Chapter 137: Nirvana Reborn
"Young Master, the banquet is about to start, please come over." On the side, he gently peeled a piece of fresh and crystalline fruit buds and sent it to Shen Ming's mouth to feed him.
I have to say that this is really a kind of enjoyment, Leah's jade hand does not have a trace of damage caused by years of training, but looks more immature and fair.
There was a sense of art on the fruit she carefully peeled, you can imagine how seriously and carefully she was peeling the fruit for Shen Ming, and the most important thing was that she had a faint fragrance on her body.
As long as you sniff carefully, you can smell that the fragrance on her body has a particularly tranquil feeling, which adds a lot of charm to her.
Shen Ming lay on the old chair and said comfortably: "Don't worry, even if you don't have me today, today's protagonist is not me, so why am I in a hurry." ”
Then he sniffed lightly and smiled at Leah, "Leah, do you smell a very fragrant smell?" ”
Leah didn't understand what Shen Ming meant, she naively believed Shen Ming's words, and carefully sniffed it lightly around, people with body fragrance will never be able to smell the fragrance on their body.
Leah also couldn't smell the fragrance that Shen Ming said: "No, young master, I didn't smell any fragrance at all." ”
The smile in Shen Ming's eyes became even thicker: "Is there really not, you can smell it if you smell it carefully, it's really fragrant." ”
Leah's little nose, believing it to be true, really moved, like a little fox, gently twitched her nose and sniffed around.
After a while, she said seriously: "It's really not, young master, I still haven't smelled it." ”
Suddenly, she noticed that the person in front of her was looking at her with smiling eyes, and she realized what Shen Ming was talking about.
After reacting, her little face suddenly turned red, and the steaming heat could be faintly seen on it, which showed how shy she was.
She really thought that Shen Ming said that there was any fragrance, and she really went to smell it carefully, but it turned out that Shen Ming was teasing her.
Leah stammered, "Less... Master... You make fun of me, and I ignore you. ”
Shen Ming saw that she was about to cry shyly, so he put away his playful tone and asked Leah, "Leah, what is your belief?" ”
Suddenly, she asked a clueless word, but she didn't think about it, and said very seriously: "My belief is you, young master, you are my everything, and everything I have belongs to you." ”
"Really." Shen Ming really guessed in his heart, the person in front of him really didn't have his own beliefs, and even the goal of living was given by others.
Shen Ming had already seen that the person in front of him was strong-willed, and he had the most basic things to become a strong person, a strong will and the determination not to move, although the person in front of him seemed to have all of them.
But her will was built up for her by others, not her own, so that although she had an incomparably strong will and an immovable determination, it was not her own.
If she continues to go on like this in the future... It's so pathetic.
"Leah, what if I asked you to change your beliefs? What would you do if it were my request? Shen Ming said that he didn't want a peerless genius with such talent to be buried in a belief like this.
Her future is still very broad, and since this plane is not as simple as he thought it was at the beginning, then her future achievements will be limitless.
She can stand side by side with the little ones to a height, although her starting point is not as high as the little ones, but Shen Ming believes that she will one day become an incomparable existence in the world, even if she is still very weak.
Hearing Shen Ming's question, Leah really lowered her head and thought about what Shen Ming said, what would happen to her if she really gave up her long-standing beliefs.
"If I'm not following the young master, where should I go?!"
"If it's not for the sake of the young master, what should I do?!"
"If I'm not living for the young master, why should I live and what should I do?!"
At this time, she seemed to go back ten years, she was in a cold, damp room, looking at the bloody blade in her hand, it was the first time she had killed someone, and it was her parents, a gambler and a bitch.
When she first awakened, she easily slaughtered two strong adults with her young body.
"Cold... It's so cold, I wish someone would come to my rescue. Just as the little girl was plunged into the endless darkness, a well-mannered man with gold-rimmed glasses appeared in front of her.
It was a brief moment of light she had, but she still didn't know why she was alive.
"People can't live without faith, if you don't have that, your father will give you a goal to live." The man stood there and told her.
"From now on he is your faith, he is your everything, and you have to give everything to her."
"If you find your faith, come and kill your father, get rid of the faith I gave you, and live for yourself."
From that day on, she was no longer the walking dead, but a real person with her own beliefs, even if that belief was given by others, but she was truly alive from then on, and she became stronger only for the people she believed in.
But at this moment, the person in her belief wants her to give up her belief as a person, she doesn't know what to do, and her long-standing habit makes her subconsciously want to follow his ideas.
But she didn't want to follow his ideas, she didn't want to give up her beliefs, and once she gave up, what would she do.
The cold hit again, as if it was winter again.
Her gaze went from firm to hollow as if it could conquer everything.
Tears fell silently, tears snatched tears from her eyes, this was the first time she cried, she touched the heat on her face.
She had never cried since she was a child, and she gradually did not feel the warmth when she touched her heart, but began to slowly become cold, and the time that was originally full of color began to become dull.
Just as she was once again plunging into endless darkness, a ray of sunlight shone into her heart, and she looked at the palms of her hair to soothe her.
Feel the temperature above and look at the warm smile of the person in front of you.
The person in front of her spoke: "It's hard to follow me, are you willing?!" ”
She nodded vigorously, sobbing and laughing, and the bleak world regained its color.
"The height I stand at is a height you can't imagine, you may not be able to set foot in your life, are you willing?!"
She nodded vigorously, and her heart felt a pounding again.
Shen Ming gently stroked the hair on her forehead, lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "From now on, you will be my war servant, are you willing?" ”
"Young master, I am willing." She closed her eyes slightly.
When she opened her eyes again, as if Nirvana had been successfully reborn, her eyes were full of determination and determination, and from this moment on, she had her own faith, and it was no longer given by her.
She finally understood Shen Ming's intentions at this moment, and bowed deeply to Shen Ming: "Young Master, I have some things to deal with now, wait for me to come back." With that, she turned and left, only this time she was different.
"Father-in-law, I'm here to kill you, and I'm going to get rid of the faith you gave me."