Chapter 5: Apologies
In the afternoon, Shu Mei wanted to go to Fushoutang, but before she left, she was invited by Gu's people to see if the return ceremony was satisfactory, which was something that did not happen in her previous life, and it was also Gu's gesture of goodwill, Shu Mei was also happy to maintain a kind of illusion of getting along with her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and sincerely thanked Gu's for what she did.
Shu Mei didn't stay long, saying that he still had to go to the Buddhist hall to pray for Zhu Zeyue, Gu heard it, and praised Shu Mei to Mama Qi.
After going to the Buddhist hall, Su Shi left Shu Mei and ate dinner before letting her go back, and it was already time to hold the lamp. Passing by the outer courtyard and seeing that the light in Zhu Zeyue's study was still on, Shu Mei asked Lixia to wait at the door and went in by himself.
Seeing Shu Mei, Yu'er stopped what she was doing and saluted: "Young grandmother, the slave maid is now cleaned up." ”
"You're busy."
Shu Mei found a place to sit down, and looked at Zhu Zeyue's study, the vassal was elegant, and he looked very high, no wonder he lost his temper and ran away from home without marrying his sweetheart.
The Zhu family all knew why Zhu Zeyue ran away from marriage, but they still had to whitewash the peace, and they really thought they were an ornament.
"What books does the eldest young master usually like to read?"
"There are all the books that the young master likes to read." Yu'er pointed to the bookshelf over there.
It seems that she really wants to please the young master, but unfortunately, I am afraid that this intention will be wrong. Yu'er thought about this in her heart, so naturally she wouldn't say it to Shu Mei.
Shu Mei walked to the bookshelf, they were all some strange novels, she took out a few books and flipped through them, these books are very new, I don't often read them at first glance, Yu'er told herself that Zhu Zeyue likes to read these are obviously lies, I don't know if it is because of Zhu Zeyue's instructions.
The pages that have really been turned over many times are a little old are those books with a subset of scriptures and histories, Zhu Zeyue travels leisurely in the world on the surface, but secretly he doesn't want to surpass Zhu Junliu all the time.
Zhu Zeyue is the grandson of the Zhu family, with the shade of his parents and the support of a princess sister, but he has lived in the shadow of Zhu Junliu, a younger brother with a few talents, since he was a child, no wonder his heart is twisted and perverted, he and Shu Ying are both people who are not as strong as others but can't afford to lose.
Thinking of Zhu Junliu, Shu Mei clenched his fists, he, a talented man of the Zhu family, will also go to hell with the Zhu family.
After Yu'er finished cleaning up, she saw Shu Mei standing in front of the bookshelf and didn't move, a little strange, and asked, "Young grandma, the slave maid has finished cleaning up." ”
"You go out first, I'll stay here for a while."
Shu Mei found that a collection of poems from the previous dynasty had been turned a lot, and this book was not what Zhu Zeyue liked to read, and when he opened the title page, there was a seal on it, which was the word "Su".
Sue? That's Su's mother's family?
After turning a few pages, Shu Mei found that some places had been annotated, and the handwriting should be from the woman's hand, and the name left at the end was the word "Qing".
Su Yaqing......
It turned out to be her.
Su Yaqing's grandfather is Su's younger brother, the Zhu family and the Su family have always been moving, Su Yaqing occasionally comes to the Zhu family, she is sweet and exquisite, the Zhu family likes her very much, especially the Su family, if there are any good things, don't forget to leave her a copy.
Shu Mei knew Su Yaqing after she married into the Zhu family, at that time, Zhu Zeyue had not yet been found, and she was not liked by the Gu family and the Su family, and she had a very unsatisfactory life in the Zhu family.
Su Yaqing never forgot Shu Mei every time she came to Zhu's house, plus she was cheerful and talkative, Shu Mei quickly became familiar with her, and she caught up with Zhu Junliu twice when she was there, so she hurriedly made an excuse to leave.
At that time, Shu Mei thought that she was in love with Zhu Junliu, she was embarrassed, but now that she thinks about it, she deliberately created an opportunity for herself and Zhu Junliu to be alone, no wonder there were so many witnesses at that time, and she swore that she and Zhu Junliu had already had a relationship.
Shu Mei couldn't help sneering, she was really blind more than once in her previous life, and she never doubted Su Yaqing's motives, where was she interested in Zhu Junliu, I am afraid that she took a fancy to Zhu Zeyue, what she wanted was not a talent, but a real status. No matter how talented Zhu Junliu is, she can't compare to Zhu Zeyue to realize her dream of being a housewife.
Because no matter how well Su Yaqing mixes in the Zhu family, her identity as the concubine of the Su family still can't be changed, no matter how much the Su family likes her, she will not allow her grandson to marry the concubine of the Su family, and the only thing Su Yaqing can count on is Zhu Zeyue's deep affection for her.
After thinking about these, many questions in Shu Mei's previous life have been answered, the Zhu family is forty childless and has no concubines, and the Su family pays attention to having many sons and many blessings, Su Yaqing is ten, and her concubines and sisters are not few, presumably the days are not as beautiful as they seem.
Shu Mei could think that according to her heart, it was impossible to be a concubine for Zhu Zeyue. Zhu Zeyue married herself, and she was bound to let down Su Yaqing, and wronged her sweetheart, which probably made Master Zhu feel distressed for a long time.
I'm really the stick that hit the mandarin duck.
Shu Mei sneered.
Well, then as they wish, this time she will do the wicked to the end.
Just when Shu Mei was thinking about how to take revenge on Zhu Zeyue, Zhu Junliu's voice came from outside the door.
"Your lady is in there?"
Lixia responded: "Is there anything wrong with the second young master?" ”
"Nothing."
Having said that, Zhu Junliu did not leave and still lingered at the door.
Lixia was a little puzzled why the second young master wanted to find their young lady, but it was not too early, she knocked on the door and asked, "Miss, should we go back?" ”
Shu Mei didn't want to go out, even if Zhu Junliu didn't know anything about her previous life, she couldn't face him casually, as long as she saw him, she would remember that morning when she woke up and found that the person around her was him, and when she couldn't figure it out, the Zhu family rushed in......
But hiding in it is not the way to do it after all, and what should be faced must always be faced. Shu Mei tidied up her clothes, opened the door and walked out.
Shu Mei tried his best to make his voice sound calm: "What is the second young master looking for me?" ”
Seeing Shu Mei, Zhu Junliu didn't know where to start, he once vowed to bury his feelings, not let her notice, not let her annoy, but in the end, he killed her.
Even if she doesn't remember anything about her past life now, he still owes her an apology, even if it doesn't make up for his mistakes in his past life......
Seeing that Zhu Junliu just looked at herself and didn't speak, her eyes didn't look like the day she got married, there were a lot of emotions in it that she couldn't understand, Shu Mei was a little irritable, she couldn't stay anymore.
"If it's okay, I'll quit first."
Shu Mei bowed for a while and was about to leave, and when he passed by Zhu Junliu, he heard him say a word.
"I'm sorry."
What does that mean?!
Shu Mei stopped suddenly, looked at Zhu Junliu, and a turbulent wave surged in his heart, could it be that he was also reborn!
However, Zhu Junliu didn't notice Shu Mei's abnormality, after apologizing, he couldn't continue to face Shu Mei, and seeing her defenseless eyes again, the barrier he had built with all his self-control might collapse.
Why is he always one step behind......
Zhu Zeyue is not satisfied with marrying her, in this life, he doesn't want to hurt her again.