Chu Yunsheng did regret it.

In fact, even the intestines are repentant! He didn't expect that the most terrifying enemy was not the Seven Nails, let alone death, but the never-ending silence and loneliness.

This is a torture worse than death, like being locked up in a small dark room, this level is still countless years, no one talks to him, no one listens to him, not even a ghost, only he himself is like a psychotic, talking to himself, talking crazy.

At first, he didn't pay too much attention to it, and he was always nervous about the battle situation, but as the Seven Nails weakened, the crisis gradually eased, and he realized more and more that something was wrong.

Chu Yunsheng thought that for so many years, he had already been as solid as a rock in his mind, and he had tried both loneliness and loneliness, and it was no big deal.

But this time, he was wrong, very wrong.

He had never been alone for so long, and there was hardly an end in sight, no hope, no future, as if lying in the grave of the living dead, with a silent darkness as death.

The first stage was the period of endurance, and he survived with his strong willpower; The second stage was the painful period, and he still resisted with his incomparably tenacious experience; The third stage is the numbness period, and he still numbs himself with the spirit of numbness as a "meaning of life", and finally withstands it!

And in the fourth stage, the boundless emptiness begins, and the emptiness is about to go crazy and go crazy!

At this time, how he wished that the figure had not died, had not been killed by himself, no matter what its intentions were, at least, at least, it could talk to itself!

Even if you use the most vicious swear words in the world to scold and scold your ancestors for eighteen generations, there is someone to talk to.

However, this is an extravagant hope, and once lost, it will never be attainable!

He went crazy looking for something meaningful to do, to fill the emptiness in his heart that had been hollowed out into an abyss.

Start counting from 0 and count to 10,000, 1 million, 100 million......

From the first story he remembers, he began to narrate himself, telling himself, Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales, One Thousand and One Nights, Saint Seiya, The Legend of the Condor Heroes, Ultraman, and even Zhu Yan's blood or something......

Later, when all the stories were finished, they were rotten, and they were empty again, and he began to use all the knowledge of the Sunshine Age—social news, acquaintances, physics, chemistry, geography, astronomy, and so on—and he knew that he didn't even let go of the math problems of elementary school students, and he turned them all over again, resisting the emptiness over and over again.

There was no end to the darkness of loneliness as the night, but there was an end to his memories, and after all of them had been turned back and forth countless times, there was finally nothing left for him to use to resist the emptiness of nothingness.

So, he began to make up stories like neurotic, to deceive himself, first to make up his own, and then to make up other people's, historical, fantasy, alternate, science fiction, urban...... He made up everything he could think of countless times, to the limit, and in the end there was nothing new to make up!

He fell into emptiness again, tried all the methods, but still couldn't resist, and finally could only start to study the seven needles on the other side, and some other things.

The ancient book was always in a flying state, and he couldn't read it, otherwise it might have provided him with some "bullets" to resist the void.

But the seven needles are not so easy to study, because from Chu Yunsheng's point of view, he can't touch them at all, and he can only speculate, conjecture, and ponder based on what he understands a little bit......

He first began to sort out all the alien and monster relationships he had encountered, including the dead figure, and fearing that when he was done with it all at once, there would be no more "bullets" to send and resist the emptiness, and he ridiculously and deliberately slowed down the combing speed and arranged their shadows slowly and deceptively.

But he had very little information, and soon there was nothing to sort out, and he didn't come to any conclusions worth studying, but it only made him more sure of what his predecessors said in the ancient books - there is no god in the world.

In the eyes of ordinary humans, the five-race multi-capable race is as terrifying as a god, and the crystal-clothed man is blatantly pretending to be a god; And in the eyes of these aliens, that shadow is a god-like being; In the end, it was the turn of the shadow, and the predecessor and the master of the seven nails became gods again.

In this way, the facts are so simple and clear, the so-called "gods" are all looking up to the unknown, and that's all, the predecessors may want to tell him, it is precisely this truth: there is no god in the world. Then, he began to study the status of his predecessors and the master of the seven nails, although there is no zài god, but the status is indeed zài, otherwise the shadow would not be able to be scared and prostrate. When he studied this "topic", Chu Yunsheng was very excited, because this topic could help it delay for a long time to deal with emptiness.

The reason came from the fact that he had sensed a vast chain of life source creatures twice, once when he was absorbing the source of life from the Lonely Island, and the other time when he was destroying the shadow.

And when these two times happened, he didn't pay attention to some details, until now, he has enough time to pass the time, and even can't ask for it, because he is too lonely and empty.

Slowly recalling, carefully recalling, deducting the memories of that time bit by bit, looking for the subtleties of the differences over and over again, the more he can't find it, the happier he is uncharacteristically, because once he finds it, it means that he has to face the boundless emptiness again.

