Chapter 55: Don't Push Me (Ask for Support)

I can't help but say that what has appeared around me in the past few months has been challenging my psychological endurance that has tended to the general situation in the past 20 years or so. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Even in the past few months, although I had been prepared, my heart was still full of fear when I first entered the tomb. When you see a large person, you still stubbornly stare at it even though you know that it won't move; When I saw the tapir, I was afraid that I would be thrown on the stone wall again and again; When I saw Candle Jiuyin, my heart was filled with awe, so much so that I stood still and watched the people around me protect me, because I was injured, and even because I died......

I never expected it, but it happened to me.

Every time I encounter danger, I always pray that it is something I imagined, but the sudden death of the third uncle makes me have to wake up, it is my relatives, people who treat me as a son, how can I be indifferent to watch him die like this, I want revenge, I want to fulfill his wish, I want to grow into what he hoped to die.

Originally, I thought that I would not be afraid of all the weird and scary things, but now it doesn't seem to be what I thought.

All of these ideas came from the man-eating flower in front of me.

Standing, man-eating flowers with human heads hanging from them.

A frightening, delicate man-eating flower.

A piranha flower that blooms bright red.

That's right, it stood by roots, countless thick rhizomes standing straight up from the soil, some of them inserted into the ground, and they were joined together one by one, although it was only a little more than a meter high, it was like a powerful, newborn predator.

It's just because it's full of human heads.

A human head without eyes, hollow, white, and hairy.

There are hundreds of them, and they are all over the place. Bright red flowers, black hair, gray skulls and the crisp green foliage of the distance make up the colors of nature, colorful and violet.

But it's terrifying, it smacks of death.

Seeing such a scene, my constantly beating heart walked wildly in my chest, but I didn't plan to stop, until the third fat man pinched me hard I didn't come back to my senses, he said with a worried look on his face: "What's wrong with you, big pillar?" Just now, I just said nonsense, don't scare people, I can't stand the fright, don't scare me at that time, it's not the external reason but you He Beichen, so it's a little too much to say......"

The three fat men were genuinely worried about me, and even after I came to my senses, he still squeezed my wrist tightly, which was an aggressive contact, but also a protective physical contact, which could remind me at the first moment I fell into self-fantasy and help me get out of my imagination.

I let the three fat men hold my wrists and hold them in place for a few minutes, and only when I was sure that I had calmed down did I let the three fat men relax their strength. I swallowed two mouthfuls of saliva, but my throat and mouth were dry, but my throat hurt, Wu Ming saw my movements, took out unopened pure water from my backpack and handed it to me.

I said "thank you" and took the water and drank it down.

It wasn't until I was completely relaxed that Wu Ming looked at me stunned and asked, "He Beichen, what did you just see, or what did you just think of?" ”

Sure enough, with the illusion I had just now, Wu Ming had already seen the reason behind my trance. Originally, my plan was that I wouldn't say anything if they didn't ask me, which wasn't a good thing, and it would cause them trouble if they said it. We all went in together from the tomb of Song Sleeve, and the people who came out together can be regarded as a lifelong friendship, I don't want any of them to die tragically on this cannibal flower, as for myself, I can't die.

This is like the serial dream I had in the tomb of Song Sleeve, in which everyone would have to be themselves, turn against each other, kill each other, and finally die meaninglessly.

I was extremely reluctant to tell what I had just seen, but Wu Ming noticed it, and he asked me.

"That's it...... That's what I see...... Seeing that the four of us, like these bones, all died in the devouring of the cannibal flower. We struggled, we resisted, but we didn't escape...... "I closed my eyes before I finished speaking, I felt that the image was real, the pain was something I had really experienced, the endless darkness had been flooding me, I couldn't get out but I desperately wanted to see the light, even the faint light of a candle.

But when Wu Ming walked towards me, who was overwhelmed by the darkness, with the candle in hand, I flinched. My body on one side told me to go out, Wu Ming had already come to me, I should follow him to find the light, just like the second uncle and the third uncle shrunk hope, don't stay in the silent darkness all the time. But my other body is against it, I am only twenty years old and should not carry the entire He family, I should not be involved in this smokeless battle, I can escape, no one will blame me, no one will be sorry for me, I just need to be the owner of Beichen Xuan to be the owner of my antique shop, I can escape everything......

