99. Immortality is the most painful
(In the first two chapters of the upload, the chapter numbers were written incorrectly, and now I have changed it, sorry.) At the same time, I would like to thank the book friends for their support! )
"I know your business, even if you do it all over again, your fate still hasn't changed in the slightest, and you're still on the old path."
"In the same way, your character is still so weak that you dare not face it, causing a lot of unnecessary harm to your family."
"In fact, you can grow old with them and give them a full life. It's a pity that because of your weakness, their lives are without a father and husband, with a lot of regrets. ”
Qi Fei whispered softly and talked eloquently, causing Guo Tianyou and Guo Fusheng's pupils to contract, and their frightened bodies trembled. Guo Tianyou, who had almost reached the limit of his heart, was a little unable to control himself, and a tattoo-like Pangu war pattern appeared on his face.
A tragic aura poured out from Guo Tianyou's body, filling the entire street, and there was a commotion among the walking crowd.
Qi Fei frowned slightly, and with a movement of his hand, a pale blue barrier enveloped the three of them.
"Roar"
Guo Tianyou let out a low roar, and his green eyes stared at Qi Fei deadly, ready for battle from the moment Qi Fei moved.
"Don't be nervous, I don't want to fight you, you're not qualified to fight me right now." Qi Fei smiled and comforted Guo Tianyou, who was about to go berserk.
"Who the hell are you?"
Qi Fei's pacification worked, or Guo Tianyou could feel that Qi Fei had no malicious intentions, the fighting spirit slowly subsided, and the tense body slowly relaxed.
"It doesn't matter who I am, it's you who matters, you have to see yourself. Is it really that painful to be a zombie? In fact, there is no difference between zombies and humans in essence. ”
"Zombies don't grow old or die, and the same is true of the rumored immortal Buddhas, which is also what human beings desire. The only difference is that people don't suck blood, zombies just suck blood. ”
"If this alone is causing you pain, I can help you change." Qi Fei smiled, and with a movement of his hand, a red light melted into the bodies of Guo Tianyou and Guo Fusheng, making the two of them shocked.
"Don't be nervous, I said let you change, you don't have to suck blood in the future, and you can eat normal people's food."
Hearing this, Guo Fusheng immediately took out a bag of things like French fries from his bag, quickly ate them, and then shouted to Guo Tianyou with an excited face, "It's really nothing, I can feel that it's not the feeling of eating poison, and I really don't need to drink blood in the future." ”
"Since you don't have to suck blood, will you still be in pain? Suffering because of the identity of a zombie? ”
"I don't know."
Tears fell, and Guo Tianyou held his head, struggling in pain. Sucking blood is indeed a painful thing for Tianyou, but this is not the main reason, immortality is.
Watching the people he cares about die of old age one by one, this is something that Tianyou can't accept. But he can't let the people he cares about become zombies, because he doesn't want them to suffer as much as himself, even if they don't have to suck blood, but they also have to accept the same pain of immortality as him.
Qi Fei's words were like uncovering the most painful scar in Guo Tianyou's heart, making the blood flow wildly again, biting Guo Tianyou's extremely fragile heart fiercely.
In fact, this is also what Qi Fei has always faced, what people crave most is immortality, but the greatest pain also comes from immortality.
Everyone has people who care, so you can't watch them die of old age. If you keep them immortal, then you are tantamount to letting them suffer the pain of immortality and watch the people they care about die of old age.
For many people this is almost an unsolvable problem, unless they are completely self-centered. But obviously, Guo Tianyou is not, neither is Qi Fei, they have their own people who care.
Qi Fei has figured it out, and there must be something to give. He threw away the opportunity and let the people he cared about choose for himself, and whether he succeeded or not was not what he cared about.
Perhaps, the path to eternal life is destined to be lonely.
But for Guo Tianyou, he has no way, for becoming an immortal zombie, he hopes that he is an ordinary person, even if the zombie has incredible power.
"Let him pass the past." Qi Fei shook his head, "Grasping the present is the most important thing, time is running out, let's enjoy the few days in the future with the people you care about." ”
"Look directly into your own heart, don't dare to look directly into your own heart, you will never find your own existence, and you will never be able to control your own destiny."
An illusory passage appeared at Qi Fei's feet, and Qi Fei stepped into the passage and walked slowly, but the speed was very fast, and in the blink of an eye, it was far away in the sky, as if it was about to disappear at the end of the sky.
"Who the hell are you? Isn't it a general? Guo Tianyou roared loudly at the illusory passage.
"I'm not a general, you'll know later. Look straight into your heart, stop running away, and believe that you can control your own destiny. ”
The voice came from the sky, but it clearly appeared in Guo Tianyou's ears.
……
After Qi Fei saw Guo Tianyou, he went back to Tongtian Pavilion and did not go to find Ma Xiaoling. Qi Fei admitted that he had a good impression of Ma Xiaoling, but this good impression was based on the relationship between Ma Xiaoling and Guo Tianyou.
Without the blessing of God, is Ma Xiaoling still the Ma Xiaoling that Qi Fei loves? Therefore, Qi Fei will not dig into the corner of Tianyou. After all, Qi Fei only had a good impression of Ma Xiaoling, not like it.
The five-colored envoys are still very busy, and I don't know what they are busy with. Except for the last time Qi Fei met Lan Dali by chance, he went to Tongtian Pavilion several times but didn't see the five-color envoy once.
Well, except for Red Tide, she spends most of her time by the side of the generals.
This made Qi Fei shake his head, and Nuwa was about to return. As Nuwa's servant, you don't concentrate on waiting for Nuwa's arrival in Tongtian Pavilion, but instead fool around, so that the generals can have the slightest good impression of you.
No wonder except for the red tide, there is no good impression of the other five-color envoys. Even if they don't regard them as servants at all, at least servants are still living beings, and the generals will give them the most basic respect. But for the five-color envoys, the generals are just treating them as a tool.
In addition, Tianyou began to try to recognize his identity as a zombie, and began to make up for the mistakes and regrets he had made. found the hospital where his wife was, quietly accompanied her, and watched her go through this life and end this relationship.
But for Ma Xiaoling, Guo Tianyou is still a little difficult to accept, which is mixed with Wang Zhenzhen, and the most difficult thing in the world is a love triangle.
The Demon Star finally came to life, and Qi Fei met with all the five-colored envoys.