However, there is always an end to things, and after a long time, although he is very reluctant, he still finds it, because this is a process that must be meaningful and constantly moving forward, otherwise once he stops, he will still face all kinds of silence alone.

He found that when these two biological chains appeared, Gudaomin and the shadow lifesource both corresponded to two different positions in this vast food chain.

The gap between them, perhaps the difference in status between them, was his final conclusion and conjecture.

But the Ancient Book and the Seven Nails Master was in that position, and he didn't know because he had no way to devour their life.

Later, he studied many things, such as the multi-dimensional space of the veil woman's theory, and was confused for a while, because he felt that the high-dimensional space relied on the low-dimensional space to exist, and there would be no fourth dimension without three-dimensional, but now he was obviously sealed in the narrow room between the independent fourth dimension and the unknown space, but theoretically he felt that the fourth dimension could not exist independently......

Also, he was very dizzy, whether the places between the various forces and creatures he encountered were determined by the food chain of the source of life, or by the spatial dimension in which he lived? The "status conclusion" that had just been reached has become vague and contradictory again.

However, he was not entangled, but very happy, this time of confusion and contradiction, probably the most "fulfilling" period he had lived here, resisted the terrifying emptiness and inundation for him.

However, in the end, there was really nothing he could study with his current knowledge and ability, so he set his "sights" on the ancient book and the Seven Nails themselves.

In this way, I enriched it for a while, and I understood that the so-called "main divine weapon" in the mouth of the shadow may be the respective life-source weapons of the predecessors and the master of the Seven Nails - perhaps the most powerful weapon for everyone.

The reason why he said "maybe" and "maybe" is because he cannot test and empirically and cannot obtain definite results, so he can only speculate.

Of course, he didn't know how to craft such a weapon, otherwise there would be a lot of things to do right away.

When he had finished thinking about it, there was no place where he could study further, and Chu Yunsheng fell into a long state of emptiness again.

At this time, if someone tells him about masterful cultivation, a meditation is countless years, he will definitely sneer, silence, emptiness, loneliness, coldness, darkness and no future, intertwined, day and night torment...... Don't say what kind of master it is, even if it's a fairy, you have to fucking admit it! Gotta go crazy too!

This is not at all the loneliness and emptiness that people are not human beings can bear!

Finally, one day, he couldn't bear it anymore and entered the fifth stage - the period of despair!

In this last stage, he was surprisingly calm, cold and terrible, like a cold chief surgeon, who began to carry out a bloody dissection of his life, decomposing it one by one, ruthlessly laying out all his desires, dark sides, feelings, hatred, attachments, etc., facing the meaning of human existence, liberating and letting go one by one......

In the end, he ended the meaning of his life in a lonely state.

With a hopeless future and deep despair, he then began to end his life - suicide!

Yes, suicide!

In order to end his life, he used many methods, self-detonation, destruction, ancient bow reflection, and disturbing the whirlpool...... Wait, everything he could think of, everything he could do, he tried it one by one coldly and without emotion. , but without exception, they all failed, in order to die quickly, only to die, so he wanted to take the initiative to go to the front of the seven nails to die, but was ruthlessly blocked by the ancient book.

If it was in the first four stages, he still had a chance to die under the Seven Nails, but now it was too late, before entering the fifth stage of despair, with his cooperation, after a long period of time, he was no longer needed, and he could completely suppress the Seven Nails alone, and even had the strength to prevent him from committing suicide in front of the Seven Nails!

At this moment, the sadness in Chu Yunsheng's heart had reached the point of no return, and he was even deprived of the right to die!

At this moment, he realized the ultimate power of fate, if it wants to kill you, you will never be able to live one more second; If it doesn't let you die, you won't even have the right to commit suicide!

At this moment, he suddenly discovered that being able to commit suicide was also a kind of "happiness".

At this moment, he also smiled, in fact, he was not only him, but he was as strong as his predecessors and the Lord of the Seven Nails, no, he couldn't escape the play of fate......

But it was also at this moment that his cold heart, his cold anger, for the first time in his life, rebelled against fate, and raised the banner of pathos - you can dominate in the underworld, but you can't take away my last right to end my life!

He injected the source of life into the black qi vortex that was still automatically fighting against the suction of the seven nails, consuming his life source layer by layer, he sneered, one day, all the life sources will be consumed, at that time, who can stop him from dying? Who else? Even the heavens and fate can't do it!

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After a long time, he felt that he was too old to be old anymore, and one step forward was the death he had longed for for a long time, and at this time, his eyelids suddenly moved, and the feeling of flesh and blood suddenly poured into the unknown space, and the five forked threads that had been extinguished for an unknown number of years brightened one after another.

In an instant, he slowly and leisurely realized that he sighed slightly......

(To be continued)