part 18
In the afternoon, no one usually comes, Chen Jianyao jumped on one leg and went to Tang Xu's room, he and Chen Jianyao lived not far away, just across a corridor, Chen Jianyao bypassed it for only five minutes, Tang Xu beat the glory of the king on the bed, that look was as if he was killed by five, Chen Jianyao appeared in front of him cautiously, and then saw him look at Chen Jianyao with a puzzled expression, and then looked at the mobile phone, after going back and forth a few times, he slammed the bed and cursed.
Chen Jianyao sat on the edge of his bed and teased him: "What's the matter, the battle is defeated." ”
"Sure enough, the game of the little young man is sad." Tang Xu threw his phone aside as he spoke, then looked at Chen Jianyao and asked in surprise, "What's your situation?" What's wrong with this leg? Such a large plaster. ”
Chen Jianyao caught a glimpse of the fruit basket on the table, which was the one before Lu Wei, Chen Jianyao opened the fruit basket very stubbornly, and ate the six mangosteens in the fastest time, and said while eating: "My foot is broken, it's nothing, don't worry about it." Chen Jianyao, who was eating, suddenly changed her words: "You and Zheng Yan have reconciled." ”
Tang Xu was stunned, and did not answer Chen Jianyao, and he couldn't blame Chen Jianyao, because Chen Jianyao saw a pink basin placed under Tang Xu's bed, and there was a white towel on it, which was originally nothing, but the way to find a towel was really weird, neat, if it was a man, it would definitely not be put like this, but if it was a woman, it was possible, but what kind of woman should be divided, if it was Chen Jianyao, it is estimated that there would not even be a basin, let alone a towel, So Chen Jianyao guessed that Zheng Yan must have done it, firstly, she was a woman, and secondly, Zheng Yan really loved Tang Xu, there was no need to question this.
Tang Xu looked like he had eaten a poop, Chen Jianyao laughed twice, and said, "If you really love Zheng Yan, don't push her away so easily." ”
"But I can't give her a future." Tang Xu said it was very sad, which made people listen to inexplicable sadness.
I remember the first time I saw Zheng Yan, it was in the coffee shed outside, the sun was shining, to be precise, Chen Jianyao was under the huge parasol, she was outside, they were separated by a small aisle, but the distance was not far, so, across that aisle, through the wet air and blurred sight, Chen Jianyao and Zheng Yan's eyes were also intertwined. They just looked into each other's eyes at that time, Chen Jianyao was sitting, and she was standing.
People, when they are at their lowest, will always want to disappear for a while, waiting for the rainstorm to stop, waiting for the clear sky.
Obviously, Zheng Yan planned to make Chen Jianyao stagger his gaze, but Chen Jianyao didn't know it at the time, he was just concentrating on watching the excitement.
Tang Xu said that he couldn't afford to give Zheng Yan the future, Chen Jianyao quieted down inexplicably, and the room also quieted down, as if everything was quiet, and finally Chen Jianyao looked at Tang Xu and asked, "Do you love her?" ”
"I don't know if I love her or not, but I just know that I can't bear to shed a tear from her."
Look at it, how sensational it is, I am reluctant to let the other party shed tears, this is what Tang Xu said, but Zheng Yan has been crying bitterly in the past few days when he is okay and hiding from no one, Tang Xu still made Zheng Yan cry, and he cried the most.
Chen Jianyao didn't know what to say, so she ate the delicious fruits in the fruit basket, always thinking that the fruit basket was good-looking, after all, there weren't many things in it, Tang Xu was silent, probably watching Chen Jianyao bow her head to eat, thinking that Chen Jianyao hadn't seen fruit for a long time, when Chen Jianyao left, he asked Chen Jianyao to take the fruit basket away, and Chen Jianyao also obediently took the fruit basket away.
Chen Jianyao was lying on the hospital bed, and felt that this kind of life was really colorful, Chen Jianyao was obviously fine, but she had to pretend to be a patient here all day long, and she really felt tired, but Tang Xu next door, Chen Jianyao was not willing to go over to say hello and say a few words, because Tang Xu was too arbitrary, and the solution he thought was good was the worst, if you want to change him, it is simply impossible.
Chen Jianyao threw the peach pit she had just eaten into the trash can, a perfect three-pointer, but when Chen Jianyao was chattering, Zheng Yan came, she stood at the door, like Miss Manners, just looked at Chen Jianyao, Chen Jianyao hurriedly sat up and greeted: "Miss Zheng." ”
"I ......" Zheng Yan stopped talking at the door, looking very embarrassed, and finally she walked in and sat next to Chen Jianyao, Chen Jianyao was also a little cramped, after all, they were not familiar with each other, and there was still embarrassment and embarrassment.
Chen Jianyao pushed the fruit basket and just wanted to say that you can eat it too, but Zheng Yan said directly: "Miss Chen, I'm sorry." In the face of Zheng Yan's apology, Chen Jianyao was still a little confused.
"I misunderstood you and Tang Xu, and ...... I'm really sorry that you were hurt. Zheng Yan's voice was very small, but Chen Jianyao heard it very clearly, in the face of such a stupid woman who loved each other wholeheartedly, Chen Jianyao really had no way not to forgive, not to mention, she didn't do anything excessive.
Chen Jianyao and Zheng Yan chatted a lot that day, about how Zheng Yan and Tang Xu met, as for why Tang Xu was so afraid of hurting Zheng Yan, naturally there were their stories.
Listening to Zheng Yan, at that time, they had just graduated, and in the face of various challenges and temptations in society, both of them were relatively young, and they belonged to the stage of being young and vigorous, so naturally they had experienced some painful lessons, in fact, Tang Xu belonged to a particularly troublesome person, and it had been Zheng Yan who had been accommodating him for so many years, without exception, even after the breakup that Chen Jianyao witnessed with his own eyes, they had no intersection again, but Zheng Yan did not let go at all, and waited for Tang Xu to change his mind. Because Zheng Yan felt that the relationship for so many years would not be fake, and her determination to fall in love with Tang Xu and plan to follow him for the rest of her life would not be fake, for such a relationship, Chen Jianyao was confused even if she understood.
"When you don't even have the courage to try, you don't deserve to be happy, and you will never get happiness. Zheng Yan's smile is very bitter, how vain is the confidence of this smile, I understand, Tang Xu's life is disappearing little by little, how hard Zheng Yanting is, Chen Jianyao knows.
In fact, each of us is a passer-by between heaven and earth, and if one person's voice and footprints can be deeply remembered and remembered by another person, this is eternity.
Regarding Tang Xu in Zheng Yan's mouth, Chen Jianyao seems to have a new understanding.
Because Tang Xu went to chemotherapy, it took a long time, Chen Jianyao jumped on one foot to find Zheng Yan, because Liu Mo said that he would come to see Chen Jianyao after work, and he also brought a lot of dishes, just thinking about Zheng Yan for so many days, he must not have eaten well, after all, Chen Jianyao still recognizes Liu Mo's craftsmanship.
Chen Jianyao put the lunch boxes one by one, there were Chen Jianyao's best braised pork ribs and lion's head, Chen Jianyao suddenly had a feeling that she could only be sick, in fact, with the company's money here lawless, Chen Jianyao was simply guilty, but looking at such a large number of delicious food, Chen Jianyao's reason faded again.