My name is Li Qing, Chen Yangxu didn't call him by his current name before, his name is Li Yu.

We were born on the same day, and I came out first, so I was the older brother of the twins, and he became the younger brother.

When I was a child, Yu was not so cute, always unhappy, I was more mean, I would laugh, I would be stupid, and I was likable, and because my name was Li Qing, like a girl's name, they/they liked to dress me in girls' clothes, dressed up as a girl, my mother also liked to watch, often said, it would be good if you were a girl, I know how to flatter, I am still naïve, I don't understand the meaning of this sentence, after trying to speculate, I think they/they are dissatisfied, if I were a girl, they will be happier.

Gradually, I'm a little vague about gender, I don't know which one I belong to, little boys imitating girls should be considered very cute, I'll use cute behavior to compliment everyone, everyone is happy.

This period of time lasted for a long time, and when I grew up a little, they found out that I was like this, and I shouldn't, and then banned my behavior, I promised them on the surface, but secretly, still imitated girls, I think it's fun, it's become a habit, you let me give up? Why?

The first time I was beaten was not because I was not well-behaved, but because my father, who found out that I was secretly wearing women's clothes, and was smiling knowingly, he beat me and told me to stop this ridiculous behavior.

He's heavy, almost cruel, he wants me to be a masculine boy, I can understand that, I can understand the fickleness of adults, don't I live to please them? I stopped doing it.

I was able to hold back and not hesitate to give up this hobby that could hurt my body.

However, my father did not stop beating me, he started to do it after drinking, my face was often blue and purple, he touched his head and explained to the teacher that this child walked unsteadily and often fell. At that time, the teacher also laughed, and she thought I was so cute that I would fall.

My father's atrocities seemed to have been approved by my teacher, but my mother didn't know about it, and she was on a business trip at that time and didn't care about the situation at home, I was like a caged bird, with nowhere to escape, my wings were cut off, my bones were twisted.

At that time, Yu was also beaten, but he would protect himself, he always faced violence with a calm face, never resisted, maybe it was no fun to beat him, I was cute, so I suffered most of the damage.

The days were long, about half a year, and finally one day, my father did not beat me, not because he was unwilling, but because he was caught, and I thought that there was a hero who did justice for me, but in fact he was accused of stealing.

After my father went in, my mother came back, she was very sad, the burden of life was on her, she was depressed for a while, thinking about jumping off the building, I was afraid that I couldn't tell the difference between the platform and the balcony when I was on a business trip, so I jumped over, and I was very worried.

I want her to be happy, and when I was a kid when I wore women's clothes, she was the happiest, maybe she could.

Sure enough, the mother smiled brightly, swept away all the gloom, her depression gradually improved, maybe she thought that she had gone back to the good old days, and life could be repeated.

Where did life begin to twist? I don't understand, I feel hopeless in life, I feel like I'm not me, I hate all masculine features, and sometimes I even want to swing a knife down, for the sake of not being like my father, for the sake of my poor mother.

Wearing women's clothes makes me feel relaxed, and makes me feel that I have another life, a more beautiful, gorgeous, proud life.

Yu had already taken his mother's surname at this time, and changed his name to a name that had no yin energy, Chen Yangxu, like the rising sun, like sunshine.

Yang Xu hates me very much, he hates me since I was violently treated by my father, he has said more than once that I will die, death is a way to get out, I also want to let Li Qing as a man die, and Li Qing as a girl to live.

Yang Xu wants to be different from me, he has long hair, he insists on drinking milk every day, because he doesn't want to be as short as me, the result of insisting on drinking milk is that he is now much taller than me, and his appearance and personality are completely opposite, even the name has no commonality, he completely got rid of me.

His life was wonderful.

Because he is very handsome, he is very popular in the school (Qingshui County), and there are many girls who like it, I am really happy for him like this, and I also listen to him, don't get close to him, don't talk to him in school, don't bother him.

Originally, if it went on like this, it would be very reasonable for everyone. But things changed, and people with many things went around saying that I was his older brother, that he had a perverted and twisted brother, and then that our common father was a prisoner, and these facts became widely known, and Yang Xu's high school life came to an end.

We transferred schools together, came to Harukawa High School, and quietly came here.

I learned the lessons I had learned from the previous and decided to be cautious in my words and deeds, not to get along with anyone, and to have deep friendships, in order to protect Yang Xu's high school life.

This effect is very good, he seems to have a richer life, and I am relieved, I don't need friends, I just have myself, every weekend, is my happiest time, I can live as a girl's Li Qing.

Things were going to be good, but then things changed, and my hobbies were discovered by my classmates, but luckily she was a secret guy, and I became friends with her.

The time when I had friends, I was very happy, but this happiness was not recognized by Yang Xu, and when I was at home, he rarely spoke to me, but the content was to let me separate the girl immediately.

I agreed without hesitation, and I will satisfy him with whatever Yang Xu wants.

In the last few days, the student contacted me and told me about Yang Xu, and I felt that it was very serious, so I persuaded him, and then reprimanded the bad people who led him crookedly, and as a result, he was beaten.

I really can't interfere with his world, but if it goes on like this, things will be serious, and I hope you can ......

Li Qing finished telling this story, this is the whole picture, the truth that Mo Ming wants to know, the bloody truth, and now he feels that his breathing has been restricted, and his heartbeat is irregular.

Tears appeared in the corners of Qiu Hiako's eyes, and her ability to bear it was not very strong.

After being silent for a long time, Jiang Wentai's phone call asked Qiu Yanzi and Mo Ming to find Chen Yangxu.

"Hinata, you go out first, I'll come later."

Mo Ming patted Qiu Yanzi on the shoulder and asked her to wait outside first, while he had something else to say to Li Qing.

After Qiu Yanzi went out, only Mo Ming was left and Li Qing was left, lonely men and widows were in the same room, but Mo Ming had no crooked thoughts in his heart.