Since that not-so-wonderful encounter, the two had been attacked by the gendarmerie who had come to greet them, and they had passed by the group of attackers who had rushed to the stage. The first time was aimed at Lu An, and the second time was aimed at Hyakue Tanaka.

"We may have been attacked more than twice."

Which other time?

Although Tanaka Momoe didn't ask, after all, Lu An still had the intention of continuing to speak, but the doubts in her eyes were revealed.

"Don't forget, how the two of us met."

How did the two meet? Of course, they collided solidly.

Tanaka remembered the situation and was a little shy. After all, due to some secret conveniences, few people can force her on weekdays, and the convenience in her hands is enough for her to clean herself. So, even if it was an accident this time, it was the only thing she had to hug someone.

Even, this can be regarded as their own initiative, right?

It's just that Tanaka Baie quickly pulled his thoughts back, but the boy with a serious face in front of him didn't know this. What was his intention in asking?

How did they meet, they were naturally blown off the stage by the wind, and then ......

Blown off the stage by the wind? Hyamoe Tanaka instantly understood.

She asked hesitantly, "You mean the previous explosion......

Lu An nodded, "Although it is possible that it is also possible to deliberately create chaos, it cannot be completely ruled out that it is the possibility of attacking us." And I was standing on the edge of the stage, and if I was from where you were, it looked more like it was aimed at you. ”

After all, Lu An's position should have been temporarily arranged, and it was designated by Xie Silan and several of their instructors. In Lu An's mind, such an uncertain attack didn't look like it was coming at him.

However, the lady in front of her was sure to stand on the stage, and the group of people behind her made Lu An even more suspicious. However, there may be two groups of people attacking Tanaka Baie, which really surprised Lu Anzhong.

Tanaka Baie listened to his words, and felt a little guilty inexplicably.

That poor lieutenant colonel officer, did he innocently die for himself? Although it was only a guess, she believed it.

"Who could be so vicious? If you have to put me to death, you don't hesitate to involve innocent ...... like this."

"It's not innocent, it's just a mistake."

According to the previous situation, those people obviously wanted to make the scene out of control, and the lieutenant colonel officer on the stage could not be said to be completely innocent.

Tanaka Baie hesitated for a moment and sighed, "These people are too hateful. ”

"yes."

Lu An also sighed.

Could it be that Hyamoe Tanaka leaked his identity within the organization? If she deliberately concealed it, the matter would probably not be resolved, and the black hand behind the scenes would continue to be eyeing her.

But did she ever think of this possibility? If she unknowingly reveals her identity in the halls of the organization, then danger will always be with her.

Would you like to remind her? Lu An also hesitated.

After all, if he was careless, his identity would also be revealed, and he was not sure if the lady in front of him was trustworthy.

However, Hyakue Tanaka has the same doubts.

The boy with a young face in front of him, although he saved his life, although he looked mature and capable, although he was willing to believe him. But can you really trust him?

She didn't know.

And who has to put himself to death? Who is it?

Tanaka Momoe was so confused at this time that she didn't know how to explore the matter.

Could it be a grudge that I accidentally formed in my life? Although Tanaka Hyakue was not sure, she did not believe that it was possible.

So, will it be the people in the organization? If this is the case, Tanaka Momoe is even more disbelieving, she would rather believe that she is resentful of others in life and work.

After all, she is not so afraid of the resentment in life, because there are still means that can be used when the last resort is necessary. But what if malice and danger come from where she relies on them as a last resort?

Having been in the organization for a long time, it is natural for Tanaka to know how terrifying it is for a member of a secret organization, especially someone like Shadow Heart, to reveal his identity.

In this case, although Tanaka Momoe is relatively active in the organization, he has been carefully guarding his true identity.

Could it be that I accidentally and inadvertently revealed my identity?

Rather than this almost impossible possibility, Hyakue Tanaka began to think more about the possible enemies in his life.

It's just that, although she has been famous among ordinary people for a long time, she lives a simple life on weekdays, and it is almost impossible to have such an enemy.

She thought for a long time, looked at the boy in front of her, and hesitated.

Should you trust him? He looks like he can help himself. But he was so young, why did his instincts feel like that?

Instinct ah-

"If reason can't make a choice, just trust your instincts, this is the least regretful way, at least believe in yourself."

Tanaka Momoe suddenly remembered this sentence.

