Chapter 115: Confession Alas
It happened that day that two girl friends from my small group had something to do and couldn't eat with me in the school cafeteria for a while. So I had to eat alone in the cafeteria, and it was only a few days anyway, and I didn't think it was okay.
But at this time, it happened that Mo Ming could only eat in the cafeteria at noon because of his parents.
He...... He misunderstood again, and for days on end, I seemed to him to be "alone", which was terrible...... I have a bad premonition.
Sure enough, Mo Ming looked very concerned about my situation, and often looked at me with a more subtle concern, and I understood...... He definitely thought I was the poor guy who was isolated, and even this guy might still be thinking that the reason why he can't remember my name is because I'm marginalized by the class!
I watched him sit across from me with his plate as if nothing had happened, pretending to be natural and thinking about my dignity.
That's the way it is...... Just when I thought I was going to explain something, he spoke to himself.
"This place...... It's easier to sit up."
What a reason for the mouth! You can't be arrogant and shyly say, "I don't think you're pitiful to sit next to you!" Is it?
But at this time, although Mo Ming didn't look smart, I found that he wasn't bad-hearted.
For a few days, he insisted on eating with me in the cafeteria, and then enlightened me in the classroom, saying that tranquility is the best time and what to enjoy...... The general subtext is that you can live well even if you don't have friends! Come on.
He obviously misunderstood me and thought I was the kind of withdrawn guy, but in fact I was quite popular in the class.
As a result, the people around me looked at us a little strangely, and Mo Ming, who was usually dull, approached me frequently as if he had taken the wrong medicine.
Are they too ambiguous? The outside world is rumoring that they are together behind their backs.
Of course not, we are just a relationship that pities each other and does not want to expose the embarrassment of the other party.
After that, my small group recalled me, but I can't go back...... If I let Mo Ming know that I am a person with many good friends, he will not be ashamed to dig a hole and bury himself in it! In the future, I guess I will close myself off and no longer have contact with girls, so I'm a sinner.
After some consideration, I resolutely told my friends, "Don't talk to me at school, don't let Mo Ming find out that we have a good relationship."
Due to my overly concise explanation, another voice came from the outside world, "Luo Nan, this guy is a guy who is heavy on color and light on friends! Moreover, Mo Ming is a stingy ghost who even eats girls' vinegar."
In short, all kinds of unfriendly remarks let me know, only Mo Ming is still comforting me, "Friends are not very important."
Something is wrong! You guy, take a little bit of the gossip for me, I'm so sad like this.
In this way, the "close" relationship between the two of us lasted for a long time, and he carefully brought me to his circle of friends, and then I became familiar with Chen Yingjie and Jiang Wentai.
In this way, this relationship has been maintained for a long time, although Mo Ming has reshuffled my lifestyle, but it is also quite interesting to get along with them.
Friendship between men and women is actually very difficult to maintain.
I also made some "friends" after that, in fact, it was a small group before me, and I just wanted to make an illusion, because of Mo Ming's enlightenment, and then make the autistic Luo Nan optimistic and positive! Campus life is colorful, and there are diseases......
Then, unconsciously, I was already best friends with Mo Ming, even surpassing my previous best friend ABCD, and the two became closer and closer.
It's the third year of junior high school, and I'm facing the high school entrance examination.
One day, I told him that I was going to be admitted to Qingchuan High School, and he was very strange and didn't talk to me, and then he was silent for a long time, slowly raised his head, as if he was a little twisted, and said slowly, "Well, let's do it together."
In fact, I have another sentence later, I heard that you are going to the Provincial Experimental High School, and you may have to separate next, but you can't forget each other!
Originally, it was such a very angry parting message, but he seemed to think a little too much, and then he didn't study much, and deigned to be admitted to a high school with me.
You must know that he was the best student in the class at that time, and he was also the school committee (but I wondered, why didn't the school committee know the names of the classmates?). )。
When this kind of thing happens, you shouldn't blame Luo Nan's classmates for being so famous, right? It's just that...... It's just his problem, he's too low in emotional intelligence.
In the summer vacation of graduating from junior high school, midsummer murdered watermelons, birds cut through the blue sky, and fifteen-year-old girls found boys with neatly written inner confessions out of various complicated feelings.
You know, life is always more dramatic, and I think my relationship with him is good enough, and he is really gentle with me, so that's the last word.
But...... He seems to have learned from others that he did stupid things, it turned out that Luo Nan was not an autistic girl at all, and Luo Nan didn't plan to go to the same high school as him, he was alone in misunderstanding.
Mo Ming, who found out that everything was his wishful thinking, was ashamed to dig a hole in front of his house, probably wanting to bury himself in it.
And at this time, when I came to confess, it was obviously like a mockery, and his eyes were embarrassed and ashamed, and he wanted to avoid me.
I think it's terrible...... Alas, things are a big deal, but I still walked up to him hard, grabbed the shovel, told him to stop digging, stood on tiptoe, held his face, and then stared straight into his eyes, but you know, no matter what kind of love I look at others, in the eyes of others, it is always a half-open and half-closed dull look.
"Mo Ming, I'...... I can ......."
"Well, you say ......."
He held his breath and didn't dare to say more, and I was so nervous that I didn't have the extra hand to hand him the love letter in my pocket, and after a long time, I spit out a few words with difficulty.
"Mo Ming...... Can I call you Naruto?"
「……」
He looked at me blankly, just as I looked at him blankly in his eyes, the atmosphere was strange and awkward, and my hand was gripping his face harder and harder, and he didn't dare to breathe, and his face turned red.
"Good ......"
He agreed, and I thought I might strangle him to death if I continued like this, so I immediately let go, put my foot on the ground, spun around (stuffed the love letter), and smiled at her with wide eyes.
"Okay, okay, you can also call me Xiao Nan, that's it, see you at school, I hope it's a class."
Hope not to be in one class! Bye-bye, shame on you.
"Oh...... Oooh."
In this way, that summer, nothing happened to the ambiguous boys and girls.
Hehe.