But Wu Ming didn't follow my wishes, he found me with a faint candle that was about to go out, and asked, "He Beichen, what did you see just now?" “

All I saw was death.

Feared, feared, has happened, death.

In an instant, I wanted to extinguish the candle in Wu Ming's hand, but the appearance of the third uncle was between me and the candle, he just looked at me quietly, without speaking or expression, just looking at me.

But I know he's watching my choice.

And I never had the courage to choose which path he wanted.

I've been a person since I was a kid who was afraid to make a choice, and making a choice meant that my original life would change, it would no longer be static, and there would be new things, strange things coming in, which would catch me off guard and get dizzy, so I didn't like it, so I was afraid.

I didn't even dare to look into the eyes of any of the three fat men, although there was worry and concern in it, but it also contained questions and speculation.

I was afraid that my friends would look at me like that.

"You haven't come out of the sudden disappearance of your second uncle and the unexpected death of your third uncle, have you? All your expressions, movements, and appearances these days are pretending, right? "But someone didn't understand me, he had to tear open my wounds and see the innermost bloody place deeply.

All of a sudden, I became impatient, and none of them understood me. When Wu Ming said these words, the little brother in black stood behind Wu Ming with a calm face. The third fat man couldn't believe it, he had been with me for two months, and he was the one who watched me recover little by little, but now Wu Ming told him that I was pretending to look like me, and he gave up his own affairs for two months to take care of me, but it was fruitless.

I thought the three fat men would yell at me, scolding me for being a turtle grandson as usual. But now he had a worried look in his eyes, nothing, and even spoke to me cautiously, and relaxed his tone: "Big pillar, what the little brother said is true, right?" You've been faking all the happiness these days, aren't you? ”

This is obviously not the fault of the three fat men, why did he look at me with that apologetic gaze, did he think that I hadn't come out because he didn't take good care of me? But it is clear that I lied to him, and the illusion that I recovered was also imposed on him by me, why didn't he get angry? Why does he care about me?

So whose fault is it?

Originally, I disguised the secret buried in my heart, why did Wu Ming want to debunk it? Why did he say it?

It's his fault, it's Wu Ming's fault.

"What do you know, you can't understand that feeling at all, my second uncle disappeared because of me, and only when he disappeared can I inherit the He family in a dignified manner. My third uncle didn't die accidentally, he chose to die because he protected me, just because he wanted to send me out of the tomb of Song Sleeve safely, I killed him, I killed my second uncle who couldn't go back to his home, I am a murderer, I am a murderer, I am the real culprit, you won't understand ...... at all"

Seeing Wu Ming's outstretched left hand, I dodged and dodged, I didn't need his sympathy, I didn't need his help.

But Wu Ming's eyes were also full of worry.

What's going on?

I was impatient to clear up with them, and my words became more intense: "Wu Ming, didn't you ask me what I saw just now?" Then let me tell you, I saw death, I saw that all the people related to me were dying, you, the little brother in black, the three fat men, and many, many descendants, you and we all died because of contact with me, I am unlucky, don't get close to me, don't contact me. You should remember the serial dream I had in the tomb of Song Sleeve, everything I saw in the dream finally came true, and this time it was the same, you will die on the cannibal flower.

Yes, all my reactions in the past few days are pretended, I can't face the death of the third uncle, and I can't face you either, I see the cannibal flower, and I also see your death......"

"Wu Ming, don't force me, I can't get out."

"Don't push me."

After yelling at Wu Ming, my heart was not necessarily much calmer, on the contrary, it was even more chaotic, and then it should have been the three of them who rushed up and beat me violently, whether I deceived them or I said these words to them, they should have the mentality of beating me sober.

I watched Wu Ming walk towards me fixedly, is he coming to wake me up?

One step, two steps, slowly getting closer, I smiled and waited, but he walked directly around me and walked towards the man-eater.

"He Beichen, is that what you said? But I'm not dead, and your dreams aren't necessarily true. ”