Yuan Mujian's words did play a certain role in Cheng Chu, at least he was silent, no longer excited and no longer refuted.

Tilting his head to the place where Yuan Mujin and his sister couldn't see, the tears in Cheng Chu's eyes couldn't stop slipping, how many more things would he have to go through in his life to calm down.

These days, how he wishes he could be calm forever, but-"Why is it that I can't make my own decisions about everything from childhood to adulthood." ”

The sudden words made both women stunned for a moment, and they looked at Cheng Chu's side face with puzzled eyes, where a wetness appeared.

"Sister, when my father beat my biological mother away from him when he was drunk, I never came home, and wandering, begging, starving and beating did not make me lose hope of living, because I firmly believe that there is a house called an orphanage in the city, where the food can be eaten until I can't eat, and the quilt there is full of warmth, even in the coldest winter."

"The smile of the aunt there is like the smile of the grandmother at the head of the village, always so amiable. There, I can read books and I can have many friends. Did you know? Because of this belief, I walked from the countryside to the city, I don't know how many walks, almost starved to death countless times, and escaped countless times from the police who tried to take me home. ”

"In the end, my wish was finally granted, and the director of that orphanage was the best person I had ever met. However, I gradually discovered that the reality was not as beautiful as I imagined, and when I grew up, I ran into walls everywhere and still couldn't eat. I had no choice but to go to the construction site and work with others to move cement and build houses. I didn't have any bad intentions at the time, really. ”

"Maybe I'm used to suffering, but since I met my brother, my heart can no longer be calm, even if I know that he suffered as much as me when he was a child, but I still can't help but be jealous, jealous that my brother has such a good boyfriend, jealous that my brother is at least adopted, has his own house, and someone helps develop his career, and even reads a lot more books than me, anyway, everything about my brother makes me jealous, and I can't be calm anymore."

"Until one day, Mr. Jiang came to my side, and I was so happy at that time, thinking that I could win love with the same face as my brother. However, time passed, I was not a fool, Mr. Jiang did not feel anything about me at all, and I was really in love. Just when I was in the most pain, Hong Huijian appeared in front of me. ”

"At that time, he gave me everything I couldn't get from Mr. Jiang except money, what do you think I should choose? I chose Hong Huijian and felt that he loved me... Scold! It's ironic that self-righteous love has become the biggest deception, and now, I can't even imagine why I insisted on cooperating with him at that time. My brother became a kind person under the loving care of you people, and I became a heinous criminal in my mutual deception with Hong Huijian......"

Yuan Mujin and Luo Yun quietly listened to Cheng Chu vent their inner pain, and they also felt sorry for Cheng Chu in their hearts, a thought will make a person face heaven, and a person will be close to hell.

Cheng Chu continued to say, as if he wanted to pour out all the grievances in the first half of his life at once.

"Later, on the mountain behind the Luoque House, at the moment of life and death, Officer Xie saved me without giving up, at that time I felt that it would be good if the object was Officer Xie, I was really stupid, as long as a man had a little kindness to me, I would feel that I had hope of getting love. It wasn't until Officer Xie spoke out what he thought of me in the hospital that I realized that I had done something stupid again. ”

"For many days, I was reminiscing about the past, thinking about everything carefully, I put Mr. Jiang, Hong Huijian and Officer Xie together, I asked myself, where is my love, but, after looking for a long time, nothing belongs to me, only the cold prison is waiting for me, and even I feel that it is better to take a bullet than to go to prison and endure the long wait."

"It wasn't until my sister came to my hospital room that I suddenly realized that my brother and I are not twins, but we look so imaginary, is there really no providence in the power? Now that my own life has come this far, what else is there to be nostalgic for? My brother is like a shining star, and I want to share his light. You can see how important this is to me right now, like mud and rock? ”

Gradually, Cheng Chu opened his heart, he turned around, and the tears in his eyes made people worry about it. Luo Yun couldn't help but touch her brother's face with her hand and wipe away his tears for him.

"My brother and I are originally one person, just like good and evil always coexist in people's minds, no matter what reason you use to persuade me, I want to get close to the light, so, don't wait, give my heart to my brother, let me live with him, in doing so, I don't think I'm dead, but I feel that I'm living better. Mr. Jiang loves his brother, and he will definitely remember me. Please, sister, Sister Yuan, this is not only for my brother to live, but also for me to get the ultimate peace and happiness. ”

Yuan Mujin stood up from the chair silently after hearing this, she walked out of the ward without saying anything, and Luo Yun kept holding Cheng Chu's hand tightly and crying with him.

At the door of the ward, Yuan Mu Hibiscus met Luo Yifan, who had just arrived here, and she pulled Luo Yifan all the way to the corner of the corridor where no one was around. When he let go of his hand, Yuan Mujin's first sentence made Luo Yifan stunned on the spot.

"Let this kid and swimmer have surgery immediately! All right? ”