The last glass of wine was drunk before the morning light came out, and when I put on my clothes and walked out, I still felt a hint of early morning cold, I subconsciously tightened my collar, and I could still hear the footsteps behind me after walking far away. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Let's go back." I didn't look back, because I didn't want to see the helplessness on Ye Jiuqing's face.

"It's okay, let's go again."

"Are you sending off or mourning?" I shrunk my body into my clothes, and only showed one head to look at Ye Jiuqing. "Don't touch your head early in the morning, how do you feel like sending me to the execution ground."

"Or we'll think of something else." Ye Jiuqing tried to convince me in the end.

"Okay, you are an understanding person, and you should know in your heart that there is no room for maneuver when things have come to this point." I looked at Ye Jiuqing who stopped behind me and felt a little unbearable, he was hunched in the morning breeze, I don't know if it was too cold or he didn't know the bottom of his heart, the whole person was trembling, I turned around and walked back and helped him fasten the buttons in front of him.

That action suddenly reminded me that this is how he dressed me when I was a child, for more than 20 years, it seemed that everything was turned upside down, and at that time I had to look up to see his resolute and majestic face, in my mind Ye Jiuqing was so majestic and tall.

Now he stands in front of me, the pride of the year has become the old dragon clock, I don't know when it started, his waist as straight as a sword can not be straightened, when he looks up at me, his forehead is full of wrinkles, revealing the vicissitudes of twilight, but those wrinkles have my indelible memories.

There was a damp warmth on the back of my hand, which was instantly cold in the cold wind of the early morning, and I was stunned to see Ye Jiuqing turn his face away.

"You're really old, when did you learn this, you taught me, this thing is too weak, let's do this business to lick blood from the knife edge, the last thing we should touch is this thing." I wiped the sparkle of his eyes from me.

I have never seen Ye Jiuqing cry in my memory, and the only time I learned that the general was not there, and his appearance made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"One more ......"

"What?"

"When Ling Xi left......

"Then you are really crying and mourning, the only difference is that you only cried when the general and Ling Xi were gone, and now that I am not dead, you will cry first." I tried my best to let myself out of joy, maybe so that Ye Jiuqing wouldn't be so uncomfortable, but I still didn't hold back, hugged him tightly, and at that moment I felt that everything was back to before.

Ye Jiuqing will also hug me when he is in a good mood, but usually when the general beats me hard, the same action is the same weight, and it is only now that I can understand Ye Jiuqing's mood at that time.

I patted him on the back and tried to search my mind for words of comfort to him, but all the words seemed so pale: "What if you're wrong?" ”

"What's wrong?"

"What Ling Ran said, in fact, you know very well in your heart, in fact, Zhi Han's death was not an accident, I actually had a chance to save her at that time, but I finally chose to save the palace lord......"

I continued in a deep voice, the reason why Ling Ran hated me to the core, in fact, it was not wrong to think about it carefully, what he said was very right, Ling Xiaoge's hand was cut off by me, and even his death was because of me in the final analysis.

Needless to say, Ling Xi is just one of the many people I want to kill, the three generations of the Ling family have all died at my hands, Ye Jiuqing is not a fool, by now he should know that I am the number one leader.

"Standing in front of you is Ling Ran's enemy, how can it not be yours, the only difference, in Ling Ran's eyes, I am still the No. 1 leader of the killing impermanence, but you choose to believe that I am Gu Chaoge, if you ......" I sighed heavily and said it with great difficulty. What if you're wrong? ”

"Will you make me wrong?" Ye Jiuqing slowly straightened up and asked with a calm face.

"The country is easy to change and difficult to change, the reason why I became Gu Chaoge is entirely because of the accident that happened in Lop Nur, I lost my body and memory there, but this does not mean that I can erase my past, if one day I remember everything before, can you still be like now, unswervingly believe that I am Gu Chaoge?"

"Do you know why I don't want you to pursue it any further?"

"......" I frowned, and found that Ye Jiuqing's eyes had regained their sagacity. You, do you have other reasons? ”

"Because the more you know, the more things I worry you will remember, to be honest, it's not that I haven't worried, I'm afraid there is no one who wants Ling Xi to be resurrected more than me, but if the condition for Ling Xi's resurrection is that you turn back into that person, I'd rather you don't do anything, just be the current Gu Chaoge."

"You can stop me, if you hadn't taken out the Jade Pig Dragon, I wouldn't have tracked it down to this point."

