7 There is a demon in the heart

In the next few days, I seemed to be stirred up, and some blamed the ancestor for not showing his spirit, which led to the matter of his daughter-in-law and son-in-law, which was far away. www.biquge.info At this time, what Li Chuang said was going around and around in my mind.

"Could it be that there are really many, many white and rich women in the outside world? Uh, don't be rich and beautiful in vain, it's a woman, in fact, it's okay! I stood under the ancestral tablet and muttered to myself. This is the only time in more than 20 years that I have not knelt on the ground and prayed sincerely.

Thoughts are chaotic, and there is a demon in your heart!

In the past few days, I am no longer living as calm as water, lightly practicing the evil mind method and drawing talismans. I always feel that I have the urge to go out and break through. And Li Chuang, that handsome old saffron, seems to be my greatest confidence!

It's not going to starve, is it?

A person, silently stood under the ancestral tablet for a while, prayed or not, I didn't mention it first, the incense always had to be on, looking at the green smoke rising, I silently, back to the simple bedroom, lying on the bed, even let the five ghosts do a little hygiene, it seems that there is no mood. There is a question that has been circling in my mind, is it really like this for the rest of my life?

In Shuikou Village, I didn't have the confidence of my daughter-in-law at all. It's been more than ten years, and the passionate "live broadcast" of the ghost Shuilian is still talked about by the villagers in the neighboring villages, and even her girl, who temporarily replaced the third aunt and came to deliver the meal, wrapped her whole body tightly, threw the basket in through the wooden fence, and then ran away without looking back.

His uncle, you know, this girl is only 12 years old, and her reputation is really stinky!

From 80-year-old grandmothers to underage girls, when they see me, it's like seeing a ghost, not to mention, they don't let me see me at all. But I also admire the third aunt's family education, which is so successful.

Time, in silence, always flies quickly, and before I know it, it is already more than two o'clock in the morning, but I still don't feel the slightest sleep. "Daughter-in-law, the outside world, five out of thirty, eh! Daughter-in-law, the outside world, five out of thirty, eh。。。。。。 ”

His head rested on his folded arms, and his right foot was cocked, swaying wildly without a match. Counting the wooden beams on the roof one by one, his eyes were wide open, and the rough blue-black mottled walls around him glowed with an unreal light in the moonlight.

Huo Ran got up. After walking a few steps into the courtyard, I breathed deeply in the fragrance of the plants and trees in the garden, but it was obvious that the silence and dead silence of the night could not eliminate the "inner demons" in my heart. The method of warding off evil spirits not only wards off evil spirits, but also repels all mosquitoes, insects, rats and ants. Suddenly, I felt lonely, and I hated the tranquility that I had enjoyed so much.

Could it be that when you reach menopause, you long for a companion? I couldn't help but think suspiciously.

The nine styles of warding off evil spirits are being cast over and over again, the golden light is dim, no, the ease of the past, wishful. I know that my heart was completely moved by Li Chuang, and my heart was disturbed, which was a taboo in the heart of warding off evil spirits, and it seemed that I couldn't continue to practice. I don't dare to summon the five ghosts, the temptation of the water lotus to me is really getting bigger and bigger!

I have never seen a woman like it in ten miles and eight villages, who is so vigorous, fashionably dressed, and deeply has classical beauty! If it weren't, I'm in my thirties, and my days are numbered, I really think that it would be quite cost-effective to reduce my life span by three years and have an occasional one!

Stop practicing, ward off evil spirits, in the body, the golden threads formed, along the meridians, slowly return to the dantian.

"Whew" I let out a long breath, and if I continue to practice, I have to pay for my own efforts. I began to stand in the yard in a daze again. Walking is to change my life for more than 20 years, which is really a big challenge for me; And staying is a seemingly peaceful road of no return, and at the moment, the Cai family is gone. What a dilemma.

For Shuikou Village, I don't have much nostalgia, except for these three dilapidated ancestral houses, a vegetable garden and a few acres of thin fields. Relatives, that's not a single one! It can be said that you can walk with your legs raised, but what to do after going out is really a very troublesome problem.

After so many years of peaceful life, suddenly, it is really difficult to make a final decision. It's a decision, not a choice.

Yes, I decided to go out, for the sake of the vast white rich beauty, for the sake of the next generation, for the sake of a happy and beautiful life... Uh, the choice, okay, the decision, it's really hard to make! After all, here, all these years. After all, in Shuikou Village, there is also its own "territory".

What an unrestless night of tossing and turning! It was an unusually bleak and lonely night!

Heavenly Master, Heavenly Master, I am a Heavenly Master, but in Shuikou Village, where there is no ghost hair, it is really useless, even if you go outside, singing and dancing to level up, really, will you be reborn?

The loneliness that had accumulated for more than 30 years exploded.

"I'm going out, I'll talk to Li Chuang tomorrow, uh, no, I have to do something before I leave! Wanbao Conference, it's going to be the last time, uh, the net worth under the bed has to be dealt with, I don't want to, I carry a big box everywhere, and the total amount of his money is less than 10,000 yuan! The bank is going to make a trip。。。。。。 ”

While thinking about these bits and pieces, my heart seemed to be steady, and I didn't know whether I felt it, so I fell asleep.

When I open my eyes, the sun is already on my ass!

I always go to bed on time, I wake up on time, and for the first time, I stay in bed. I didn't rush to get up.

Thinking about it carefully, the most important "decision" I made yesterday before going to bed, I thought about it for a long time, well, it seems to be correct! Say move, just move, this is my character, since I have made a decision and I have thought about it for so long, I will no longer hesitate!

First go to the well in the yard, wash carefully, look at the water, my slightly pale face, I can't help but shake my head and smile bitterly, insist on basking in the sun every day, my skin is still so pale, I am really speechless! Why can't you tan, at least, in front of Li Chuang's handsome guy, there is a little more masculinity!

I took out the scissors, trimmed them haphazardly, some messy beard and hair, and then carefully flattened the folds on the "milk shell". Grabbed a long trench coat with a hat from the room and wrapped it tightly around his body. Buckle up the hat. Shouldered the huge box containing all the net worth, pulled the slippers, and went out!

If you don't wrap it tightly, you don't dare to go out! Although, even if it is wrapped like this, in the summer, such a strange outfit will still make the villagers recognize me at a glance, but wearing more clothes and being pointed at by others is obviously the former and more resistant!

Today, on Tuesday, the rural credit cooperatives in the village opened, and I decided to go and deposit the "huge money" first, get a card, and then talk about it!