The wine has been drunk, the man is drunk,

I don't know who I'm doing it for. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Farewell to you every time,

My heart is like a knife.

The smile on his face couldn't hide the merciless wound.

How long and wide are the heavens and the earth?

Why is there only my love,

There is no place to stand.

One by one

You are not reconciled, and I am not reconciled;

You're not wrong, and I'm not wrong;

You can't give up everything, and I can't give you up.

So, I'm going to make one by one

Wield your sword and cut off the evil spirit,

You don't have to drink the poison that pierces your intestines.

I want to be for our love,

Stand against the enemy.

As long as you, in this life,

Regrets.

That's enough for me......

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Past:

In the summer of 2001, my dreams and my future seemed to be gone.

When I was in my second year of junior high school, I was forced to suspend my studies. I don't know if it's because of my father's illness or if it's something else.

All I know is that everyone will only shake their heads when they see me, even though my father was pampering and understanding me when he was alive. But...... Now only the accusations remain.

I think my mother must have known all this, but she couldn't talk about it, and she couldn't touch it......

So, I gave up all resistance and obediently began to learn to be self-sufficient.

What a dark, helpless, helpless day!

I finally ended the one-year pre-job training, and the age was enough. I took the "earnest teachings" of my relatives to my first job in my life.

It's a "light" job where you spend a day at the counter trying to sell a few more clothes. Since then, I have started a one-year internship in the mall, and my salary is only 185 yuan, which is not enough for food every month. Luckily, the mall provides a lunch that can be eaten at the home of benevolent relatives after work. I finally avoided starvation.

After working for more than a month, a man began to come to me to chat often, he was chubby and white, and he was a staff member of the children's playground next door. We started out chatting, sometimes sitting under hangers, sometimes sitting on the edge of the air mattress where the kids played. Since there were no customers in the mall, we had a lot of time to chat. He was my first friend after I stepped into society, but he was not a "good" friend...

Half a year later, a night shift made me thoroughly understand the reason why he kept coming to me to relieve my boredom: that day, there were only two of us on duty on the entire floor, and the security guards went to eat one by one

"Well, did you bring dinner?" He said.

"No, I'm going to buy a finger cake in a minute, what about you?"

"Otherwise, let's go eat rice noodles together, I'll have a treat."

"No, I'm sorry to let you please, I don't have much appetite, just eat finger cakes." I don't want to show myself poor in front of others.

"Oh."

“……”

“……”

"Hmm... The security guards have gone to eat. ”

After a moment of silence, he looked around and asked me.

I didn't even notice what he was trying to do, and if I had been more careful at the time, maybe the next thing wouldn't have happened at all, and we're friends by now.

But I didn't look at him at the time, but replied casually: "It's all gone, Master Zhang greeted me before he went, saying that he would come back to change me after listening to the meal." ”

"Really? ……”

"Otherwise, you can go and eat first, it doesn't matter if I'm here, I'm not hungry anyway, and I won't be a guest at this time."

“……”

"Huh? Are you listening? Go for it. ”

“…… I ......"

"What?" I finally felt something strange and turned to look at him.

Suddenly one by one

He lunged up from the side and held my hands down, his mouth pressed to my lips, biting hard.

His strength was so great that I almost lost my breath.

"Hmm... Uh-huh...... Hmm...... "I struggled hard, my blood surged, and my whole face was red.

Instantly aware of his intentions, I unceremoniously kicked him in the stomach, forcing him out of my body.

"Hmm!" He clutched his stomach and looked uncomfortable. "You're so ruthless."

I forced myself to calm down and asked him seriously, "What do you want to do?" ”

"Kiss it, it won't be good."

I thought he would apologize, but I didn't expect him to play a little hooligan.

I stood up and looked at him with indignation. But he was still there and said to himself, "Because... Because you are really beautiful, every time I chat with you, I feel itchy, I have long wanted to kiss and see, today I finally have such an opportunity, I can't bear to ......"

What else can I say about such scoundrels? I looked away, walked a little farther away, and said, "We won't be friends anymore, don't come and talk to me again." ”

There was no sound behind the "......".

After a pause, I walked away and sat down on the shelf near the elevator, so that people coming up from below could see me as soon as they looked up. I'm really afraid of being attacked by him again, and I'll be in trouble again.

For half a year, he really didn't say a word to me again.

After my internship ended, I was full of thoughts about signing a contract with the mall in order to get more salary. As a result, the mall closed down due to a downturn. I became a vagrant again, and I was very depressed.

But that way, he and I parted ways, which is the only benefit. I heard the master say that he is not a local, and it seems that he has decided to go back to his hometown.

In the following year, I continued to look for a job, and I also studied high school courses on my own, took the night college exam, and no longer had to rely on relatives to take care of me, which was a small achievement. It's just that every time I go back to an empty home, I always have a deep sense of emptiness and loneliness, and I even get scared at night and can't sleep.

Gradually, I developed the bad habit of secretly napping during the day and playing late at night.

One-one-one-one

Right now:

The thin man huddled deep in the corner, his hands clasped tightly around his knees, trying not to make a sound. Although I was scared to the extreme, I couldn't think "I can't go out" one by one, and my body tightened more and more.

Messy footsteps swirled around, hoping they wouldn't find it, I wasn't able to be spotted so soon, I still had a lot to do......

One-one-one-one

Past:

The turning point in my life came in the last few months of my 21 years without warning

Since I was 19 years old, I got a more lucrative job, but I had to study hard. What are you afraid of, as long as I can make money, I can't miss any opportunities.

The boss treated me quite well, treating me as his own relatives, much better than those indifferent real relatives, so I worked harder, got more opportunities, and the gears of my life finally turned with full power.

