Since seeing his sister in the afternoon, some thoughts have changed unconsciously in Cheng Chuxin, he has no property, if his sister and brother don't show up, he doesn't even have relatives. After going through so many things, Cheng Chu felt that his best result was to die of old age in prison.

He will definitely be sentenced to many years, many years, many years, Cheng Chu does not have much hope for the rest of his life to get out of prison, after all, he is a murderer, and murder is to pay for his life, even if he actively reports the situation to the police, it is impossible to erase the evil act of intentional homicide.

The taxi driver, Cheng Chu still remembered very clearly how he looked when he last saw him in the secret passage of Luoquewu, why did the person who had already escaped come back to scare him? As Tong Cheng Chu himself said to his sister, at that time, he really felt that he was desperate to kill him, and he had no other thoughts, just to get rid of all the dangers around him that might inform him to the police.

Why did he go back to Luoque House, if he didn't come back, he wouldn't have one more intentional killing, after all, it was Hong Huijian who killed people before. Cheng Chu thought, regretted, worried about his unknown fate.

'Listening to my sister's tone, my brother may not be able to live, she must want me to comfort Mr. Jiang instead of my brother!' Thinking of Jiang Xinglong, Cheng Chuxin has a lingering feeling, he loves Liang Yongxin like that, but he disdains the identical self, maybe it is really as Mr. Criminal Police said, he is inferior to his brother in his bones.

Cheng Chu admits that he does not have the natural temperament and connotation of Liang Yongxin, but he still longs for true love, not as a substitute.

This afternoon, Cheng Chu was thinking about how to become that person's true lover, not a substitute for someone, even if that person was his half-brother.

It's not that Cheng Chu still can't let go of his jealousy, it's not that Cheng Chu selfishly hopes that he can completely replace Liang Yongxin, he's thinking of another way, what his sister means Cheng Chu is very clear, he often visits Jiang Xinglong in prison instead of Liang Yongxin, or writes a letter to Jiang Xinglong in the name of Liang Yongxin, makes a phone call, etc.

Anyway, if he can bring up the things he hopes for, his sister and Cheng Chu are actually willing to do it, and my sister also looks at Cheng Chu and Liang Yongxin together, since Liang Yongxin, as an elder brother, has no way to live anymore, it is not too much to transfer love and family affection to Cheng Chu's person, not to mention that Cheng Chu feels that he also has the right to get love and affection.

Merely...... He still felt that something was not enough, and Cheng Chu himself didn't know what he was thinking.

First of all, he went to play Liang Yongxin's brother to comfort Jiang Xinglong, can he really do it? Jiang Xinglong has seen him many times, and he has never missed the two of them, and now that he is in a sad and desperate mood, Cheng Chu feels that it is unlikely to be wrong.

This is really a more troublesome question, it's not that Cheng Chu is hypocritical, but he is really worried that Jiang Xinglong will recognize him and will once again put on a disdainful look at himself, in this case, Cheng Chu would rather do nothing himself.

If only I could get up and go to my brother's hospital room to see what was going on. Cheng Chu thought in his heart, it was close to dinner time at this time, and just as the nurse walked in with medicine and clean gauze, Cheng Chu thought about it, and still asked:

"That...... Sister nurse, um, may I go for a walk outside the ward? ”

“！ You have a back injury, and the doctor takes care of you and can't move. The nurse was visibly stunned, but replied tactfully.

No, Cheng Chu didn't want to give up, he continued: "Then help me ask the doctor, I don't go outside, take a walk in the corridor of the ward area on these floors, move my hands and feet, and, you know that my sister and brother are here, before going to prison, I want to see them, if you are really not at ease, you can send a nurse to follow me, I have a back injury, I can't do much movement." ”

Perhaps because Cheng Chu was very sincere, the nurse hesitated for a moment and promised Cheng Chu to help him ask the attending doctor immediately.

Soon, the nurse who went to inquire came back, she brought back the answer Cheng Chu wanted, and the doctor agreed that Cheng Chu could move around the ward area, but there must be a police officer to accompany him, after all, Cheng Chu is now a murderer.

After the nurse left, a few minutes later, a police officer pushed a wheelchair into Cheng Chu's ward, helped Cheng Chu up woodenly, and let him sit in the wheelchair, Cheng Chu felt a pain in his back, but he held back and did not let the police officer find himself unwell.

