I feel like I'm going to die tomorrow, and although I don't know if there is black and white impermanence in the world, I do know that there is a bull and a horse face in this world. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The bull head is a white bull head man, and the horse face is a white horse head man, and they will take people to Hades, instead of taking only people's souls like black and white impermanence.

I am not afraid of black and white impermanence, whether they exist or not. But I'm afraid of bulls and horses, and although I'm not sorry for their race, I'm always afraid of ghosts knocking on the door in the middle of the night.

The ghosts who come to me when they have nothing to do should be them.

I shouldn't have mentioned other women in front of you, but I have to do it again. These things are my biggest secret, I don't want you to believe it, I just want you to hear it as someone else's story.

Or think of it as a spooky novel I wrote for you. A civil servant told me an interesting story about him, before he was promoted and made a fortune, he once confessed to the woman he liked, but she thought that the civil servant was just reading his novel.

I don't know if it's intentional or not.

We won't talk about novels now, in fact, I know that you usually like to write novels, and you also use trumpets to secretly publish them on the Flying Pigeon Late Night website. I watched a little bit, because I couldn't understand the love between two big men, I didn't watch it.

Yes, yes, don't talk about it. Speaking of which? Well, speaking of which, I'm going to die tomorrow.

It has been said that if you secretly kill someone, if you conceal the fact that you killed someone, then you have to bear the life of the deceased! Corpses, this is a phenomenon that can appear in mass graves, walking on the road, you will feel like a person walking on your back. At this time, there can be no turning back, absolutely no turning back. As a human being, it's better not to know what's behind you.

You can only keep walking, keep walking, and carry it on your back.

What happened in the past, I don't know when I will be able to let go.

My story must be accompanied by wine, and I hope that I will be drunk when I finish it. But I can't do that, I suddenly want to sober up once and face it head-on...... Moreover, my courtiers and people are waiting for me.

This thunder and lightning reminded me of her, and on the night of thunder, she would scream and immediately hide in my arms.

Of course, this can only happen in the cat house, the house behind us, which she and I call the cat house.

Only when we are in the cat house will we let go completely, laugh and wail to our heart's content. There is no room for joy and sorrow, feelings are released freely, and quarrels will be happy.

Only in the cat house, because if Lan and I are in the palace, we will always be role models like the perfect couple. You can't have your own emotions, you have to do everything and love each other.

How can a marriage maintained because of love exist, we are mortals, not immortals who don't need to eat and have no excretory organs, we can't even mix and talk, how can people stay in the palace?

We used to live in the cat house.

Since I was a child, I have been cultivated as an emperor, and I must have the air of majesty, the spirit of a king, the understanding of astronomy and geography, and the familiarity of reading the Four Books and the Five Classics.

But I've been gentle and weak since I was a child, and I like small animals, and I spend most of my time playing with them. For health and safety reasons, I can't have pets in the palace.

When I was a child, my parents forbade me to raise it, but now that I have grown up, no one cares about it, and I once raised it once. The next day, the brown kitten was poisoned by licking its own nails.

I don't dare to raise them, and I can't harm them anymore.

But it's okay in the cat house, and I often buy some favorite pets to go home. Lan and I are like-minded and love animals. Our treasures include birds, goldfish, turtles, rabbits, a puppy and a cat.

She especially liked the cat, the black cat I brought back from my visit to the hotel. A big reason why our secret little home is called a cat house is because of it.

I was so drunk that day, and on the way home, I passed an alley, and the cat suddenly came out and followed me. I was so happy that I cuddled and hugged it and took it home.

Lan had heard of the superstitions: the West said that black cats were witches turned into hoodoos. The East says that the black cat is an auspicious spiritual creature that absorbs unclean things.

I'm not trying to say anything, I'm just saying whatever I have. Lan was also very happy to see the cat, and after I handed the black cat to her, I fell asleep.

The cat was by our side while we were eating; When we went shopping, the cat followed. Wherever it goes, it will always follow and is more clingy than a loyal and clever dog.

Later, something unpleasant happened.

There were so many chores in the Imperial City that I was distraught, and I kept enduring in the Imperial Palace, and when I got back to the cat house, I looked for something everywhere to vent my anger.

I don't indulge my temper on Ran, I love her as much as she loves me. So I was targeting the innocent little creatures.

I pinched the goldfish in the palm of my hand, and I promise, I just wanted to see if I could hold it firm.

I didn't want to kill it!

It's the same with the birds, and I wonder if they can fly if they lose all their feathers.

I broke the shell of the little turtle and ate the flesh of the little rabbit...... There are still good things to be happy about, and I was surprised that the puppy could still survive without two hind legs.

The only thing that saved me from my anger was the black cat, and although I beat it a few times, it was unscathed, at least not missing an arm or leg.

Lan didn't say anything about my atrocities, she just didn't talk to me about critters anymore. Although she brings leftovers to feed the stray cats and dogs every day, she has no intention of bringing them home at all.

In the past, we loved to bring stray animals home and bathe them. If you come across someone who particularly likes us, we will adopt it.

The birds are gone, the turtles are gone, the rabbits are gone, the goldfish are gone. The puppy without hind legs was always avoiding me, and I was pacing back and forth in the house in a hurry, always hearing the subtle sound of dragging.

When I was at home, the puppy was afraid to eat, probably because I always stabbed it with a paper cutter when it was eating. When I'm not at home, Lan will feed him delicious food, maybe the puppy is reluctant to leave the cat house, just nostalgic for Lan.

But, Ran is mine, and she belongs to me alone. How can a puppy share Ran's love with me? It deserves death! I deliberately stayed at home for a few days in a row, and the puppy didn't dare to eat what Lan gave him.

Animals are animals, and they refuse to accept even the kindness of human alms.

It starved to death and died in front of its dog food.

Strange to say, why is the black cat not afraid of me? It saw the death of its fellow beast companion in its eyes, and its eyes were full of agility, and it knew for sure what was happening.

But it is not afraid of me, and from time to time it blocks my way. I kicked it a lot, and it fell somewhere else, twisted its butt and got up, and walked away as if nothing had happened.

It occurred to me that I liked my black cat very much. No matter how bad I feel about it, it will never leave me, it will still follow me.

I am very pleased.