Is there anything worse unfolding than the end of the world? If there is, then it must be the tragic experience of some survivors after the apocalypse. For them......

"The end has just begun...... naked, the original fair and delicate body was full of white and cloudy body fluids that exuded a fishy smell, and the girl looked blankly at the white ceiling above her head, and let out a hollow murmur.

The tearing pain in her lower body clearly told her that her pure body had been defiled. Tainted by the demon who thought he was the savior and the scum of his men.

"I promised him never to cry again......"

――Thirteen years ago——

Chu Yilian, who was only eight years old and was admitted to an orphanage because her parents died in a car accident, is a strong girl.

Young Chu Yilian, when the police uncle told her parents that she had gone far away and would not come back, she did not cry or make trouble. I just tried to hold back the tears in my eyes, bit my lip, silently packed up my toys and clothes, and obediently followed the aunt from the community service center to the orphanage.

She is obedient and sensible in the orphanage, and never adds a little trouble to the adults who take care of them, not only will she do everything she can do by herself, but she will also help the adults share some small things as much as she can.

But no matter how strong she is, she is just a young child, no matter how mature she is in front of others, it can't change the fact that she is an eight-year-old girl, so she will secretly hide in the unfinished building behind the orphanage every night and cry, trying to vent her uneasiness, imitation, and grievances......

That night, it was drizzling and the weather in early spring was particularly cold. But Chu Yilian, as always, waited for the adults in the orphanage to fall asleep and then secretly came to the unfinished building, holding the doll given to her by her mother on Children's Day this year, leaning on the rough cement pillar and crying bitterly.

"Hey! Don't you come over in the middle of the night every day to cry and howl wolves, okay? Still don't let people sleep? There was a childish voice in the darkness, and it was a person who could hear that he was extremely unhappy at the moment.

"Yes...... Who is it? The startled little girl leaned against the cement pillar, and it was clear from the trembling little body that she was frightened.

The little beggar, who was ragged and unkempt, and had a snot of water hanging on it, appeared in front of Chu Yilian.

After sucking the snot that was about to flow into his mouth, the little beggar said unhappily: "Tsk! I also asked who I am, this is Lao Tzu's territory, and you haven't cried enough for a week here? ”

"Right...... Sorry to bother you. Chu Yilian, who was very sensible, apologized weakly.

"......" Under the dim candlelight, the little beggar stared at the little girl's big red eyes like rabbits and was silent for a while, "Forget it, it's too cold outside today, I'm going back here to sleep, so you are not allowed to cry tonight, and I will give you the nest when the weather is better." ”

At the end, the little beggar asked, "What's your name?" I've occupied Uncle Ben's nest for so long, I have to leave a name. ”

"My name is Chu Yilian." The little girl spoke weakly.

The little beggar pointed to himself with his thumb, and said angrily: "Uncle Ben's name is Shang Rafter, and if you encounter trouble in this area in the future, you will report Uncle Ben's name, and no one will dare to mess with you." ”

He fainted......

When the fever was 41 degrees, Shang Rafter, who almost didn't burn to death, woke up in the orphanage, and the first thing he said when he saw Chu Yilian was: "Niu, you are Uncle Ben's life-saving benefactor, and Lao Tzu will definitely repay you in the future." ”

So, the nine-year-old Shang Rafter lived in an orphanage. and Chu Yilian, who was eight years old at the time, became two childhood sweethearts who had no guesses.

Of course, childhood sweethearts are just Chu Yilian's opinion, and Shang Rafter has always regarded the other party as a life-saving benefactor, a little sister, and an iron buddy......

When I was in high school, many classmates asked Shang Rafter: "You two have no guesses, are childhood sweethearts a couple?" ”

Shang Rafter pouted: "You will have a relationship with a girl who knows everything about you?" Please, it's impossible to be together because it's too familiar, and such a relationship can only be buddies, understand? ”

On the day the college entrance examination results came out, Shang Rafter took out all the savings he had earned over the years from his sketches, part-time jobs, and some illegal activities. He delivered on his promise, as he said ten years ago.

"Why did I go to college?! What about you? What do you do? You can ...... it."

When the 19-year-old Shang Rafter stuffed the envelope stuffed with 100,000 soft girl coins into the hands of 18-year-old Chu Yilian, the girl who hadn't cried for a long, long time cried.

"Oh, you said the Academy of Fine Arts? Do you think Uncle Ben still needs to go to the Academy of Fine Arts at this level? Are you looking down on me? Shang Rafter pretended to be angry and glared at the girl, then touched the girl's soft hair and said, "Don't worry, I don't go to college and I can't starve to death, even if I don't paint, I can continue to mix on the road." Didn't you say you'd never cry again? Why is this crying again? ”

"Woo...... Can...... But ......"

"No, don't think about giving me back the money and letting me go to the Academy of Fine Arts or something. Here's my scorecard, impossible. Shang Rafter shattered the girl's last hope with a score card full of 0 eggs.

"Woo woo woo ......" Chu Yilian cried even louder.

"Okay, Lianzi, don't cry. If you cry again, I won't go to school to see you in the future. Shang Rafter was a little upset by the crying, and in the end he could only use threats to make Chu Yilian stop crying.

――Platform from 3 years ago〜

"It's old-fashioned to repay the life-saving grace with a future or something, but it should be enough, right? It's going to be indefinite, lotus seeds. Seeing the girl who got on the train to Tianjin, Shang Rafter picked up an inferior cigarette, silently pulled out the mobile phone card, and replaced it with a new one.

As for Chu Yilian's kiss before getting into the car and the words "you must wait for her", Shang Rafter didn't take it to heart.

Shang Rafter, who had been hiding from Chu Yilian before, had seen far more people and things than her. At the very least, he still knows how powerful time and space are. Being a man is self-aware, the little girl is a top student in the Department of Chemistry after graduation, and she is just a poor woman who can barely earn two or three thousand yuan a month by painting in addition to fighting and killing.

In this way, in order to repay the life-saving grace of the year, he gave up his chance to go to college and sent her to the Department of Chemistry of Tianjin University for further study.

After repaying the favor, Shang Rafter, who no longer needed too much money, withdrew from the rivers and lakes and lived a life of living by painting, eating and waiting for death.

However, soap slips people.

In Shang Rafter's mind, the little sister who should never see each other again is already two parallel lines with himself. Now the paper with parallel lines is folded in half because of this damn apocalypse......

PS: The role of lotus seed is very important, and the childhood sweetheart does not mean that she is the heroine, her encounter is a stimulus to the admiral (you can't expect a lazy patient with advanced cancer to be very active in fighting), in addition, there are many scenes of lotus seed, which she must experience. That's all I can say, and it's a spoiler if I say it again.