"I really don't believe it, no, it's not true, that scumbag ......" Liu Qingquan looked ugly and pointed to a punk man at Lamborghini, "You definitely can't have affection for killing Matt like this, you're kidding, right?" ”

"What's wrong with killing Matt? What's so bad about being non-mainstream? The beautiful woman with long hair and shawl smiled undeniably: "At least he has money." ”

"Rich? Just because you have money? Liu Qingquan looked at her dumbfounded, and said incredulously: "Yongmei, when did you become a girl who worships money?" How can our relationships be fake for so many years? He didn't know how to speak for a moment, only stunned and incredulous.

"Maybe!" She crossed her arms, looked at the metropolis, and said in a talkative voice: "The so-called feelings and promises are just immature antics in the past, and 'I love you' is the cheapest gift in the world." I now know what I really want, I have lived a poor life for more than 20 years, I don't want to live another 20 years, how many 20 years can I have in my life? I wear street stalls, crowd buses, live in rental houses, and my annual income is not enough for him to pay for a meal....... I don't want my life to be only gray, I want to live a colorful life, but also a colorful life! To put it simply, I just want to live the life of a rich man! ”

Liu Qingquan looked at her like a statue, his mouth wide open and he couldn't say anything. She didn't care too much about the other party's mood at the moment, and continued: "I don't want my future to be gray, Liu Qingquan, although you are a top student at Tsinghua University, although you have a good job in the research institute after graduation, with a monthly salary of 20,000, but you still can't afford to buy a villa, a decent sports car, or even an 80-square-meter house in this city It takes twenty years to struggle, how many twenty years are there in your life?" ”

"You... How could it suddenly become so realistic? Liu Qingquan said dumbfoundedly, he originally wanted to tell her that he had recently won a bonus of 500,000 yuan for his recent research results, but she couldn't say anything.

She said undeniably: "That's right, I'm just realistic, that's because this society is too realistic now, and I don't want to fall behind this society, you know? ”

"What about the ideals of the mountain alliance and the sea that we once made together? Is it all wrong? Liu Qingquan said solemnly.

She shrugged her shoulders slightly, smirked contemptuously, and said nonchalantly: "In front of adults, children are wrong; In front of the referee, the player is wrong; In the face of reality, the ideal is wrong. I was wrong, and if I was wrong for 20 years, I won't be wrong for another 20 years. Love is still bread, when you can only choose one of the two, I just want to choose a life that will not be too embarrassing. The reason is very simple, if it is a life without love, it is just a dull life, that's all! But if you don't have bread, you can't live! Do you understand? ”

"Yongmei, it's not too early." The punk man next to Lamborghini looked at the expensive Patek Philippe watch on his wrist, shouted, and then took out the latest Apple 10, rotated his phone casually and looked at Liu Qingquan like a wood carving at the same time.

She looked back at the punk man, made an OK gesture and looked back at Liu Qingquan, and said flatly: "If you feel resentful, sad, unwilling or even other things like that now." Then remember what I said, grow up quickly, mature as soon as possible, and then learn to recognize what the essence of reality is, and then strive to become a very, very, very rich rich man in the future, don't end up being poor and unable to keep anything in the end! After speaking, she passed by Liu Qingquan, who was in a state of wood carving, and left a sentence leisurely, "If we have one last relationship between us, I hope we are strangers to each other..."

She walked up to the punk man with a smile on her face, as if she was on a new path in life.

"Boom~~" The Lamborghini sports car made a loud noise, Liu Qingquan woke up from the wood-carved state as if he had been electrified, and looked at his lover who was sitting in a Lamborghini and galloping away, "Yongmei~~" Liu Qingquan shouted hysterically, and the whole person fell to his knees on the road at once, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Liu Qingquan walked like a walking corpse, and his mind was full of bits and pieces of the two of them. Liu Qingquan and Lu Yongmei can be said to be childhood sweethearts, born in a poor mountain village in the old revolutionary base area of Jiangnan Province, the two have come all the way from primary school, junior high school, high school, and university, and their feelings are very deep, and the parents of both sides are also very happy that the two young people can come together, and have been urging the two to get married and have babies as soon as possible.

At the beginning, the two of them were admitted to Beijing's famous universities at the same time in the college entrance examination, one Tsinghua University, one person is big, which caused a huge sensation in Liu Qingquan's hometown, and the same small mountain village was able to produce two famous college students at the same time, and just a man and a woman, talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven, the two may have made a mountain alliance and sea oath, and they are willing to be winged birds in heaven, and they are willing to be Lian Lizhi in the ground, and set a common goal, and they must take root in the capital and mix up their personal dogs. It was only after coming to the imperial capital that I found that everything was completely different from what I imagined, the two who were originally arrogant in the imperial capital were ridiculed by their classmates as dirt buns, compared with other classmates, the two of them looked very rustic in terms of dress and behavior, and they were ridiculed by others. The living expenses of the two people from poor backgrounds for a semester are not enough, and other classmates buy cosmetics, mobile phones, and a few clothes at will... Everything in the imperial capital impacted the fragile hearts of the two, Liu Qingquan became taciturn, immersed in the sea of books, in addition to going out to work as a tutor to earn some living expenses, most of the time was spent in the library, Lu Yongmei was fine at first, and then slowly under the influence of her roommates, she began to like shopping, shopping, nightclubs, like famous brands, like sports cars, and envy the life of a drunken gold fan......

