Chapter 30: Gloomy Soul Lock

Emei, Wuling Peak, Moon Side Palace, the residence of Yu Moling. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Hongchen Jinxiu walked slowly, and saw Mo Ling standing alone on the cliff, looking up at the full moon of Zishi. Winter has just passed, and the warm breeze of spring blows gently, driving the tail of the skirt to flutter. In the moonlight, the branches of the tree sprout new shoots.

Jinxiu and Mo Ling stood together and said: "The young master just fell asleep, and he drank a lot of wine at night, and today it stimulated him a lot, and we don't know what to do?" On the one hand, it is family affection, and on the other hand, it is friendship, but it is different from a lifelong Taoist couple. ”

Mo Ling's voice was calm, but tears rolled down, and she forcibly said, "Sister Xiu'er, do you think I still have hope?" Mo Ling is about to lose her way. The way of thoughtlessness is just the way of the mind without distractions, not the way of ruthlessness. ”

Jinxiu said helplessly: "I can't see the future clearly, I can calculate everyone, but I can't count myself." Those reputations are not to be fought for, the ancestors like to arrange how they go, I just want to be a famous maid. ”

Mo Ling said: "I know that the young master is very bitter, and he only has the only dark spirit path. He just wants to be specialized, but he is affected by external objects, and maybe getting drunk is the best relief. But I can't see the way forward. ”

"I still remember when I was in the Star Palace Ceremony, I knew my fate when I was interrogated by the young master and was interrogated by them. Originally, after the three sins were resolved, I could be freed, but the young master saved me back. I didn't have too many extravagant hopes, but on that day, the ancestral shrine of the Mountain Moon Planet knew that I was the descendant of the blood family, and I rekindled hope. But the reality has suppressed me again, and a lost lineage will not be recognized by all the ancestors. Looking at those newcomers, the gap between me and them is too big, and I am not better than them in cultivation, and I am really worried that I will not be able to go on. ”

"Entering this time and space, my first thought is to find the young master as soon as possible. But I can't find out, I can only perceive Sister Xiu'er's location through the way of thoughtlessness, because I know that other people can not be by the young master's side, and Sister Xiu'er must be there. After I came, the young master still treated me as before, and I knew that he still only regarded me as a sister. It's always been my unrequited love, the young master has no feelings for me, it's okay, I can wait by his side forever. ”

"It's a pity that it backfired, the ancestors pushed the newcomers one by one, the young master couldn't refuse, and Sister Xiu'er couldn't refuse. Mo Ling felt very sad, I didn't even have the qualifications to be a maid by the young master's side, I just wanted to be a subordinate. When the wedding comes, in what capacity should I be by the young master's side? On the ancient ship, you can take the side of the disciples of the academy and not walk away; At this time, you can pretend to learn art from Sister Xiu'er, and you can't leave. But when that day comes, what identity can I use to find a reasonable reason! ”

Jinxiu wiped away the tears from the corners of Mo Ling's eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Silly girl, you can have more futures to choose from, why bother yourself so much?" I once heard Mei'er say that you like the young master, but at that time you just liked it very simply, and you watched it from a distance, and he didn't know what you looked like, he just heard your name. Such an emotion makes him feel so much for you? ”

Jinxiu recalled: "I like the young master, many people know this. But I don't want to compete with others for favor, I just want to be quietly by his side, relieve his worries and solve his problems. ”

"I'll never forget the scene when he came to the ancient ship. Standing in front of the gate, my trembling hands touched the name on the ground, which I engraved with my own hand, called 'Red Dust Splendor'. Many people have seen it, but no one knows why I engraved my name directly. He is the only one who is scolding me in a hoarse voice, how can Hongchen's surname be engraved on the ground with such a profound finger power and trampled on by all the clansmen of the Heavenly Tears Continent? It wasn't an insult to him, it was an insult to all the people in the bloodline family. ”

"When I wrote that name, I blamed myself and felt inferior, I thought I was the great sinner of the ancient ship, and I was a little relieved only by letting my own people keep scolding me. But he said, "It's not trampling on myself, it's trampling on all the people." His expression at that time was so hoarse, I could really see clearly, he was crying outside the door, and I was crying silently inside the door. ”

"You know what? At that time, the gate of the ancient ship could only be opened during the dark period, and I set it up with my own hands. I swore in my heart that if he could push open that door, I would be his servant for the rest of my life. How small such an extravagant hope is, with their strength, how can it be opened. But a miracle happened, he and the princess pushed open at the same time, and told us in the door that he was back. When I opened the door, not only did I cry, but also Sister Jing, what kind of obsession did he come to the danger in person. ”

