Chapter 39: Memories 5: Hatred

"Why? Mom, why do you have to go back to Inner Mongolia? ”

"What's good there? Look at this city, the seasons are like spring, and there are so many opportunities waiting for me. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"I finally have a hukou in a big city, why do you have to take me back there to graze? I don't want to go with you, I'm going to stay here! ”

The stubborn boy yelled at his mother, but the dark-faced mother ignored it, and washed the dishes by herself, not saying a word.

On the other side, my father, who had been tormented by years of quarrels and complaints, sat on the sofa and smoked non-stop.

The father's face turned pale, and perhaps he, like his son, did not understand what this strong, fat woman was thinking.

The boy, who had grown tall, continued to roar:

"If you want to go back to herding sheep so much, you go alone, don't take me, I tell you, I want to stay here, don't drag me down!"

After yelling, the boy ran back to his room, 'Bang! The door slammed shut.

Only the father and mother were left silent in the living room.

The boy's mother came from the vast prairie of Inner Mongolia, and when she was young, she wanted to see the outside world.

hastily married a foreigner who came to Inner Mongolia on a business trip, and her husband was 25 years older than her.

It wasn't until she had a child and followed her husband to live in a big city that the teenager's mother knew what regret was like.

She is used to living a life of high ground and wide sky, herds of cattle and sheep, and freedom.

I am not used to the busy traffic and tense rhythm in the big city.

More than ten years of city life has changed her from an ignorant young girl to a grumpy woman who misses her hometown all the time.

She even suffered from depression, anxiety and other conditions that she couldn't figure out.

I took a lot of pills, and I lost a lot of my hair.

No one understood why she wanted to return to her hometown so much. How many people want to drill into the big city after sharpening their heads, but she, a woman who finally has a big city hukou, wants to give up wholeheartedly.

At first, her husband patiently reasoned with her and coaxed her.

However, after several years of perseverance, her husband's patience was finally exhausted.

And then for many years to come, there was a constant bickering.

People have a big quarrel for three days and a small quarrel for two days, and finally there is still time to rest.

But they quarreled every day, every day, so noisy that their son didn't even go to school, and dropped out of school at a young age and stayed at home.

The father felt sorry for his son and hoped that he would be able to go to school again.

But she didn't care, she still only thought about returning to her hometown, and she was as stubborn as a cow.

She thinks very well, it doesn't matter if her son is not educated, it doesn't matter if he doesn't have a hukou in a big city, as long as he goes back to his hometown with her, the life of the sky and the earth will definitely be able to hold her son's heart.

Yes, her thoughts have always been extremely simple, and they are extremely simple.

She never studied, and no one ever taught her how to do it, her parents died very early, and she was raised on the goat's milk of the grassland, so she felt that she could not leave the grassland, and her children must also return to the grassland.

She never knew what compromise was, she didn't know how to understand others, she only knew that what she thought was good was good.

Now, with her family on the verge of being shattered, she still doesn't want to turn back.

In fact, to be honest, there is nothing wrong with this woman, who doesn't yearn for their hometown? Who doesn't miss their homeland?

It's just that her methods are too rough and unreasonable, she needs the understanding of others, but she forgets how to understand other people's ideas.

Soon, the court's verdict was handed down, and for various reasons, coupled with the fact that the boy's father was old, the boy was sentenced to his mother.

The next day, his mother packed her bags and cried and took the boy on the train leaving the city.

The young boy struggled and cursed all the way, as if the thick black woman in front of him was not his mother but a kidnapper.

Their appearance attracted the sideways eyes of passers-by.

grabbed his son's arm and didn't let go, no matter how much his son scolded the woman, he didn't stop.

She was like an arrow, like a trapped beast that had broken free from its cage, as if the fresh air of the prairie had breathed into her nostrils, and her heart was more relaxed than it had been in years.

They didn't carry much luggage, no books, no fancy clothes and belongings, not even a trace of having been in the city.

She only took away some old things and old clothes from Inner Mongolia that she had brought from Inner Mongolia before, because these were her treasures, her cherishes.

After many days and nights of tossing and turning, they finally approached her homeland.

However, the change also happened suddenly at this time.

It was a long walk to get off the train and catch the bus back home.

On that remote road, there were hardly any people to meet.

The teenager who was forcibly locked around him finally broke out at this time, and his mother's stubbornness had driven him crazy.

Pulling out the mountaineering knife he was carrying, the boy stabbed his mother in the back.

There was no pity, no hesitation, only the pleasure of killing, and what the young man's eyes revealed was the absolute and ruthlessness that a person of his age should not have.

Then, after stabbing after knife until the woman in front of her had no breath and could no longer move, the boy dragged her to the side of the road and threw her into the weeds.

Then he wiped the blood on his hands indiscriminately, and left in a panic with the murder weapon and package.

The money left in the package was enough for the boy to get on the train back.

In this way, he returned to the big city and returned to his father with his memory.

After hearing what he had done wrong, his father's face turned pale with fright, his hands and feet trembled uncontrollably, and he couldn't say a word.

The boy begged his father to hide it for him and not to tell the police.

The police in the border area should not be so quick to find out about themselves, so said the teenager.

The old father is already six gods and no one, and he only wants to protect his son's life, and now no matter what the young man says, he will do it.

The two of them trembled for months, and nothing happened, and the young man's heart gradually settled down.

He began to stop hiding, but to walk around outside and see what was going on.

Because of family reasons, this teenager seems to be mature beyond his age.

He told his neighbors that his mother had to take him back to the city because of a sudden illness. If you want to leave for your home in Mongolia again, you can only wait until you are well.

No one doubted his rhetoric, which also emboldened him a lot, and he stopped thinking about anything and began to look for a job.

At the age of 19, the teenager applied for a job as a temporary job in a newly opened shopping mall.

At that time, the young man was chubby in appearance, which often made people ignore his obedient character, and he himself was happy to pretend to be honest.

During a year's working hours in the mall, the boy met a beautiful and delicate boy who made people think about it.

The young man who was just in love liked him, but he didn't dare to say it, and he fantasized about kissing him every day, but he didn't dare to do it.

endured and endured, and finally couldn't help but kiss the boy when there was no one around.

In fact, the teenager wants to get some kind of response, even if it is not a good response.

Scolded, beaten, and then said it was just a joke, the two of them are still friends, and you can see his smiling face every day.

The boy really thinks so, and he is mentally prepared for it.

However, there was no scolding, no expected violent reaction, and the other party's attitude was indifferent, and it could even be said to be disdainful.

He stood up and walked away, as if every time he yelled at his mother, she ignored her response.

The pain in Xiao Nian's heart was hooked up again, and he began to hate again, hating those who didn't take him seriously.

After that, the boy watched the boy talk to others every day and ignored him, his heart twisted and painful, and he vented silently......

Until the end of the year, the mall closed, and at that time he had already passed his 20th birthday, which can be regarded as a young man.

The young man deliberately told the masters in the mall that he did not want to stay in the city anymore and wanted to go back to her hometown with his mother to settle down.

He thought that this must reach the boy's ears.

He just wanted him to hear, to make him think he was far away from him.

Then, hide yourself in the darkness and peep at him secretly, looking for an opportunity to see what kind of noble person he really is.

After leaving the mall for a long time, a young man accidentally discovered a secret that his father had hidden for a long, long time.

The young man was ecstatic when he discovered the secret, but at that time he did not know how to start and get what was hidden behind the secret.

He was reluctant to leave the city where the boy lived.

It wasn't until one day, with his image that had changed over the years and the means of deception, that he captured the hearts of two completely different people and made them willingly become his accomplices, that things really began-