Chapter Forty-Seven: Escape, That Stems from Cowardice
However, the truth is cruel, he was attacked by a bird of prey that was not even a wild beast before he reached Ximu Mountain, and luckily he was shot down into the water and washed down the river to the shore, and he picked up a life. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Although he didn't want to admit it, he had to accept the fact that he was an ordinary person, he didn't have the ability to get close to Ximu Mountain, which was an uncleared area, and there were many wild beasts on the road, and he couldn't be lucky enough to avoid these wild beasts one by one. Besides, his current state can't even win against ordinary beasts, even if he encounters Mizusawa, who is rumored to be a five-star desolate beast, and people can kill him with a breath.
The gap between reality and dreams is far away, and it is not possible to cross this gap by shouting a slogan and being ruthless.
Don't bully young people into poverty? Hehe, this powerful-sounding slogan is so harsh in retrospect. Only those who succeed are qualified to say this, and everything is a joke if it doesn't work.
Approaching the mountain again and again, fighting again and again, to fight for that unrealistic goal, a year has passed, two years have passed.
Wu Potian has matured a lot, but he has also lost a lot of weight, and he has become strong and powerful in the training again and again.
Through the clear stream, Wu Potian saw his face, a face that he had never paid attention to, darkened by the sun's exposure, haggard from long-term hunger and exhaustion, plus Yu Ling cut his face with a knife, his face was full of small insects, which looked quite terrifying.
He is no longer at all like the original Wu Tiancheng, he can't see it at all, and he can't find a place to compare. He has long been not handsome, and it can even be said that he is quite scary. Such a face, such a he, why does Xiaoya love him, and what is he worthy of her love?
Wu Potian couldn't find the answer, and he didn't want to find it, Xiaoya had already left and would never come back.
He had some gains in the past two years, he was able to attack with his left hand, he could make traps, he was able to kill a jackal with his bare hands (not without harm, of course), he gradually adapted to life in the wild, and was able to feed himself.
He no longer has the luxury of killing Bai Ze, he has passed the stage of daydreaming, but he will still move in that direction little by little, step by step in that direction. He knew he didn't have the strength, he didn't have the ability to kill it, he knew he had no hope, no hope at all. However, this is the only reason why he is still alive on earth.
He needs a goal, a hope to survive.
Dreams are not something that can be imagined by thinking, and naivety cannot help oneself. The only thing he can rely on is himself, but this road is the end of the road, there is no strength, everything is utopian, don't bully the poor is a joke, a proper joke.
The only thing he could hope for was a sudden fall from the sky to restore his cultivation and give him a chance to move forward.
The amazing thing is that this kind of thing really happened, when he was sleeping, there was suddenly an extra strange fruit next to him, and this strange fruit healed the mess of injuries and aftermath in his body, and he was able to cultivate, cultivate again.
Wu Potian was quite pleased, but he soon had to accept a cruel reality, and all the remaining Mystic Power of the Sea God Determination in his body had disappeared. At the beginning, he completely transformed the Long Yuan Decision in his body for the sake of the Seagod Decision, and the dragon bone was also refined, which meant that there was nothing left in his body. He became an ordinary person who needed to be re-cultivated.
His long-term injuries have greatly damaged his foundation, and his talent has been damaged again, which means that neither the Sea God Determination nor the Yi Jin Sutra can be cultivated, and his talent can only cultivate the most ordinary exercises, and all his advantages are gone. It's over, it's really over. His talent is average, he can't practice the best exercises, and he started late, which dooms him to have no great achievements, and his life is over.
If it was Wu Potian two years ago, he would inevitably be crushed by this layer of reality, but now he won't, he accepts it calmly, and it is already a gift from God to him to have the opportunity to become stronger.
He accepts, he faces, his heart has been polished into steel and will not be knocked down by anything again!
Wu Potian started cultivating again, fighting with the fierce beasts in the jungle while cultivating.
A year passed, two years passed, and three years followed.
Wu Potian was twenty-five years old, his muscles had grown back, and he was still a five-star mysticist. Without the supply of resources and excellent talent, he is just an ordinary person, and it is not easy to reach a five-star Xuanshi in three years.
This year, he went out of the mountain, he wanted to go back, not to the imperial city, but to the slums, he wanted to find Xiaoya. He already has cultivation, he already has the ability, he can go to the city to find a job as a martial artist, he can make money to support his family, and he can give Xiaoya a good life.
In the past few years, he has forgotten his former prosperity, and his heart is empty. The only one who left a place in this empty heart was Xiaoya, the stupid girl who was bruised all over her body by him.
All these years, he lived alone, like a wild man on the top of a mountain, living an extremely boring life. He will replay every bit of Xiaoya in his mind every night, only that person is really good to himself, and only she is willing to be good to him unconditionally.
He was reproached and spurred on by his conscience, he hated himself, hated himself for treating her like this, but there was no regret in this world, and time could not be turned back.
He has had enough, he wants to find Xiaoya, to repent, to apologize, he will definitely change his past mistakes and be good to her wholeheartedly. If she could still forgive herself, if she was willing to accept herself, he would be willing to abandon everything, everything......
Wu Potian was quite apprehensive, he actually wanted to come back a long time ago, but he did such a hateful thing to Xiaoya, how could he have the face to come to see her, so he placed his affection on cultivation, cultivating day after day, wanting to forget her in cultivation, and let his guilt fade under the wash of time.
But he had had enough, he couldn't wait any longer, he couldn't run away anymore, he had to face his heart.
He returned to the slums, to his own wooden shed, to the home of the calf and the black basket, his heart tingled, and now he was no longer the unreasonable scum he used to be, he clearly realized that it was his own fault, and his fault caused the misfortune of their family.
In fact, he understood this a long time ago, and it was he who killed them. When he had to feed himself alone, he understood what a slum was like, how difficult it was to survive. It was already quite a difficult thing for the black basket to feed two people, their family was already poor, but the black basket still saved him, paid for him to heal, and gave him a bite to eat. What a great man, what a selfless little man......
They are saving him with their lives, and it has nothing to do with morality, because it transcends morality and is the most dazzling aspect of human nature.
However, he didn't know how to be grateful, and laughed at their fuss and took away the beauty of the calf.
He understood early on that it was his own fault, but in the past he habitually ignored this, ignored his own mistakes, and blamed all the faults on others.
Evasion, that is due to cowardice.