Chapter 206: I want to go back to the past

Loyer's tone was natural: "This is also expected, and they didn't care about the tram tunnel collapse." The pen &www.biquge.info amp; fun & pavilion auction is about to begin, and the mental strength and manpower cannot be distracted, not to mention that more is better than less. ”

"Hmm." Bai Yu was sleeping in an improper position, and his clothes were strangled to his neck. He straightened his collar, but was surprised to find a question: "Royle, where's my pendant?" ”

Luo Yier was stunned for a moment, thinking that Bai Yu's pendant and her own pendant had both exploded in the thousand-year-old ice prison, conjuring up white light, and now they should have been formless, turning into dust between heaven and earth. Loyer knew that she and Bai Yu would survive, thanks to the protection of Bai Yu's deceased parents, and the pendant they left behind emitted a strong white light, before they rescued Bai Yu and herself from the ice.

Loyle is reluctant to say too much, and the more she talks, the easier it is to debunk her lies. She said: "The jade pendant has the ability to eliminate disasters for others, and when the jade wearer has bad luck, the jade pendant will be broken in half to offset the disasters that people deserve." Our pendants are gone, perhaps because they helped us endure the disaster in the subway and get our lives back, but they are gone forever. ”

"After all, that's the only thing my parents left me." Bai Yu said. The Jesus pendant has been with him since he was sensible. Whenever he missed his father and mother, he would look at the pendant in a daze.

Although before entering the no-man's land, the pendant had never appeared in front of him in any way, such as emitting a faint blue light. But whenever Bai Yu saw the tortured Jesus crucified, he exhorted himself: Bitterness comes willingly.

Bai Yu was a little uncomfortable, his neck was empty, there was a feeling missing, and his heart was a little empty.

Loyle said: "It's okay, everything is just external things, you are the only one left by your parents." Besides, it's good that you have me, and I will never leave you. Because she wanted to confirm what she said, Loyer hugged Bai Yu tighter.

I will never leave you—what a heavy word, breaking the last loose string in Bai Yu's heart.

Bai Yu blocked his ears and whispered, "Please shut up." "He's having a mess of his mind right now, and he needs to brush his mind.

Won't it leave me? Can I still believe such an oath? I once said that no matter where I go, I will go back, back to the school I used to be, to the world outside no man's land. I kept it a secret, I used to be so confident that I could escape from here and return to Ruolin.

Ruolin, have I ever promised you that no matter where I go, I will definitely go back to you and stay by your side.

However, reality destroyed my delusions again and again. Can I still firmly say that I will definitely come back to you? Ruolin, why didn't you answer my call, have you already given up on me? I want to contact you and tell you, don't wait for me, I can't go back!

I can't go back, I can't go back to the world outside no man's land, I can't go back to a peaceful and mediocre life, I am bound by the power of no man's land, and I am tainted by the rules of the jungle. I'm living out there, and it's not real anymore; I'm alive here, I'm dying, and even death is sudden and false.

Fate seized me, it tricked me, and pinned my insignificant ant to the map of no man's land with a pushpin, even if I was useless and could not decide the pattern of the world, just an ant that anyone could pinch to death.

I am dispensable, but I can't escape the joke of fate. Everywhere I am, the world's contribution and misfortune are the same, but I can't go wherever I want. This is fate, and the people you meet can only complain about their bad luck. In Western mythology, Jesus is the Lord of all things, but wasn't he also killed by fate, stabbed to death on the cross by the spear of Longinus?

I can't go back, I can't go back to you...... Ruolin. I understood before I died, because I didn't think of your appearance before I died. I didn't think of anyone, there is nothing in the world worth thinking about. Do I like Lin Rao, who is as cold and cold as a queen? I was desperate for her life, and I was devastated by her indifference.

What do I like about her? I don't know, but I didn't think of her before I died.

I don't like her, I'm just looking for a replacement, looking for a replacement for love. Men are not sad because they are out of love, they are only distressed because they can't find a more suitable replacement. The man wants to persuade his ex-girlfriend to turn back, with a vow, with more perfect conditions, with a compromise that keeps making concessions, just to let the position of the heart not be vacant.

I doubt the sincerity of Yu Tianliu's love, he can jump from the top floor of the Blue Sky Hotel for a woman and give up everything. But is he really for love? After being rejected, abandoned, and humiliated, does he really still love her? I don't believe it! I firmly believe that there is just no better replacement for him.

Even if Yu Tianliu reconciles with the lost woman, she is no longer her, time makes the beautiful stop in the past, and makes the familiar become strange. Perhaps, Yu Tianliu just wanted to get a body with the same appearance to fill the emptiness in his heart.

Whether he has given up love in his heart, if he loves again, he just wants to use memory to perfunctory himself.

Bai Yu held Royer's hand holding him and said, "Loyer, I know how good you are to me. We are in such a dangerous situation that it is absolutely impossible for us to escape unscathed because of good luck. You don't say it, but I can know how much suffering you have experienced, and the price of your life will never be easy. I am so grateful to you, you have been so kind to me, and I will definitely repay the life you gave me. But I'm sorry ......"

When did you lose faith in love? So desperate! Loyer stopped Bai Yu from continuing.

She said, "But what? Don't say it, if you think you want to say it, I will understand. It's too tiring to say it, it's too high-sounding. ”

She understood Bai Yu's thoughts, and Bai Yu's next thing to say was: I'm sorry, I have someone I like, we can't. I'm not stupid, I know what you want. I'm a little selfish, so I don't want to say it explicitly, I want you to continue to be nice to me. I thought we could always get along like good friends, but I was too naïve, you were too kind to me, I was afraid that I would fail you, and I couldn't be responsible for you.

Royle looked at Bai Yu's embarrassed figure, he was like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for his answer in horror. She said, "Do you think in order to deceive me, or to deceive yourself?" You used to have someone you liked, but now what? Make a promise, I will forget what you said today, and please talk to me without any worries, don't hide yourself, no one can understand you better than me. ”