask, and this link is not arranged in advance, in case fans ask any embarrassing questions, or questions that make Gu Tianyuan inconvenient to answer, Chen Jianyao began to worry about him.