I trembled and took the minced meat, feeling that my whole heart was about to stop, I don't know what happened to me at that time, there was no so-called Buddha in my heart at that time, and all the Dharma and morality seemed to dissipate in my mind, because the only thing I could feel was that my so-called Dao heart and Buddha heart were completely shattered at this moment......

I have grown so big, I have also experienced in the mortal dust, I have also felt many, many sufferings in the world, and I have seen many, many good people, I have seen people who have been showing positive images on TV and newspapers, saving disaster areas, and governing the city very well, but in fact, they have harmed many women from good families behind their backs, embezzled many public funds, and pushed open the door of the house to be a righteous gentleman, but when the door is closed, they beat and scolded their wives, children, and parents, and I don't know how much innocent blood has been shed in their hands......

And some people are proficient in eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling, often participating in fights and brawls, and have to enter some underworld organizations in order to make a living, but they send most of their monthly income back to their families, and some have been silently sponsoring children in poor areas......

Because when I go out to practice, I must sort out some insights from my experience, so I have extracted a part of the soul breath from these people, as the basis for me to witness the hot and cold world, I thought that these were some episodes on me, but when I arrived at this demon hall and saw my former life-saving benefactor, I suddenly remembered the soul breath collected in my body......

After these soul breaths passed through the Demon Suppression Palace, they began to shake very violently, and after I released them all, I found a news that I couldn't believe, that is, among these soul breaths, those who are good people on the surface are actually behind the scenes are people who I think are heinous and can be enough for them to go to hell countless times, but there is no one's soul breath in it, and the people who are locked in the Demon Suppression Hall by the Buddha Gate and suffer are all those who were born at the bottom and have some generalized traitors. Even if the hands look dirty, the soul is still clean......

I was shocked by this scene, but after a while, I understood the reason for this scene, and my mentor, Elder Jiurou, once asked me how to determine the merits of a person, and I replied that it depends on how many good deeds a person has done and how many evil deeds he has done...... After listening to my answer, my teacher sighed and told me that I would suffer if I thought too much of the right path, so he told me to think behind closed doors for three days.

When three days later, with bloodshot eyes, I walked from the secret room to my teacher's seat, indicating that I didn't understand what I was saying wrong, my teacher sighed and asked me a question, who is a 100 billion real estate tycoon who spoils a girl from a good family every day or a teacher who has been teaching in a poor mountainous area all his life.

I remember saying without thinking that it should be the latter, and then my teacher looked at me very worriedly, and only after a long time told me that although your Buddha mind is the most suitable for passing on the Dharma, it does not have much Buddha nature like me, because there is still human nature in your Buddha heart...... According to the Buddha, comparing a 100 billion real estate tycoon who spoils a girl from a good family every day with a teacher who has been teaching in poverty all his life is undoubtedly higher than the merit......

Because the 100 billion real estate tycoon has not only ruined countless girls who have reached good families, but also created employment opportunities for countless people, so that countless people can support their wives and children, and save them from starvation, and the teacher who has been teaching in the poor mountainous area has not made much contribution at all except for compiling a beautiful dream for a group of people who have never left the mountain village, and most of them will never leave the mountain village.

I know that when I say this, it is difficult for you to understand, and it is difficult for me to understand before, because the Buddha pays attention to a cause and effect, that is, your real merit is the total merit of the good deeds you have done, minus the final sum of the sins you have accumulated by doing evil, and finally summed up, the billionaire real estate tycoon is defined by the Buddha as a good person, and if the teacher does not do evil things in his life, he may be defined by the Buddha as having no merit or fault, but as long as he does an evil thing, he will be defined as a wicked person......

If such a thing is something that is so-called put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha for the teacher, it will definitely be broken with his own hands, which is obviously unfair, but after so many years, no matter what kind of person I was before, my mind has already been reversed, and I will let it go, but the teacher is most worried about you, you are different from me, with my current eyes, I really can't see through your future, I can only roughly see that your future will be shrouded in fog for a long time, but there will eventually be a cloud to see the blue sky, suddenly bright, The day when you control your own future, instead of controlling you to follow the rules and let you deviate from the track that belongs to you, it is indeed a bit more than worth the loss, so I can only let you choose your own path in life, and sometimes, either the Dharma thinks it is right or correct, and only the place where your heart points is the direction you will eventually move forward...... In the future, if you encounter the moment when the Buddha's mind and Buddha-nature conflict, don't try to use the Buddha's mind to circle yourself, and don't try to use the Buddha-nature to numb yourself.

At this time, when my Buddha-mind and Buddha-nature were about to fall apart at the same time, I suddenly remembered what my teacher said, and I suddenly made my own decision......

I picked up this former life-saving benefactor, and walked to the intersection where I went, because my heart made me not to abandon him from under my nose no matter what, and along the way I felt the condition in his body, and found that the consciousness in his body at the moment had been completely swallowed up by a mysterious aura, so that his consciousness was completely immersed in irreversible self-devouring and crazy killing.

And at this moment, his existence is even more strange by this breath, because his already incomplete soul has fallen into a state that is fading at any time, as long as he does not devour the soul origin of others to strengthen himself, he can only be completely annihilated, thus becoming a concrete manifestation of the Buddha's purification of sins......

And that's not the main reason why I'm in the situation I'm in, the main reason is that I found that this breath is the ...... of the Buddha that I believe in." )