Chen Jianyao looked at Zhao Feiyu and suddenly felt that he was a little unfathomable, and he was not as unlearned as others said.

Zhao Feiyu looked at Chen Jianyao's strange eyes, suddenly smiled, and said, "Do you know, at the class reunion just now, everyone said that you have changed." ”

"Actually, I'm still me, I haven't changed, it's just my state of mind." Chen Jianyao sighed and said, "I originally thought that I would have to drink a lot of wine to pour them down. But I didn't expect that Liu Mo had already gained insight into her thoughts, but it was okay like this, she was originally like this, there was kindness to repay kindness, and there was revenge.

Everyone grows up and matures, and in order to adapt to different environments and roles, they need to work hard to make changes, learn to use new perspectives, play new roles in new circles. The so-called "change" is just a change of role, not a change of conscience, a change of nature, not a compromise and a tendency to follow the trend, but to actively learn, find places where you can give full play to your talents, be kind to others, and constantly improve your personal value. However, some people will use speculation instead of love, measure your success with disdain, and say that you have changed, but will not ask you what you have experienced and how you have achieved it.

Chen Jianyao looked at the time and said, "It's still early, let's find a place to continue drinking, let's go to the cherry blossoms, I see that you like his family a lot." ”

"Forget it, your and my feelings are mosaic, and I don't look forward to the next meal, you go back early to rest and recuperate, I don't want to see you sluggish."

Chen Jianyao nodded and did not insist any longer.

Zhao Feiyu stretched out his hand to stop Chen Jianyao's car and watched her leave.

After Chen Jianyao and the driver reported their addresses, watching the scenery outside the car window fly by, her mood also became irritable, sad because Liu Mo didn't say anything at the wine table, and irritable because Liu Mo drank five glasses of wine without saying anything.

The mobile phone screen suddenly lit up, and then a message popped up, Chen Jianyao looked sideways, it was a text sent by Liu Mo. She reached for it and caught the words.

"Seeing that you are sad, I am not having a good time."

Chen Jianyao's tears finally flowed out, how should she deal with such irreparable feelings, she could have acted recklessly at the wine table, just to be able to attract Liu Mo's attention, but Liu Mo hurt herself like this, on the surface, she was calm and light, but no one knew about her hesitation and sadness in her heart.

"Driver, stop." Chen Jianyao suddenly asked the driver to stop, and the driver slowed down slightly, parked the car on the side of the road, and said, "It's not here yet." ”

"That's it, I want to go." Chen Jianyao was afraid that the driver would think too much, so she said, "I drank a little too much and wanted to go out to breathe." With that, he paid and got out of the car.

After the driver drove the car away.

Chen Jianyao cried loudly.

"Seeing that you are sad, I am not having a good time."

Liu Mo's text message is the key to making Chen Jianyao cry bitterly, how many tossing and turning nights a person has to endure before he can forget the cinnabar mole on his heart; How many times do you have to survive the moment of admonishing yourself not to make a cheap mistake, so as to wait for a bleeding wound to form a scar. Love in the dust turns out to be like this...

I don't remember when I started, I don't vent my negative emotions in front of other people, there are still bad moments in my life, but I will slowly digest them by myself, which is much more powerful than confiding and complaining. I used to rely on others, but now I trust time and myself. Because there are always people who say you've changed, but no one asks you what you've been through.

Chen Jianyao wandered on the side of the road for a long time, and saw a shop on the side of the road that insisted on turning on the lights in the early morning, Chen Jianyao walked in inexplicably, it was a shop selling high heels.

The clerk saw that Jian Chen Jianyao was a little lonely, but she still stepped forward very enthusiastically: "Welcome." ”

"I'll take a look." Chen Jianyao took a casual look in the store, and saw a pair of nude high heels, with a metal stiletto heel of nine centimeters, Chen Jianyao pointed to the shoes and said, "Give me a pair of size 36." ”

The waiter took a look at it, and then said, "Miss is really good-eyed, there are only 36 sizes left in these shoes." Then she took down the high heels on the platform, Chen Jianyao took off the canvas shoes, and her white feet were smoothly put into the high heels, she stood up and said with a smile: "That's it." Then he pointed to the shoe lying on the ground and said, "Wrap up this shoe." ”

When Chen Jianyao walked on a strange road wearing a new pair of shoes, I am afraid that only I can experience that kind of mood, and it is only suitable for one person to see, because you will cry, for the first time in your life, you are so sad for a person "I don't know what I can give you when you are sad, what I can give has always been there, and what you gave me has now been ......taken away."

If you had to share one of the most reasonable words, what would it be? will say: Really, life can only rely on yourself, you must move forward independently. Because life is always a heavy endeavor.

Before she knew it, it was early in the morning, Chen Jianyao was a little tired from walking, and the wine at this time had dissipated a lot, but she felt very tired, looking at the flower bed on the side, she just wanted to go over and sit for a while, but as soon as she sat like this, she didn't want to get up, there was a pain in her ankle, Chen Jianyao looked down, the new shoes grinded out the blood on her ankle, but she didn't want to move lazily.

"Chen Jianyao! Why are you here! ”

A voice with a slightly angry and instructive tone, Chen Jianyao raised her head, the alcohol had disappeared, but she had a splitting headache.

"Gu Tianyuan? Why are you here? Chen Jianyao smiled, then pointed to the shoes on her feet and said, "Is it good-looking?" I just bought it, and the clerk said I was lucky because there was only one pair in the store, you know, not because I liked it, but because I felt that this one was a pre-order edition, and it felt the same as being out of print. Chen Jianyao said a little incoherently, she laughed, a little silly.

Gu Tianyuan was a little angry, and Li Nan, who got off the RV at this time, seemed to be a little sleepy, and muttered: "It's really our Jian Yao, what's wrong?" Drunk and don't know the way back? Hurry up, I'll take you home. Li Nan walked towards Chen Jianyao, Chen Jianyao looked up and saw that it was Li Nan, and then said, "This world is so small. ”

In the end, Chen Jianyao was helped onto the RV by Li Nan and Gu Tianyuan, Lu Ziye seemed to have just woken up in the RV, and when she saw Chen Jianyao, she was first startled, and then she smelled the smell of wine on her body, and she was very worried.

"Jian Yao, what's wrong with you? Why did you drink so much? Lu Ziye got up and poured a glass of water and handed it to Chen Jianyao, who directly pushed the water away and said, "I drank too much and didn't want to drink it." ”

Li Nan instructed the driver to drive, Chen Jianyao saw a magazine in the car at this time, she picked it up and flipped it up aimlessly, looking normal, as if she hadn't drunk at all.