Listening to her words, feeling her delicate body constantly trembling on me, I don't know what it feels like in my heart, I only know that I can no longer have a trace of hatred for her now.

I still remember how Sun Xiaoxiao's face was flat and what he said to me.

"This is the last time I shed tears for your so-called courage, I dumped you, **. Get out of me!"

I remember touching my broken heart, biting my lip so hard that blood trickled down my cheek.

I still remember the blood in my mouth, Sun Xiaoxiao, I really love you, you know!

I remember howling almost heartbreakingly.

"Love me?"

All I remember was that my eyes were full of pleading, and her eyes were full of coldness, which made me shiver.

"It's only three years since you can buy a Gucci satchel, what qualifications do you have to say you love me, you say!"

"Get out of here!"

I can still remember the indifference vividly.

That indifference without temperature!

I remember spitting out a mouthful of blood and chanting her name.

I remember how I squatted on the ground weakly, tugging at her trouser legs and begging her not to leave me.

I remember how lowly I was, but she kicked me away in disgust, get out!

Her words, her movements, now look back like a sharp knife, slashing at my heart.

It makes my heart ache faintly now.

"What can you give me?"

"If you can't give me anything, then you can get out!"

"Then with your so-called love, get out!"

I now know that the person who wants to leave can never be retained.

How absurd.

Everything is so vulnerable.

Love is sometimes so fragile and illusory.

For some reason, when I was with this woman, it always reminded me of those memories that still make my heart ache when I think about it.

I opened my mouth to say something, but it was only equivalent to a whisper in my ear, so slight, so weak and inaudible: "Even if he doesn't love you, he shouldn't hurt you like this, hurt a person like you, for him, you have suffered for so many years, let her pass......"

She looked at me with teary eyes, and the sadness in her eyes was still so clear.

"Don't be sad anymore, everything has become an irreparable past, don't continue to torture yourself like this for unworthy people, what you can do now is to find yourself again and reincarnate...... You can choose to start your life all over again, and I believe that God will never bear to let you suffer again. ”

She nodded lightly and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "You're right, should I just go to reincarnation?" Do you know how long it takes to be reincarnated to become an adult? I can't wait, Abin......"

Yes?

Does she want to free herself?

Thinking of what she said to me before, how can a person with such a sad past give up on himself like this and give up on his future?

Thinking of someone like her, she is obviously a person who deserves a better future!

I grabbed her by the shoulders and forced her to look me in the eye, and I was just trying to persuade her.

She gently pulled my hand away and smiled, and it was beautiful, beautiful......

"You're right, it's really comfortable to say all the words of your own psychology, release the pain accumulated in my heart, and make my strength stronger than before."

I looked at her, a little confused.

"By the way, Abin, I have to say that your body is really perfect......"

At this time, I was really stunned, I didn't know why her words suddenly changed.

I looked at her suspiciously, and at first I felt that something was wrong.

"Because of your body, I don't have to be a compromised woman anymore, didn't you say that you are willing to help me, then give me this body."

She had been in a state of grief suddenly changed, the sadness in her black eyes was swept away at once, and the tears that flowed in her big watery eyes were no longer tears, but cold enough to freeze all my blood......

That sudden change made my mind unable to keep up with the rhythm for a while, so I watched her every move blankly, and only one sentence kept echoing in my empty mind:

Why, tell me why!!

But this woman didn't care about any of my thoughts and emotions spreading on her face, it was a kind of coldness, a kind of despair that wanted to help you out of the predicament wholeheartedly, and was stabbed in the heart......

No matter how I reacted, a cold glint flashed in her eyes, and in an instant she turned back into the extremely resentful demon who had killed thousands of innocent passers-by.

This change is too fast, as if she was not the one who was crying in my arms just now, crying about her misery......

In my stunned vision, her beautiful body disappeared like lightning, and the black aura that should have been completely purified by me before slowly spread around her like billowing smoke, turning into a huge black vortex, enveloping me beside me.

The change was so fast that my body couldn't keep up with the speed of my thoughts, and it didn't have time to listen to me.

My mind was still stuck in her previous story, and I didn't have a chance to resist at all, and my body was completely devoured.

Moreover, now I am just a clone of obsessions, or a clone of obsessions that have been exhausted, that is to say, I have completely lost the capital and ability to fight against her.

Now that I'm in a complete desperate situation, my obsession has been trapped by her, and I can't go back to my body.

In other words, my life is now firmly in her hands, and I have become her prey at any time.

And if I'm not careful, I'll be doomed!

I looked at her with all sorts of emotions in my eyes, and they were so intertwined that I was a little dizzy.

"You're so stupid, you're really easy to deceive, you've been impressed by me so easily, it seems that my charm is really not small."

I felt the world spinning, because there was a strong suction force coming from all directions, and the obsession I existed in her consciousness slowly drifted towards her obsession under the effect of this suction force.

I knew that I had fallen for her again, and I really had mixed feelings at this time.

I treat everyone with my sincerity, so sincere that I almost take out my heart and send it in front of them.

What did you get in exchange for?

My past keeps flashing before my eyes:

A heart full of true love, but in exchange for Sun Xiaoxiao's betrayal and ruthless hurt.

A heart full of care, but in exchange for the scars left after escaping from Jie'er's hands.

A heart full of compassion, but in exchange for the control of his body, is about to leave him.

Is my sincerity really that cheap?

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and I looked at everything in front of me with teary eyes.

Don't you think you're really despicable when you deceive me like this......