After two years of stable and wealthy life, Prince Charming also appeared in front of me on his white horse. Doesn't that sound like a fairy tale? Hehe.

Fairy tales indeed, at least for me.

My Prince Charming was tall and handsome, golden and considerate, and most importantly, he fell in love with me at first sight.

We met on the night in the park, and on that day a fiery red castle was built in the park square, the moon was its chandelier, the stars were its embellishment, the earth was burning for it, the crowd was cheering for it, and I was dazzled......

Gradually, the bells rang, the strings rang, and the sound entered the ears, and the noise was cut. The whole castle swayed with it. The hero jumped out of the darkness, his body was like a strong bamboo, his waist was like a bow, his eyes were fiery, his eyes were starry, he was unruly, his arms were bent, his feet were swirling, and his sleeves were gradually rising, like a lotus, like the wind, like a green soul.

Then, the drums beat a little, the song flies, the body rises suddenly, spinning, jumping, flying, falling, spinning, jumping, flying, falling, all in one go, clean, with arms like a bird, sharp as an eagle, swift as a panther...... Like a whirlwind, it blew through the Demon Realm and Ghost Domain in an instant, and the ghosts and ghosts retreated one after another.

I have never seen such a beautiful scene, words cannot describe a thousandth of it, the whole park is boiling, and I can't even hear the voice. I stood there and felt like I was in another world.

Suddenly, the prince of the castle came to me.

…… Mouth? …… Mouth? …… Or open your mouth?!

"What one by one!!"

Keep opening your mouth and staring at me......

"I can't hear them all!! Ahh ”

Visibly frowning, he grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the crowd without saying a word, and walked for a long time, so long that the noise in my head had long since disappeared.

Finally stopped, oh, it turned out that next to a car, the white car looked very expensive, I looked at it in a daze, and I didn't react yet. Until one by one

A nice baritone voice came, a little hoarse.

"Hello, my name is Yiyi, what about you?"

It's really a straightforward person, but now I don't have to say anything to this kind of person. I savored it for a moment and spoke slowly:

"My name is Yiyi, hello. Well, what's the matter with you? ”

"I like you."

"Huh?!"

"I like you."

"But... But we don't know ...... yet."

"I don't know each other now."

"What, you're a person, and you suddenly say you like it, your eyes are not good, right? Is it nearsighted? ”

"I'm a 2.0 in both eyes, which is great."

"Then look at me again, what do I like about you, and it's because I'm beautiful? Alas, I said, I didn't ......" I shook my head helplessly, I didn't want to continue, I finally had time to come to a carnival night, and now I was not interested at all.

He was very relaxed: "It seems that you have been through a lot, so has anyone succeeded before?" ”

"Not a single one."

"Don't you mind if I make the first one?" He asked.

"I don't mind, but won't you go back? Somebody minds. I teased him. Looking at his indifferent face, I felt that this person was really heartless.

In fact, such a man, anyone will be tempted, but I am different, before I fall in love, I must absolutely understand the other party's mind, otherwise it will not work. Besides, I don't have any hope for love.

Later that day, we still had a good chat.

I wanted to keep my guard high and be joking. But my ideas couldn't keep up with the changes, and under his fierce offensive for nearly a year, I still fell solidly. At that time, he didn't have a significant other.

After falling in love, we hid it from everyone, and he often took me to his parents' house. His parents, a kind old couple, often invited me to dinner and listened to me talk about their son.

I really thought I could be accepted.

Until, his parents talked to me about his "love". That woman had been of great help to him, she was very beautiful, like a princess. The old people also liked her very much, a daughter-in-law, and let me see her photos, it was indeed beautiful, no wonder the uncle and aunt smiled so happily. And my heart ached like a knife and an axe.

I swallowed my tears into my stomach and squeezed a smile out of my face, and it felt so ugly.

I knew he loved me, and I never doubted that. During that time, he made every effort to refuse to be forced to fall in love. But the old man never gave up, urged him every day, and asked me to enlighten him, which made us miserable.

Later, there was really no way to shirk it, and all the reasons that could be used were exhausted. The woman had come into his life through the old man and had become the perfect choice for him. I only helped my uncle and aunt again and again with tears in my eyes, sending him to fall in love with someone else, to live with someone else. And the time we spend together is getting less and less, and it's really 'the dove occupies the magpie's nest without knowing it'!

After suffering for too long, being silent for too long, and suppressing for too long, people will always explode, won't they? What is uncontrollable will eventually come to an uncontrollable end......

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Right now:

No one is a fool, love or not can have intuition, she finally sensed my existence, but she didn't want to settle it peacefully, but viciously wanted to hurt him. The so-called deep hatred of love, hum! This is especially true for women.

It's unreasonable, let's kill her, that's what he said, and we were all scared when he said it.

The plan is formulated, but it takes a little more people to cover it up better, and the truth will sink to the bottom of the river when there are many messy things.

I crawled forward in the darkness and thought as I crawled forward, the door was at the bottom of the wall, and I had to crawl to get in. Those people are inside, and now, no one will be coming for the time being, so I have to hurry up.

When my body came in, my feet curled in, and I was finally able to stretch my back. It's so comfortable!

For the time being, just stay here, as long as I'm not very loud, they won't find me. Luckily, the food was prepared here in advance, so it would not be a problem to stay for a day or two.

The next step is to wait for the time to kill that man, and to get rid of him absolutely. However, the matter was said by the self-righteous person, and the extra situation was a little bad, and there should be many people doubting him by now.

It seems that the people who came this time are not pure, we may also be used, who is it?

It's really nerve-wracking, let's think about the plan now, of course it's my own plan......

He must be in a hurry now, but he can't care about his mood, he must make a move before he makes a move, absolutely one by one

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