"Knowing that there was a huge danger to his life in fusing the soul of the ancestor, he just looked at me and Sister Ying, and he fused without hesitation. You also know that with the character of the young master, everything will be analyzed clearly, and he will not take risks easily. That time, he didn't analyze it, but just whispered to me, is it that after he fuses the soul of the ancestor, the name left in front of my door can be erased? ”

"I didn't answer, I really can't answer. Under this answer, which did not reply, he still went to fuse. At that time, the situation could be said to be nine deaths, and even my mother-in-law and I were about to despair, but fortunately, he came back to life. The smooth maintenance of the ancient ship just told us that if we want to open the ancient ship smoothly, we must let me wipe the name in front of the door with my own hands. He said at the time that the ancient ship was opened for our sisters, and if the name of that place was not erased, he would stay with us on the ancient ship and would not leave us until we figured it out. ”

Mo Ling wiped the tears from the corners of Jinxiu's eyes, and listened to her again: "In order to restore our dignity, he accompanied us, and under his supervision, I wiped the name of that place." Then he told me that the ancestor of the family had set a family affair for him, but he didn't care so much, because he had no feelings, and he was just acting on the spot. His heart, his love, all told me without leaving any trace, just to ease my heart. ”

"Everything is clear to me, that is, I hope I don't sink too deeply, that is not beneficial to the Tao. But I was still so unable to extricate myself from it, and he understood me, but just tolerated me. That day, in front of everyone, he said that I was his sweetheart, and I was really happy. But after he said it, what happened today made him embarrassed, and he just kept saying that he was not strong enough to defend me. ”

"He didn't do any other analysis now, and he devoted himself to cultivation, because of his specialization, his cultivation speed was surprisingly fast. The reason for the speed is that he just wants to take me to seclusion after he becomes stronger. But how can I be so selfish, after all, the young master is the ruler of the family, I don't want to be a sinner in the family, and I don't want to lose all the family affection around me. I can understand what my mother-in-law said, Sister Ying has been waiting for him, how can I accompany him to seclusion? ”

"Mo Ling, you said you were about to lose your go, but please tell me, how should I go down? If you can't figure out a way, just keep going! We can't stop on the road, as long as he wants to do something, we will accompany him to do it. For the rest, it's up to God to arrange it! Wait for a wedge! There are too many people staring at this place now, and if you want to take a step closer, you will destroy your mindless Dao mind. Everything follows fate, follows your heart, and follows your path. I told you that day, since you have chosen this path, you must go on with determination. Even if you don't succeed in cultivating, you will die, and you will have no regrets! ”

Jinxiu is gone, Mo Ling is still standing there, gloomy soul, facing the breeze, the corners of her skirt flying......

When he returned to the Moon Viewing Temple, he found that Drifting Lu was not there, and his spiritual power probed, but he saw that he was not sleeping and was sitting alone in the Moon Viewing Pavilion.

Approaching slowly, Piao Yilu smiled bitterly: "Comfort Mo Ling?" Her heart has distracting thoughts, and her heart is unstable. Xiu'er, my heart really can't accommodate so many people, and I'm trying my best to make you have a name. But those old guys, what kind of bloodline and multi-Taoist theory, isn't it causing trouble for me? Don't they know that I've always wanted to put you and the Wattles on the throne? This is completely inconsistent with my Dao, and if I promise it, won't they be afraid that my Dao heart will be broken? ”

Jinxiu was stunned, hurriedly ran over and hugged Piao Yilu's head, and cried: "Young master, don't think about it, Xiu'er doesn't want any reputation, she just wants to stay by your side and be an eternal maid." Before the opening of the ancient ship that day, what did I tell you, I once swore that I would only be your maid for life, and the rest of the embroidery did not promise you. ”

Piao Yilu sighed: "Xiu'er, you are my person, I only care about you, I don't care what others think." I regret that I didn't bring the Wattle with me, remember the day before the ancient ship opened? How did I promise you, I said at that time that I would always guard you and would not make you feel inferior and sad again. Yes, now that you're only halfway done, you're no longer inferior, but you're still so sad. You know, on the day we left, I didn't take the Wattle with me, so she hid in the Dark Temple and cried. But I have no choice, the ancient ship must definitely leave someone I can rest assured of at home, so that we can have a stable home waiting outside, and there is hope. My heart is really uncomfortable, you are comforting Mo Ling, why are you not comforting yourself, you are finding a reason for yourself to get rid of your sadness. ”

In the story of Piao Yi Lu and Jinxiu hugging their heads, a lonely figure in the distance looked at her for a long time, she did not look back, nor did she move forward, just stood quietly in the distance and watched. I didn't dare to approach, and I didn't want to flee, because it was Mei'er.