Chapter 200: The Demon of the Heart
Sure enough, as the male living corpse said, they did not embarrass the rabbit, but placed her in the office, which can be said to be good tea, good water and good hospitality, I don't know how much better than what happened to me.
I moved out of the police station with Rabbit and stayed at a nearby hotel chain, Rabbit didn't notice that I was wrong, and still struggled with the process of killing the bear child before, although I explained to her that it was the enemy, but she didn't believe it very much, and I didn't have a good solution to it.
For me now, it seems that my own affairs are the most important thing at the moment, and if I continue like this, not to mention that I can't protect the rabbit, I will even be in danger.
Thinking back to the scene in the cabin, I felt like a different person, and the feeling of not being able to control myself was very uncomfortable, and I felt that I wanted to have a demonic villain in my head right now, and it would take over my body in the moment of my negligence.
The rabbit fell asleep on the side, and I pondered against the moonlight all over the ground, I began to think about the beginning and end of all this, and in the end, I still pushed the answer to the formation of Yan Qingyun, I don't know if this formation is mysterious, but it is worth being sure that my current state must be related to that formation.
Or rather, it has something to do with the dreams in that array.
Sitting cross-legged, I placed the red horse across my knees and whispered in my heart, "Have you experienced the dream that day?" ”
"I have experienced it, but I can't tell whether it's true or not, that dream is very real, but it's a little unrealistic, because there is no third party at the scene, but you have witnessed everything as a third party."
Yes, what Akakoma said makes a lot of sense, but it's not like this hasn't happened before, and even first-person perspectives are possible, so I told you about the strange dreams we once experienced.
Hearing my words, Akakoma was speechless for a long time, and finally said to me, "I can't make up my mind about this matter, but for now you have three ways. ”
"How?"
"First, if you find Yan Qingyun, he must know what is going on; 2. Find the person in the story, maybe you will find something; Three, pretend nothing happened and wait and see! ”
These three methods can be said to be the way to go, if you really want to find out the truth, this is all optional, after a moment of silence, I asked: "What is the matter with my body now, today I feel like I am out of control." ”
I asked my biggest question, and I thought Akakoma couldn't answer it, but I didn't expect it to not only answer, but also answer it very simply.
"Inner Demon!"
"Demons?"
"That's right! What happened in the dream made you feel resentful, and although you didn't say anything, you subconsciously began to resist, and eventually gave birth to demons. ”
It turned out to be a demon, to put it bluntly, this thing is a bit similar to multiple personalities, one idea is like this, one idea is like that.
"So what should I do?"
"What can I do? To untie the bell, you still need to tie the bell, of course, you have to do it yourself, to put it simply, that thing is your inner thoughts, the means you kill today, is the way you want to kill people in your heart, in the past you can still stay calm, you can do things with your brain, but now you are obviously in an uncertain state, do things from the heart. ”
I pondered Akako's words for a while, and vaguely felt that it meant something, but I couldn't figure out the crux of the matter, so I asked, "What will happen if you do things from the heart?" ”
"Doing things from the heart? Hehe! Akakoma twitched on my knee and continued, "Just like Hades guarded against them, you may betray, because you always feel in your heart that the side of life and death is better treated. ”
"Or you'll turn into a madman and kill everybody. It's impossible to say for sure, it all depends on what you're thinking in your heart and whether you can get out of it. ”
In the face of Chiko's almost explicit words, I was silent, completely unsure of how to choose.
If those dreams were fake, I wouldn't have to worry so much, but the dreams really couldn't be true, because almost everything they said in them coincided with reality, and I had to believe it.
The scene in that dream completely subverted my previous perception, it was as if the parents who had raised me for decades were actually my father-killers, which made it difficult for me to accept it for a short time.
The only thing to be thankful for is the coalfield town I left, otherwise I really can't guarantee that I won't be able to control myself.
When night came, I looked at the sleeping rabbit on the bed and pondered.
From the time I went to work in Coalfield Town, to He Chao and Liu Yaxin's post, we got to know each other, and then we entered the cursed tomb, and I not only changed my own life, but also the two of them.
Hades' Hand, Dead Corpse, Wu Jianguo, Ghost, Turtle, Door of Life and Death, Living Corpse, Tisi...... It all flowed through my eyes like a movie.
Eventually, my eyes fell firmly on the rabbit's face, and the lovely face did not fade much from the black cloth.
Yes, I am Chen Sen, no matter what I think, no matter what I do, I will always be Chen Sen, in the past I faced one problem after another in order to survive, and now, I also have to overcome other problems one after another in order to make my life better.
Now, I'm no longer doing it for myself, but also for my parents and the two of us, and our sons.
My heart warmed, and at this moment I understood a lot, and gently leaned down to the rabbit's side, and she seemed to feel my presence in her sleep, and leaned on me sticky.
He kissed the rabbit lightly on his smooth forehead and whispered, "I love you, Rabbit." ”
"Hmm."
At noon the next day, I woke up from my sleep, but suddenly found that the other half of the bed was cold, so I hurriedly got up and said in a panic: "Rabbit? ”
"What?"
When I heard the reputation, I saw the rabbit standing in front of the window, it seemed that he was feeling the sun, and he was playful for a while, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, wife, what about the "sunbathing" in the early morning? ”
The rabbit raised his eyebrows suddenly, turned his head to look at me, and at the same time pulled the black cloth off his eyes with his right hand, and said malicefully: "Oh, fuck, dare to talk to me like this now?" ”
My heart trembled suddenly, not because I was afraid that the rabbit would stare at me at a glance, but because I was afraid that she would not be able to think about it in her heart, and she would forcibly control the yin and yang eyes, after all, yesterday's incident hit her hard.
But what I imagined didn't happen, and the rabbit smiled sweetly at me and turned to the sun outside the window.