"I'll go back tomorrow." Jing Lei whispered: "Actually, during my hospitalization, I had a hunch that you would definitely come to me, and I was waiting for you, waiting for you to go with me to meet my parents, but ......, forget it, it's nothing." ”

How can I not understand what she means, but I think that if you really can't give anything to others, then don't advance hope, but I feel really bad in my heart, Jinglei wants to be with me, and I'm not the same.

chatted about some other things, and I learned that Jing Lei had actually studied abroad, or in finance, but her cold appearance really had the kind of categorical taste in her impression.

Before I knew it, it was twelve o'clock, Xiaoya was still waiting outside, I got up and said goodbye to Jinglei, and at the same time told her my mobile phone number, and we will contact her next.

When I went out, I met Xiaoya, and she smiled at me and said, "How is it?" Together? ”

I waved my hand to indicate no.

Xiaoya's face was full of doubts, and she said, "Wait for me," and ran into the ward.

This girl is more lively, I was afraid that she would pull me to ask endlessly, so I simply went downstairs.

As soon as I arrived downstairs, I heard the sound of running footsteps behind me, and Xiaoya shouted loudly: "Su Wu, wait for me!" ”

I had to stop, and when I saw that she was panting, I hurried back to her.

"Brother Su, I want to explain to you, Jing Lei doesn't like you because you saved her, she loves you from the bottom of her heart, although you haven't been together for a long time, but this kind of support and hope, Jing Lei will never forget it for the rest of her life, and she will never have it again." Xiaoya spoke quickly and was out of breath.

"She and I can be very good friends." I say.

Xiaoya shook her head: "Brother Su, you are my benefactor, but I have to muster up the courage to say something unpleasant, what is a friend?" This is blatant hypocrisy! Not only can I see it, but your friends can also see that you love her too! That's true, I'm not wrong. ”

I sighed, not knowing what to say.

"Brother Su, you are talking, why can't the two people who love each other be together?" Xiaoya was a little anxious.

I still shook my head, unable to express my inner pain.

"Some women will only fall in love with one person in their life." Xiaoya was almost pleading with me.

Hearing this, my heart ached even more, and I looked up at the hospital building, not knowing which window had her, "I'm sorry, I can't do it." ”

After saying that, I decisively turned around and left.

At the same time, I also felt empty in my heart, like I had lost the most important thing.

Alone at the beach, the beach was quiet at night, nothing but waves crashing on the shore, the salty sea breeze was blowing, but the environment was open-minded, and I sat on the ground and thought I had done nothing wrong.

The deep night reminds people of too many things, and in a flash, I thought of Mo Xin, in a trance, I actually forgot about her, I patted my head, but I was even more confused.

Mo Xin, why do I feel a little strange, am I changing? She was my girlfriend, but now, I can't remember what she looks like, in my impression, she is an angelic girl, she can sing Peking Opera, everything to take into account my feelings, but why, her eyes, her mouth...... I really don't remember, if she appeared in front of me, would I have recognized her, it's only been less than a year, how can it be so forgetful for me?

I touched my forehead, could it be that there was something wrong with my head, I can't remember how many times my head was struck, it was four? Or five times?

Do I love Mo Xin, I love it very much in my memories, but now I can't touch my heartstrings, at least this feeling is not as good as the feeling Jinglei gave me.

What the hell is going on? I really seem to have lost something......

The more I thought about it, my head began to feel uncomfortable, and even bursts of pain, more and more pain, I had to hold my head and lie on the beach, the pain made me roll, and finally, I lost consciousness.

……

"Brother Su? Brother Su! Aze's voice.

When I opened my eyes, this was the clinic, "What's wrong with me?" ”

"I'm embarrassed to say it," Aze said with a smile: "Last night, we ate and drank at the seafood restaurant until two o'clock, and found that you hadn't contacted us yet, so I called you but no one answered, and then we felt wrong, and hurriedly went to the hospital to find Pei Jinglei and Xiaoya, everyone went crazy and looked for you everywhere, and finally Qiangzi found you lying on the beach and fell unconscious, but Pei Jinglei was worried to death, and said that he would let you go to the hospital to see, but how dare we, no, we hurriedly sent you back." ”

"Oh." I nodded and asked, "Is there something wrong with my head, something feels like something was wrong before." ”

Aze was stunned, "No...... No problem, didn't you have a head injury, oops, don't think about it. ”

Looking at his dodging eyes, I felt that he was lying, and immediately said, "Aze, don't lie to me." ”

At this time, Dean Ling also came in, "Xiao Su, don't think about it, everything is fine." ”

Sounds like comfort, or maybe I'm really overthinking?

In the afternoon, I felt better, and while they were all resting outside, I made a call to Shi Sir.

It was not me who answered the phone, but the bombardment, he told me that our wanted identity has been lifted, but my undercover identity cannot be restored, and I have been excluded from the system, under several questions, the bomber can only tell me that I will be an ordinary person in the future, this news is like a bolt from the blue to me.

I wanted to find Shi sir on the phone, but the bomb refused, and now Shi sir doesn't talk to me? I'm afraid he doesn't know how to explain it to me!

I opened my satchel and looked at this unfamiliar ID card, I haven't even heard of where the address on it is, I'll be this person in the future? As for the police academy, I can't go back, not only have I become ordinary, but I have also lost everything.

Stunned, where should I go?

I don't know how long later, Qiangzi walked in and sat alone on the edge of my bed, "Su Wu, do you have anything else important?" Well? What happened to you? ”

I forced myself back to my senses, "Qiangzi, let me be alone." ”

He looked at me, didn't ask more, and silently turned and walked out.

I didn't eat dinner, I was awake like this, but I lay motionless from the afternoon to the night, and from the late night to the day, no one came to disturb me, I figured out one thing, do what I should do, so simple, in fact, I can't let go, what can I do.

Thinking of the secrets under the metal space, those predecessors in the past, crazy and crippled, now I can fully understand how difficult they have been, and if I put aside the bomb in my body, will I be considered a successful retirement? Or, my undercover career is officially over, this is the best reward that Shi Sir has given me?

That's it, I thought.

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