When I woke up again, I was the only one in the room.

And, of course, the empty hospital bed, empty of which showed no trace of the old man's existence.

I rolled over, turned my head to the side, and tried to force myself not to look at the old man's bed, but no matter what I did, I couldn't help but look at the old man's bed......

Looking at the hospital bed where the quilt was folded as if no one had ever slept in it, I was silent, because every bit of the old man echoed in my mind, and the young man's voice and smile also appeared, and I quietly closed my eyes, trying not to remember the time I spent with them......

But no matter how trivial things are, no matter how meaningless words are, like a movie, flashing in front of my eyes one by one, how can I forget these things......

I slammed my hand on the neatly folded quilt on the hospital bed, knocking and scolding, "What's so good about that old man...... It's like I'm sick in the brain all day long, and I can't get used to him anymore, so you go, the farther you go, the better......"

But my tears splashed rhythmically on the sheets as I beat them rhythmically, leaving wet marks on them......

"And that full-body bandage, like a mummy-like person...... Who are you...... Aren't you going to tell a little bit about your miserable life...... Aren't you just a little more real...... What else do you have...... People who are so mixed up outside that they don't even dare to go home...... How could I think of you as my brother......"

I simply lay on the bed where the two fathers and sons had slept together, and cried loudly, my voice was hoarse, and my voice began to tear my heart, and I patted my chest fiercely: "You guys come back to me, I don't want your ghost heart, wow......"

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"There are some places where you can't let others deliver them, so you have to go by yourself...... Actually, I saw your performance tonight, you are very brave, I am satisfied, it would be nice if you were my child......"

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"The reason why I stayed in this hospital for so long was that I wanted to reincarnate with my son, thinking about this life, it was so hard, and we all came together...... This child would always rather suffer outside on his own than come home...... So in the next life, I am willing to be his father and not let him suffer outside anymore......"

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"Dad, the child is not filial, if there is a next life, I am really willing to be your child, and let me take care of you for the rest of your life when the time comes......"

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"When we met you, we all changed our minds and lived well with these two ghost hearts...... Be nice to that girl...... Take my word to heart...... Live well......"

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These unforgettable words kept pouring out of my mind with my tears, and I couldn't get rid of them.

Yes, I want to live, but I want to live with the people I love, with the people I like, with the people I care about, with the people I think of as brothers......

I don't want to live alone......

I'm desperate to survive, I just want to be a person, even if the sky is about to fall, I will fight for you......

I'm here to survive for you, I don't want to survive at your expense, why do you want to do this......

"Wow...... Why, why is this happening...... Wow......"

I lay on the bed they once slept on and looked at the ceiling, feeling the temperature of their sleep on this bed, the familiar smell, I couldn't help but feel sad, a kind of sorrow rose in my heart for no reason, tears flowed down again, poured into my nose, I was out of breath, coughed loudly.

At this moment, the door of the ward opened.

I took a closer look, and it turned out that Zhang Qingqing had come to check the room.

I coughed as I quietly wiped away my tears.

Zhang Qingqing didn't notice my abnormality, but I was choked by something, coughing very badly, very considerate, and a pair of soft and boneless little hands gently beat my back.

After a few thrashes, my breathing was much easier.

I felt a lot more comfortable, and my cough was better, so I signaled Zhang Qingqing not to beat, Zhang Qingqing was very well-behaved, just sat on my hospital bed and didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly, smiling sweetly.

I was going to say something, but I remembered what happened last night and burst out laughing.

I remembered what happened last night:

She shook like a sieve, and she cried, "Uncle, wake up, about ...... About, we're about, woo...... Woo. ”

I smiled even more.

Zhang Qingqing is so smart that she naturally knows what I am laughing at, she blushes and can't say anything she wants to say.

I continued to laugh at her, and only stopped when I saw that her shyness was faintly developing in the direction of anger.

Zhang Qingqing naturally went down this step, and when her face calmed down, she smiled at me!

She looked at me a little embarrassed, and only spoke for a long time: "Abin, the hospital asked me to inform you that if your condition is better, you should go through the discharge procedures as soon as possible......"

"Oh?"

I wondered, "Is something wrong?" ”

Zhang Qingqing thought for a long time: "The hospital recently lost a body, but the surveillance found ...... This corpse actually came to you before it disappeared......"

I was stunned, it seemed that Ali was discovered by the surveillance, I pretended not to know that there was such a thing, made a frightened expression, and asked Zhang Qingqing loudly for details.

Then he said that he would go through the discharge procedures immediately, and if I was not discharged from the hospital, I would really die in the hospital, and I was quite happy to hear this at this time.

Zhang Qingqing was also relieved to see my expression, after all, I used to be a person in his heart who didn't believe in evil.

We chatted for a while, and Zhang Qingqing said that she was going out to help me with the formalities.

Before Zhang Qingqing left, I pointed to the old man's bed where he had slept and said, "Did that old man have fun with you yesterday morning?" ”

Zhang Qingqing's smiling face disappeared, and he felt a faint sadness, and said to me: "When this old man crossed the street, he didn't want me to help him, and when he walked ahead alone, he was hit and killed by a car that ran a red light." ”

I was stunned for a moment, remembering that the old man had said that he was leaving, and sighed, as expected......

I relented, and then said, "Is there anyone in his house who is coming to collect his body?" ”

Zhang Qingqing sighed, and then said, "He is already the only person in his family, his wife left early, and his son died the day before yesterday, because the body was seriously damaged, he could not enter the morgue, so the hospital sparked both of them and prepared to send them to a small cemetery of the hospital in the near future to be buried." ”

Hearing this, my heart couldn't help but ache, and I hurriedly closed my eyes tightly, covering them with both hands, not wanting tears to flow.

Now that you're gone...... Then why do you want to give me a thought...... Why!!