Chapter 50: Difficult (2) Change
Zhou Mo has always felt that he does not belong to this world.
In fact, Zhou Mo knows better than anyone that she can't adapt to this society. Perhaps because her parents died at a young age and she was separated from her brother who studied abroad for too long, and the foster family did not pay due attention to her, Zhou Mo saw the sadness and coldness of the real world early. But she did not become strong and self-reliant because of this, but chose to close herself off because of her natural weakness, and this cowardice became more serious under the tenderness that Zhou Ji seemed to compensate her for when she returned from school, so that later she was very clear about what it was like to be sophistication, because it would make Zhou Mo, who was full of wind and poetry in her heart, feel very disgusting.
It would be nice to live in a fairy tale.
Zhou Mo thought.
Then she doesn't have to come into contact with disgusting people who are full of copulation, narrow-minded people who are full of lies and selfishness, and selfish people who hurt others for profit.
But this kind of thinking is like a secondary disease, and saying it will only make others laugh. She was not born in the ancient court, nor was she born in a wealthy noble, and she was not born with the fate of being superior, and sooner or later she would be drowned in the world and turned into a puddle of mud. Ordinary people live in this society, who can transcend the world and live as they please?
If you can't change the status quo, then force yourself to accept him.
Unless she is strong, no matter how many people who love her will never abandon her, she will eventually face the world alone. Because others can share happiness with you, but there is nothing they can do other than pay lip service when you are in physical or mental pain.
Everyone is lonely, and no one is exempt. Why is she the only one who can't bear it?
After countless sleepless nights of tossing and turning, Zhou Mo finally decided to stand up against his weakness and cowardice. Although she has been hiding under Zhou Ji's strong wings for ten years due to autism, she still firmly believes that she is special, and that she is a 16-year-old girl who can do anything. As long as she tries hard, it must be easy to integrate into society.
So Zhou Mo confidently stepped into the high school gate with this idea. But she doesn't know that real life is not the same as her world in movies and TV dramas and novels, and soon, she will pay the price for her ignorance....
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Besides, Zhou Ji, at this time, he was racing against time to rush to the reporter Xiao Zhou's house, for fear that the troublesome black book would fall into the hands of others, where could he care about other things. But the hotel where he stayed was too far away, and the time wasted by talking with Wang Yao and traffic jams back and forth, when he arrived outside the door of Xiao Zhou's apartment community, the police had already pulled up the cordon, and there seemed to be no trace of Ma XX fans around.
Zhou Ji drove all the way to see this situation, and secretly said in his heart. On the surface, it seems that although the neighborhood has stopped a lot under the large-scale police, the fact is that the group of fans has already made a lot of trouble, and they dispersed in a hurry when they saw that the situation was bad. And Zhou Ji is not worried about whether he will be attacked by fans because he is recognized after returning, but he is worried that he will not be able to find useful clues when he returns to Xiao Zhou's apartment.
Sure enough, when Zhou Ji walked through the groups of police stationed in the community and the members of the fan group who were squatting together with their heads in their hands, the bad premonition was even stronger. This shows that many police officers must have already rushed to Xiao Zhou's house to conduct an on-site investigation, what if someone gets the black book? ... Although Xiao Zhou is still alive, his black book will naturally not be in a terrifying situation like Yue Zhi's 'resurrection' after his death. But then again, who can guarantee that there will be no other supernatural events 100% of the time? Besides, even Zhou Ji, the agent who handled the case, didn't know much about the inside story of the Black Book Company, and once there was an unexplained change at the scene, how could he appease the police who might have never seen anything strange in their lives?
Before he could come up with a reason, he heard the elevator make a 'ding' sound, and the 21st floor had arrived. Zhou Ji stepped out of the elevator door and saw many policemen taking pictures and collecting evidence before and after, and immediately rushed to the door of Xiao Zhou's house to take a look inside, and his mood instantly fell to the bottom. The original dirty and messy house has almost been cleaned up, but this is not the scene of the fatal accident after all, and it is normal to clean it after collecting evidence. But this means that those policemen who don't know about it in order to facilitate the collection of clues have done bad things, at least they have caused him a lot of trouble.
Zhou Ji hurriedly grabbed a policeman holding a camera and asked, "Hey, how long have you been here?" Did you find any useful clues and people who were not right? ”
"Ah, sir!" The young policeman saluted, and then said a little strangely, "... It didn't take long. Almost an hour? When we came, a lot of Ma XX fans fainted here, and most of them were taken back to the police station by their colleagues. What are the clues you're referring to? There are no casualties involved in this case, and there is no need to solve the clues... There are a lot of people who are wrong, I don't think those fans of Ma XX are wrong, you can go back to the police station to interrogate that group of people later, but you have to hurry, after all, except for a small number of adults who can be detained for a period of time, the parents of those underage children are not dry meals, and they will bring their children back early..."
Zhou Ji was silent for a moment when he heard this. What this little policeman said makes sense, why should he solve clues if it is not a homage case? But the matter of the Black Book Company is confidential, and it cannot reveal the slightest information. So he rolled his eyes and said, "Ah, I mean, did the reporter leave anything behind to record what he wanted to keep?" For example, video cameras, voice recorders.... Or a black notepad or something. ”
The little policeman scratched his head, he heard the key point in Zhou Ji's words, but he was still confused: "Did you say that this paparazzi's electronic equipment?" They were all taken back to the police station. But the black notebook you mentioned doesn't seem to be found, and his family has few paper products in itself, and they are all books like chicken soup to get rich speeches. Why don't you come in and check it out? ”
Zhou Ji sighed, walked into the house, and rummaged through. Although he knew that since Xiao Zhou's black book was not at the scene, it was very likely that he would be taken away by the people from the black book company. After some fruitless searching, he retreated to the door in frustration and wanted to light a cigarette, and his confused brain slowly looked up inadvertently, jumping up excitedly.