In fact, Liu Qingquan has already slowly felt the changes in Lu Yongmei, but Liu Qingquan has not had the slightest doubt about his deep relationship for many years, but he just thinks that it is normal for girls to change a little, and it is nothing to like to buy things. Liu Qingquan worked hard as a tutor and gave Lu Yongmei the hard-earned money to buy the latest Apple mobile phone and his favorite brand-name clothes and bags, but he still used old and backward cheap millet and wore dozens of shoes and clothes from a stall. With Lu Yongmei's increasingly strong material desires and expensive consumption, Liu Qingquan gradually became powerless, and the little money he spent as a tutor was not even enough, Liu Qingquan also tried to persuade Lu Yongmei, but in exchange for the increasing quarrels between the two.

Slowly, the two couldn't say a few words when they met, many times it was like an ordinary person asking a simple question, and they quarreled after saying a few more words, and the two who were originally talented and beautiful began to become far apart, one is a fashionable urban beauty, and the other is a native bun from the countryside; Every time they go out together, Lu Yongmei has to stay a few meters away from Liu Qingquan, and they will only walk together when there is no one; Originally, you could hug intimately everywhere, but slowly even holding hands is a luxury.

Liu Qingquan looked around in confusion, there were high-rise buildings decorated with neon lights everywhere, there was a lot of traffic on the road, BMWs and Mercedes-Benz could be seen casually, and the roar of sports cars sounded from time to time...... Liu Qingquan only felt that everything was laughing at himself, the beautiful neon sign was so hateful, and he gave a mocking gaze; The sound of cars on the road is like the never-ending laughter in your ears; It felt like the whole world was laughing at itself.

Liu Qingquan ran frantically, trying to escape from all this, escape from this world full of ridicule, unconsciously, Liu Qingquan came to the back mountain of Tsinghua University, that familiar place, lying on the familiar big rock, his head resting on his arms, closing his eyes, quietly, everything was quiet.

It was as if everything was back to the past, the weather was fine, the wind was beautiful, she was on her lap, reading quietly, and she naughtily plucked a hair of her own from time to time; Or give a peeled melon seed and kiss it by the way; Or gently sing the song Tao Zhe's "Today You Want to Marry Me".

The warm flowers of spring bloom with the sentimentality of winter

The breeze comes out with a romantic breath

Every love song is suddenly full of meaning

That's when I suddenly saw you

The warm fragrance of spring flowers takes away the cold of winter

The breeze blows unexpected love

The singing of the birds closes us closer

That's when I suddenly fell in love with you

Listen to me, hand in hand, and come with me

Create a happy life

Yesterday was too late, tomorrow will be a pity

Will you marry me today?

…….

Liu Qingquan sang and sang and his voice began to whimper, tears hung on his face, so hot and scorching, "Ah~~~" Liu Qingquan stood up and howled, his voice was so heartbreaking, and suddenly he fell on the stone, holding his head with both hands, crying silently, and then laughed again, after laughing, he seemed to laugh and lie down, looking at the night sky with his eyes blank, there was no moon, only a little starlight came to Liu Qingquan's dull gaze through endless time and space.

"Don't blame her" for a long time, Liu Qingquan spit out three words, think about it carefully, the two just chose different lifestyles, they can't give her what they want, and sooner or later they will separate, but the life she wants is not easy, in Beijing in 2020, the house price is 8 or 90,000 square meters even in Yanjiao, and 16 or 170,000 yuan in the urban ring, and a good location is even more priceless, not to mention that she still wants a villa, which is an unattainable dream. Those who have houses are multimillionaires and billionaires, and they can take it out for rent more than they get from their hard work, and their monthly salary of 20,000 yuan is a joke in the face of rising prices and depreciating currencies year after year, and it is not as durable as the 10,000 yuan five years ago.

"Don't blame her~~~ Don't blame her" Liu Qingquan said twice, and then slowly fell asleep, sleeping on this big stone.

Soon after Liu Qingquan fell asleep, a little white light came from the distant depths of the universe through time and space, and without anyone knowing, it suddenly merged into Liu Qingquan's mind, into the depths of Liu Qingquan's genes, and immediately started to operate as soon as it was integrated, a trace of black impurities slowly seeped out of Liu Qingquan's cells, and the mysterious energy in the body was constantly transforming Liu Qingquan's body, brain, and even deeper life genes, Liu Qingquan only felt that he had returned to his mother's arms, Warm and cozy, no worries and sorrows, and no ridicule!