Chapter 490: Self-improvement
"Yun Zhen, don't give up, okay? Hong'er is gone, Yunfei is gone, the master is only you, how can you live without your master? Don't leave Master Himself, please! As he spoke, tears fell down and hit Yun Zhen's face. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yun Zhen's expressionless face twitched imperceptibly a few times, and tears poured out in an instant.
Yun Zhen finally vented all the emotions that he had been holding back for a long time, don't look at his usual giggling, it was also to cheer everyone up, in fact, his heart was more fragile than anyone else.
Yun Zhen spent the first few years of his life in loneliness and fear, and this experience left an indelible mark on his young heart, even after living with his master and disciples for so many years, the loneliness and fear from the depths of his soul have always been with him.
After waking up countless late nights, Yun Zhen was afraid that his previous good life was just a dream of his own, and he would often sneak into Master's room alone in the middle of the night to huddle with Master, so that he could fall asleep soundly.
After growing up, this situation has improved a lot, but when he wakes up in the middle of the night, Yun Zhen still has a lingering sense of fear, since entering the Devil's Forest, this feeling seems to have been infinitely magnified, and Yun Zhen is even more insecure, but he hides it well, and almost even deceives himself.
Yun Zhen cried, crying loudly, he had never cried so presumptuously, so that he scared the poor stars.
Tianchu was not surprised, he only looked at Yun Zhen quietly, he was not surprised, because Tianchu understood him better than Yun Zhen imagined.
Yun Zhen was tired of crying, he felt much more comfortable after crying, he took a deep breath and turned to Tianchu and said, "Master, do you remember what you said when you adopted me?" ”
Tianchu didn't expect Yun Zhen to mention this, frowning and thinking for a long time, he remembered the scene at that time, but he forgot what he said.
Seeing that Tianchu was speechless, Yun Zhen smiled faintly: "You said that I should reinvigorate the Cold Yang Temple with you and retrieve the Pure Yang Sword, right?" ”
"Yes, yes, that's what I said, you are my first apprentice, you don't know how happy I was at the time, I didn't expect that I was a little Taoist priest who had nothing, you would agree to be my apprentice, Yun Zhen, you brought good luck to the master, do you know?" At the beginning of the day, he touched Yun Zhen's head, as if Yun Zhen was still the little boy who looked weak back then, but had a pair of stubborn big eyes.
"No, Master, it is the most honorable thing in my life to be your apprentice, and I haven't done it enough...... However, what I promised Master, I have already done it, our Hanyang View is now a great sect, and the Pure Yang Sword has also been snatched back, I will die without regrets, but I will live up to Yun Fei, and I can't send you to the end of your old age......" Yun Zhen sighed, secretly sad.
"Don't let you say that, don't be afraid, Master will take you to Bai Yue, Bai Yue will definitely be able to cure you, hold on!" Tianchu couldn't bear to see Yun Zhen give up on himself like this, even if it was to deceive him, as long as he could cheer up.
Yun Zhen smiled sourly, turned his head to look at Pian Xing, who was squatting in the distance and wiping his tears, and said softly: "Master, don't hide it from me, in fact, I know everything." ”
"Huh? You...... What do you know? Tianchu repeatedly recalled that he was very cautious and never said that he had never said that he had shown his mouth, could it be that Chengyun was really deceiving him?
"Master, you are so good, you can't even deceive people, you just bluff and fool that little fool of Pixing, but you can't fool me, every time you mention Uncle Bai Yue, your expression is too obvious, I have known for a long time, Uncle Bai Yue is no longer there." Yun Zhen didn't want to look at Tianchu's expression, but looked at the sky and said.
"I didn't mean to hide it from you, I'm just afraid of ......" Tianchu didn't expect Yun Zhen to know these things for a long time, he wanted to explain to Yun Zhen with some guilt, but was interrupted by Yun Zhen.
"Master, I understand you, since Ouyang Daxia was killed, I have figured it out, what you did was right." Yun Zhen turned his head at this time and looked at Tianchu's eyes, as if he could see through his heart.
"You...... You know all about it? Tianchu was really surprised, he always thought that Yun Zhen was thoughtful and clever, but he didn't expect him to be such a deep and wise person, which really impressed Tianchu.
"You always treat me as a child, I have grown up, I have always hoped to help you share your worries, but you always carry these things silently alone, you just want to protect us, Master, if I can live, from now on, I will protect you!" Yun Zhen stretched out his hand and held Tianchu's hand, his hand was warm and powerful, like a man standing up to the sky.
It was the first time that Yun Zhen had grown up so big and talked to Tianchu like this, Tianchu felt that Yun Zhen had grown up in an instant, and couldn't help but burst into tears, holding Yun Zhen's hand tightly, choking up and saying yes again and again, crying and laughing.
"If you remember what you said, Master will rely on you for protection in the future, and you must not give up on yourself! You have to live well, and we have to go home. Tianchu constantly gave Yun Zhen hope and encouraged him to regain the courage to live.
"Master, don't worry! Actually, it's nothing, I'm not dead, I'm not even in pain, what do I have to complain about? As long as I can survive for one day, I will work hard for one day, who says I can't make it to the end? Yun Zhenyi sat up, wiped away his tears, shook his head, and said proudly.
Seeing Yun Zhen cheer up again, Tianchu was really happy in his heart, although their future was still uncertain, but at this moment, Tianchu felt happy in his heart.
"What are you doing? What are you squatting and squatting? Hurry up and come over to me! Seeing Lianxing squatting under the roots of a tree in the distance and crying, Yun Zhen raised his voice and called out to her.
"Huh?" Hearing Yun Zhen's shout, Lianxing stood up and turned around, wiping her tears while looking at Tianchu and the two of them with a smile on her face, which seemed to be a little different from the scene she imagined.
"Ahh Hurry up and help my brother up, let's leave quickly when we have rested enough, in case the strange python catches up, we won't be able to eat and go around, hurry up! Yun Zhen shouted, as if he had returned to the optimist Yun Zhen before, urging the stunned Mercy Star to hurry over.
Lian Xing ran over and helped Yun Zhen up with Tianchu, Yun Zhen kept raising his head, not looking at his legs, I don't know if he didn't want to look or didn't dare to look, he shook off the hands of the two, and after moving for a while, he laughed and said: "Look, this little injury can't help Young Master Ben at all, he can run and jump, and he won't delay anything." ”
"Uncle Junior, Senior Brother Yunzhen, is he okay?" Lianxing stared at Yun Zhen with wide eyes, and then turned his head and asked Tianchu in a low voice.