This sentence of grandfather's earnest teachings in the summer seemed to ring in her ears, and it suddenly appeared in her memory.

Momoe Tanaka still remembers asking at the time, "But what if I regret it afterwards?" ”

Grandpa laughed and replied, "Regret, what's wrong with regret?" A life that never regrets is never a real life. This kind of life is the life that you will regret the most. People, the time when you regret it the most is the time when you live the most like a person. ”

Hyakue Tanaka, who was six years old at the time, blinked his eyes wide and couldn't understand what his grandfather meant.

And her grandfather explained with a smile, "Believing in yourself is always the choice you don't regret the most." ”

yes, believe in yourself.

All this time, Hyamoe Tanaka has not forgotten this sentence, and this attitude has become a belief in life, an indispensable part of her life.

That's why she embarked on the path she is today, dropping out of school to pursue her dream of music at the age of twenty before graduating from high school. For this reason, he has also broken with his parents to this day.

Before, Momoe Tanaka didn't know why he was so stubborn. When she wakes up in the middle of the night and is so lonely that she can't help herself, she will also hate her stubbornness, so what's wrong with giving in a little?

At this time, Tanaka Baie was inexplicably a little abrupt in his heart, so that's the case. It's just that why can't I remember it before? Perhaps, I don't want to think about it.

Sometimes, the best memories have to be pressed in the deepest part of the heart, so that you can rely on your heart and not fall down even when you are most vulnerable. People are often too fragile to be overwhelmed, but as long as they still have faith, support, and reliance in their hearts, they will be the strongest when they are most vulnerable.

At that time, this sentence was under the cloister of my grandfather's house.

The wooden floor under the cloister is cool in the shadows of the sun.

In summer, cicadas chirp.

The courtyard in front of the cloister is full of flowers and plants. Lemon balm, mint, lavender, roses, chrysanthemums, perilla, apples, blueberries, lemons,......, in the small countryside in the summer, it seems that the whole universe is hidden.

There will always be herbs and flowers that you don't know, always with wonderful and fresh smells, and always new secrets to be discovered.

That day, I must have been sitting under the cloister, swinging my legs, smelling those fresh and intoxicating smells, and listening to my grandfather's words absentmindedly.

I guess I was unhappy at the time, because the feeling of pouting is back now.

Why? Is it because Grandpa himself licks the ice cream greedily, while he can only be entertained to drink those strange bitter teas?

The ice cream was made by my grandfather with the milk of the neighbor's family, and he secretly tasted it, and the sweet and greasy taste still lingers on the tip of his tongue. And those bitter teas were made by my grandfather who picked the herbs in the yard and dried them, and in order to take care of his own taste, he also specially added honey from the beekeeper at the foot of the mountain.

In that sentence, I was angry with my grandfather when I was angry, so I had that kind of teaching. As for why grandpa said that, it seems that I can't remember it anymore.

At that time, what else?

Is the whirring wind behind you a fan? Seems so. Grandpa has always refused to use the constant temperature air conditioner, just saying that people just want to feel the four seasons, not just to be comfortable, how can a life without ups and downs be considered life.

Therefore, in my impression, summer has always been so hot and refreshing.

The whirring hot wind, accompanied by the chirping of cicadas, and the wonderful and intoxicating smell, the sweet taste of bitterness and fragrance.

It's just that now I have forgotten the appearance of those herbs, flowers and trees, and can no longer know dozens or hundreds of kinds of flowers and plants, berries in the mountains, insects in the water, and wild birds by the pond like I did in my childhood.

……

Memories are always in a trance, and they can come to mind, allowing people to wander in the long river of time in a moment.

However, just as the tide ebb and flow, the memories after the high tide will quickly fade.

Tanaka didn't know how long he had been in a trance, it seemed like it was just a moment, and it seemed like a few minutes had passed. When she looked up from her memory, her heart was as quiet and peaceful as if centuries had washed away.

I am still alive and well, no matter how much hesitation, no matter how much confusion, even if someone hides in the dark and covets me, what is there to be afraid of?

When you can't decide, trust your instincts.

The teachings that Tanaka Momoe brought back from her memories made her restless heart suddenly quiet down, and she smiled slightly at the boy in front of her with her head bowed.

And the same from the memory, some people are terrified.

"S67, you, you're still alive?"

The person in front of him smiled slightly, "S67 is dead, and the person in front of you is Liu Yuan." Hello, L75. ”