In a blink of an eye, I saw that I had written 300,000 words, and I felt a sense of embarrassment that I had not seen for a long time. Writing novels www.biquge.info originally a spur of the moment, I used to love writing novels when I was in high school, but at that time, the teacher didn't let you write, and he would force you to write some meaningless argumentative essays. However, at that time, the school had an experimental class, which also gave me a chance to write a novel.

The novel I'm talking about is not this kind of web novel, but a story of about 1,000 words on the composition paper, and I remember that I wrote a "human trafficker death" and "a dark life" at that time. Both novels reflect the darker side of society to a certain extent, and use emotional entanglements to deepen the reader's sense of identity. This type of novel, at that time, no one in my class really wrote like this. I want to express some of my thoughts through novels, which is why I write novels.

However, after starting to write online novels, I will slowly find that enthusiasm alone is not enough, and I wanted to write what I conceived at that time, and I wrote 100,000 or 200,000 words. Eventually, the enthusiasm fades.

I've seen a lot of authors say that as long as their work is read, they will keep writing.

I don't believe that, and I don't believe they can do it.

A little coffee like me, I always think about whether to give up when I write, forget it, don't write...... And so on. Writing a novel is very time-consuming, I have to think about the plot, how to describe it, sometimes I can think about a scene for ten minutes, and this kind of thing is often happening.

The original idea was naïve, that is, I wanted someone to watch it, that I wanted to have a work that I could say to others and be recognized. However, when I write, I feel that I am on a single machine, and my grades cannot go up, and not many people look at it, so it is easy for negativity to come up.

I don't know how long I can write, how long I can last, I can't guarantee it, and I don't dare to be stupid enough to say anything like that, as long as someone looks at me, I'll go even further. Writing novels is my hobby, but I can't devote my time to it. Maybe I'll make it for a month, or maybe longer, but I can try to guarantee that even if I give up, I'll finish the novel, but the update is not guaranteed. At least, I was writing novels purely for myself.