"I'm old, but I'm not stupid, you risked your life to find the Vientiane Shrine in order to save me, and in order to save Zhiqiu, you worked hard to uncover the truth of the Demon Kingdom, you know, you've always lived for the people around you, but you've never done anything for yourself." Ye Jiuqing's voice was steady and old. "How long have you been looking for that ship, maybe you won't know until you regain your memory, I don't know why you are looking for the Moon Palace Nine Dragon Boat, but something that can last you for hundreds of years must be very important to you, you can do anything for us, how can I bear to stop you."

"But you yourself said that the more I know, the more memories I will remember, Ling Ran's worries are not groundless, if I become that person again one day, won't you regret it?"

"Regret it......" Ye Jiuqing smiled calmly. I don't know who you used to be, even if you were ruthless and ruthless, it has nothing to do with me, but now you, even if you remember your lost memories and become the No. 1 leader again Standing in front of me, in my eyes, what I see is still Gu Chaoge. ”

"Why?"

"Because at that time, although you remembered everything before, but it could not replace the memory you have now, you also said that the country is easy to change and difficult to change, when you lose your memory, you are like a blank piece of paper, for more than 20 years, you have written everything on this blank paper again." Ye Jiuqing's voice was firm, and he said to me without the slightest hesitation. "I believe you are evil, but I see your good."

I haven't spoken for a long time, I should be moved, facing Ye Jiuqing's heartfelt words, every word reveals his unreserved trust in me.

Yes.

He is right, I really remember the forgotten past, and I can't erase my memory as Gu Chaoge, I used to be decisive and ruthless, but now I am not indecisive and submissive, I can be a person like the No. 1 chief, but it doesn't affect me to continue to be Gu Chaoge.

I nodded to Ye Jiuqing, I have never deceived him in my life.

But this time I'm lying, I'm the lord of the Lombal Kingdom, and I have the rise and fall of the race on my shoulders, it's not a responsibility that can be shirked by a word of good and evil, and the guards who followed me here are continuing my mission with their lives.

This is not something that Gu Chaoge can do, just like I killed Ying Wu in the Demon Kingdom Tower, that kind of indifferent determination can only be possessed by the Lord of the Dragon Wave who endures humiliation in the Snow Region.

I want to find the ship, and completely destroy the Moon Palace Nine Dragons Boat, and gather all the artifacts on the ship, and finally ......

In the end, I will kill the fish that escaped from the divine domain like I killed Ying Wu, among them is Ye Jiuqing's ancestor, the priest who is still sleeping in the land of the dragon's back, waiting to be awakened by the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, what a ridiculous story, Ye Jiuqing fulfilled me without reservation, but he didn't expect that, as Ling Ran said, he was helping to abuse and help me eradicate my ancestors.

I suddenly realized a problem, I should stay away from Ye Jiuqing, to be exact, I should stay away from everyone around me, Ye Jiuqing is right, Gu Chaoge has always lived for the people around him.

If it really comes to the end when I want to end everything, these friends who have been born and died with me are blocking me in front of me, just like when Ye Jiuqing looks at me like this now, I am really worried that I will hesitate and hesitate, this is undoubtedly a more fatal weakness than tears for me.

As Gu Chaoge, I can't attack them, but as the lord of the Longbo Kingdom, I have no choice at all, and the clansmen who are still sealed in the Divine Domain must not be in danger because of memories I shouldn't have.

"Let's go back." I took a step back, and warned myself in my heart that staying away from Ye Jiuqing could make me stronger, I had no time to waste on this emotion that I shouldn't have in the first place, what I should learn was that my heart was like a rock, maybe indifference and ruthlessness were more suitable for me now.

Ye Jiuqing should still want to say something to me, his mouth opened and closed a few times, maybe he was afraid of affecting me, sighed and patted me on the shoulder and turned to leave, I looked at his rickety back, and I couldn't see the majesty of this person at all, and even a little funny.

But no matter how deliberately I tried to harden my heart, looking at Ye Jiuqing's back, I was inexplicably sour.

"Take care of yourself and wait for me to come back and see you off." I shouted at Ye Jiuqing.

Ye Jiuqing didn't look back, raised his hand and waved at me, I think he didn't dare to turn back, because he knew that he couldn't keep me, but he didn't want to watch me leave in front of him.

"I remember this, remember to come back to see me after you finish your errands, if I can't see you before I die, I'm afraid I won't be able to close my eyes."

Ye Jiuqing's back finally disappeared into the morning mist, I have never broken my trust in him, but this time I am afraid that it will be the last time I will see him, I turned to look at the early morning shrouded in the morning fog in front of me, I can't see the way forward, and I am as confused as I am at the moment, I don't know what will happen, but this time is different from before.

I will face it alone, just as the general said on his deathbed, I will walk the rest of the way alone.