昐 means bright and beautiful.

But Hongyu is really ashamed of this word.

His young life passed little by little in that small cell in the Zongren Mansion.

In the end, he did not die in the Zongren Mansion.

When he was terminally ill, he was still let out.

In a separate hospital on the outskirts of Beijing, he was sent in to recuperate.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it is to wait for death.

It's already a medicine stone without a soul. What better could there be?

It's not very old, only in his forties, but the long imprisonment has made his health very bad.

Eat not much, eat too much and do not digest.

I can't walk, and I feel pain when I walk too much.

His skin was pale, his hair was gray, and he looked as old as a man of sixty.

There is only one pair of eyes, but there is some indifference in the cloudiness.

He sat in the spring yard, covered with a blanket, and half-tilted his head at a pair of birds on the pear tree.

The pear tree sprouts again, but it is just a little green.

He looked up and saw the lively birds chirping, which was really funny.

He didn't think about anything. In the past few decades, there has been so much time to think about it, and now, there is nothing to think about.

It's anger or regret. During the long years of captivity, they have all turned into helplessness and indifference.

Since he is not crazy, he accepts everything.

Now he knew that his end was near, and he was not afraid. Life is short, he tasted the sweetness of the world when he was a child, and later tasted bitterness.

But the bitterness is not to blame. to death, but I don't regret anything.

Probably because regret is useless, so he just waits quietly, which one will close his eyes, even if it is which one.

Of the people in this courtyard, only a few people in charge knew that he was the second prince of the first emperor.

The rest of the people didn't know his identity, but they just thought he was an old man with money but no family.

There is a girl who is not very smart, and always thinks he is pitiful and gossips with him.

"Does the master have no family? The old man is not in good health, is it not good to call them? ”

"Yes. My daughter got married, and the family was so busy that I couldn't take care of it. Son, I don't have this life in my life. Hongyu smiled, really like a kind old man of the people: "Wife...... Hey, I can't live with her. I did something wrong, and she hanged herself by the neck for me. I'm most ashamed of her in my life. ”

"Oh, there were a few concubines in the past, and then they separated." Hongyu thought that he couldn't remember the appearance of those few Gege.

But the appearance of the wife has lasted for a long time.

I didn't like her back then, but I still remember it all these years.

However, the jade concubine who had been deeply infatuated with him in the past had completely lost his memory.

I don't know what to think about.

It's amazing, wasn't it obsessed back then?

"My lord is so pitiful...... the little girl cried.

Hongyu smiled: "You girl, that is, the life of serving in this courtyard." "This temperament, put it in the palace and not be eaten?

"Hey, good girl, help the master to walk. There aren't many days left. Hongyu smiled and slowly got up.

The little girl hurriedly wiped her tears and helped him up.

Out of Zhuangzi, just walk nearby.

Naturally, someone watched, but it didn't limit him. He doesn't deserve to be restrained now.

Outside, there is the smell of earth, and on the ridges, it is the minions who cultivate.

This year, the weather is good, and there have been two rains, so it's time to plant.

"It's nice out there." How many years have I not seen it that way?

The little girl didn't understand, she just thought the old man was strange.

He sat in the courtyard all day long, sitting from morning to night, what is there to see?

Hongyu looked into the distance, but he couldn't see the imperial city.

When he died, he thought that he actually missed the Forbidden City very much. It's impossible to get in, though.

After all, he was a person who was about to reach the limit, and he didn't have much strength, so he stood up and went back.

In the days that followed, each day was not as good as the next.

Finally, on the night of the third day of the fifth month, he did not make it.

I knew that I wouldn't do it, so I smiled bitterly and said, "It's a night." Did you tell me to go away in a black hole? ”

He's really ...... I don't like the dark anymore.

He wanted to go in the morning, when the sun was rising, when the light would be bright and happy, and maybe there would be no more darkness in the next life.

It's a pity that the heavens don't fulfill people's wishes.

Someone next to him called him, and he didn't listen to him at all.

just said in a voice that only he could hear: "In my life, I am ashamed of Huang Ama." Ashamed of my mother, ashamed of my sister, and ashamed of my wife and daughter. ”

"Afterlife...... In the next life, I won't be a royal man. I'm just a mountain villager. ”

He thought that at the last moment, he would miss his childhood so much.

When he was still in the mansion, Huang Ama was still Lord Belle.

At that time...... Huang Ama loves him, Eniang loves him, and his sister loves him.

In the darkness of the room, he saw Huang Ama coming in a royal blue robe. Just as he remembered it when he was a kid.

He didn't smile either, but there was a soft glint in his eyes.

Walked up to him and looked at him: "Hongyi, let's go with Huang Ama." ”

Hongyu only felt that his throat, which had been blocked for decades, suddenly became clear, and he cried loudly: "Huang Ama, Hong is wrong, Hong is wrong, Huang Ama!" ”

He looked at the person in the dim light and just looked at him lightly, without saying a word, but he was not in a hurry to leave, as if waiting for him.

"Huang Ama, Huang Ama, I'll go with you, go with you!"

Hongyu is like a child, with a wave of excitement.

But in reality, the people who watched him in front of the couch only saw his face change.

I didn't see him move.

Even his voice couldn't be heard clearly, but he saw his lips open and closed, and finally saw the three words Huang Ama.

In the last of his consciousness, Hongyu followed Huang Ama away.

So, in the end, he left with a smile after all.

In fact, by the time he died, not many people still remembered the second prince who could stir up the wind and rain back then.

In the clan, he has long been removed.

Even among the ministers, few still remember him.

His mother family was gone. It's probably the eldest princess who is really crying for him, right?

Hongxin still made an order and gave him a funeral that was not bad.

But after all, he was not asked to return to the family tree.

It was arranged according to Baylor's funeral, but it was a false name after all.

There is no longer such a person as Hongyu in the world, and after a few years, the eldest princess will no longer be there, and no one will really miss him.

But he really existed.

He also made his parents proud.

But then......

It's really a matter of the world, one wrong step will be a catastrophe. For him, decades of captivity were atonement.

For others, after all, it has harmed a lot of people.

Fortunately, when he passed away, his parents were no longer there, which can be regarded as the last filial piety. I didn't make the old man sad.