Chapter 33: The Continuation of Hatred (Part II)
Aidara's logic is wrong, Li Zhi only defeated her once, but she went crazy because of it, if this matter is put on the bright side and left to everyone to judge, Li Zhi actually did not do anything wrong, from Li Zhi's point of view, he just won. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoAs for the humiliation or anything, it's all about Aidara's high self-esteem, which led to this failure becoming a shadow of her life, and maybe it can be attributed to the problem of Adara's psychological quality.
However, Li Zhi admits that it was his own fault.
Because Li Zhi is very aware of the development of things, Li Zhi studied psychology in college, but he did not learn much theoretical knowledge of psychology, psychology masters like Jung and Freud, their theories were spurned by Li Zhi, Li Zhi looked down on authority from the bottom of his heart, and had a rebellious psychology against authority.
This is mainly due to the fact that Li Zhi has the talent to be able to see through the psychology of others, he saw through Aidala at that time, and he knows quite well what that battle means. Li Zhi deceived the vice dean, he knew very well that Aidara could not become better and better again because of this battle, she only had two choices, one was to give up her life, and the second was to get back on her feet and become a devil of revenge.
Li Zhi naturally hoped that Aidara would choose the first one, as long as she died, then she could not become a threat to Jerry, and it was better for a woman like her to die. This was Li Zhi's truest thought at that time.
As for how much harm it will bring to Aidara, how much pain it will give her, Li Zhi doesn't care at all, he only cares about Jerry, as for what makes him annoying and his personality is quite disgusting, it's better to die.
He doesn't think there's anything wrong with this, for the people he cares about, no matter how much he hurts others, it's right, this is Li Zhi's values.
At the same time, Li Zhi did that because of excessive self-righteousness, he didn't understand anything, but he speculated on luck without authorization. His behavior towards Aidara is actually a kind of test of his luck, wanting to see what kind of consequences he will lead to and what changes his fate will bring. He self-righteously thinks that this approach will not have any effect on Jerry, because Aidara already hated Jerry at that time, so no matter what Li Zhi does, Aidara's attitude towards Jerry will not change, so why not try it?
Perhaps it was his actions that exacerbated the course of the tragedy, or perhaps his actions led to a series of subsequent developments, what the answer is, Li Zhi is not clear, and it is impossible to know.
But Li Zhi knows one thing, the current Aidara was created by his own hands, so he is responsible, he just did something wrong.
However, Li Zhi did not intend to atone for his sins.
The division between right and wrong doesn't matter anymore, his current confusion and guilt will only make everything worse, if he admits his mistakes, will Aidara change his past mistakes and then hug him and smile? It can't be, she's already twisted, blinded by revenge, and it's impossible for her to think about what she is right or wrong, whether there's something wrong with her.
Right or wrong, it doesn't matter to Aidara either.
Because she has nothing left, she has devoted most of her life to revenge, which has become everything to her and the only goal of her life. No matter what Li Zhi says, no matter what the truth is, it is impossible for Aidara to listen, the only choice given to her is to kill Li Zhi, as long as Li Zhi is dead, her revenge will also end, and she may start a new chapter in her life and live more freely and happily.
That is to say, the only way for Li Zhi to atone for his sins is to have Aidara kill himself.
Answer...... Naturally not!
Li Zhi will not take his life because of the so-called guilt, since the hatred cannot be resolved, since the other party cannot forgive, then destroy it.
How do you stop hatred? Quite simply, that is to solve the hatred side once and for all!
"Are you going to kill me? What an amazing man. ā
"But...... Get the hell out of here! Dead old man!! The vines on Aidara's wings flapped and twitched, and the vines passed through several wooden doors and palaces, and finally pulled out some "things" from not far away.
This "thing" was a blurry lump of flesh and blood, rolled up by vines, motionless.
Li Zhi stretched out his hand to ask Che Feier to stop, and slowly walked forward step by step, wanting to take a closer look, his heart pounding.
The bloody thing moved, and it twitched, spurting out a large mouthful of blood, and the front position slowly moved.
Li Zhi saw that the thing had no skin, the skin of his whole body was peeled off, and his hands and feet were also twisted, and he couldn't tell that this was a person if he didn't look carefully, but Li Zhi's inner throbbing told him that he knew this piece of flesh and blood. In addition to staring wide-eyed, except for the mouth that was stretched open in surprise, and the indirect babbling sound from his throat, Li Zhi didn't know what to do.
Li Zhi saw the bloody thing and raised his head, it should be the head, because there was a pair of white writhing things there, which were eyes.
"Vice Dean?"
Li Zhi didn't know why he said this word, it shouldn't be, this thing didn't look like the person in his impression at all, the man who was full of vitality and always taught him with the attitude of an adult. The person who maintains a mentor and friend relationship with him, will hook up with him, and sometimes has no heart to play with. How can it be? How could it be him?
No, fake, the vice president is very powerful!! How could that man who passed on his holy sword skills be this filthy thing!! No, no, no!!!
Li Zhi became short of breath, laughing at his own heart and such a bad association. The corners of his mouth froze hard, and he saw that the mass of things moved again, because of his unintentional words, he moved, and the mass of things turned around, and the two white eyes glanced at where Li Zhi was.
It didn't move, it just looked like that, it was so mad and terrifying.
Li Zhi swallowed his saliva, took a few steps back at a loss, accidentally stepped on something, and fell to the ground. It turned out that he had just stepped on Alexander Sher's body.
Li Zhi remembered that what he had to do now was to take out the light of talent, and if he delayed any longer, the light of talent would disappear and the sword of dust would be recovered again.
"That's right, that's the most important thing, what the hell am I stupid! Really, what am I doing? How can it be so confusing. It's okay, Sword of Dust, I'll take you away. ā
Li Zhi looked at the Sword of Dust, and his hands and feet moved in a panic, as if he didn't know what to do, touch it here, touch it there.
"Huh? Is it to be taken out? How to take it? Where is it? ā
Li Zhi suddenly smiled and touched his head, "I'm confused again, I'm too tired, just take a rest." That's right! It's this position, it's okay, I'll be able to take it out soon, it's okay. ā
Suddenly, Alexander Sher's eyes widened, and this sudden frightening Li Zhi hurriedly retreated.
Alexander Sher turned his head, his upper and lower lips moving at an eerie frequency.
"Are you talking? What is he talking about? Why can't I hear it? No, I seem to hear it, and my head is dizzy...... What is he talking about? What is ...... called? He...... Dean...... Tile...... ......"
"What's going on? What is he talking about? It's not like that, he's talking nonsense? ā
"Huh?"
"Sword of Dust? What are you doing? Are you crying? Why do you tremble so much? ā
"How so? Why are you disappearing? Alexander Sher is not dead? I can still take it out......"
"Huh? He crushed it, so that's it! He crushed the light of his talent......"