After walking out of the ward, the police officer asked Cheng Chu, "Where do you want to go first?" ”

"Well, I want to go to the intensive care ward to see Liang Yongxin's brother, is it okay? I'm a little worried about all the bad news I've heard all day today, so please. Cheng Chu said.

"But......" The officer obviously wanted to say something, but he didn't say it, he thought for a moment and said, "Okay, but if you hear anything and still have news, please mourn and change." ”

"Thank you, I will." Cheng Chu said in a somewhat lonely tone.

Then, the two of them stopped talking and set off towards Liang Yongxin's ward, silent all the way, until the wheelchair approached the nurse's station in the intensive care ward area, and Cheng Chu spoke again.

"Excuse me, Liang Yongxin is in that ward, how is he doing now?" Cheng Chu asked an older nurse.

"You are Mr. Cheng Chu, Miss Luo Yun is taking care of Mr. Liang here, and Mr. Liang's situation is very unoptimistic. It might be hard to survive tonight. The nurse replied truthfully, with a sad look in her eyes.

Cheng Chu lowered his head, as if he was thinking about something, and then he asked again, "Can you let me go to the doctor to find out about my brother's specific situation?" ”

"Is this ......" the nurse hesitated.

"I'm not going to bother, I just want to know the specifics, and please don't tell my sister about it first, okay?"

The nurse said helplessly: "What do you ask me, I am the head nurse here, the doctor has just entered the operating room, and there are many critical patients here recently." ”

"So, before I ask questions, I want to ask first, how is Mr. Jiang, who has been guarding here?"

"Mr. Jiang, he was taken back to the police station by the police at noon."

"Why didn't he accompany his brother on his last journey?" Cheng Chu was a little weird.

"Early, when Mr. Liang returned to the light, they had been together, and later, they ...... Alas! You may not know that a critically ill person's body will weaken very quickly after returning to the light, yesterday's examination report came out this morning, the doctor has not dared to show Mr. Jiang, it is not optimistic, Mr. Liang's heart and kidneys have signs of failure, there is no way to perform a second operation. ”

"According to the report, Mr. Liang's blood pressure is already very low, and the failure will soon spread to other organs, so our conclusion is that I am afraid I will not be able to survive tonight."

"In order to keep a good impression on Mr. Jiang, we and the police concealed some of the test results, only told him that Mr. Liang was no longer good, and let them see each other for the last time this afternoon, and then the police officers took Mr. Jiang back to the police station."

"Tonight will be very difficult, due to organ failure and subcutaneous infection, Mr. Liang may become very ugly before he dies, so we can't bear to let Mr. Jiang see it, which will only increase his pain."

“…… Don't have a little way to think about it? Cheng Chu asked in a low voice, "Can you ......?"

"What?" The nurse couldn't hear what he was talking about, and leaned her head closer to Cheng Chu's mouth.

"Can you ......" As if biting his ear, Cheng Chu told the head nurse his thoughts, in exchange for the head nurse's shocked expression and desperately shaking his head in denial.

"How can this be, so what are you going to do? It's not as easy as cutting a stomach and grafting a skin, you don't want to die?!! ”

"Shhhh If it's lighter, my sister won't agree to it when I hear it, it's my own decision. ”

"However, we can't listen to you alone, and this kind of thing is unprecedented, I can't promise you, the doctor must be present with your family to discuss the feasibility." The nurse's tone was very firm.

Cheng Chu asked, "When will the doctor complete the operation?" And the experts who were brought in by the police to treat my brother? ”

"They're all still here, but ......"

"No but, this is my own decision, I have already said, I want to atone for my sins, and I want the people I love to remember me for the rest of my life, this is my greatest wish, so I beg you, help me find a meeting with doctors and specialists, okay? But don't tell my sister that I can sign it, can't I do my own thing? ”

"But ......"

"Don't do it anymore, the police can also have a meeting together, as long as it is feasible, and everyone agrees, Ma can sign the operation, I want him to remember me, anyway, killing people will also be shot, right?"

"Who the hell do you want to remember you?"

"Jiang Xinglong! Because I like him as much as my brother! ”