I don't know if it's a new home, but at least I don't have to be beaten and scolded every day, let alone grovel. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I always feel that I am not the kind of miserable Ai Ai likes a person who hides in a corner and pities himself, I am not so pretentious, sometimes a little thing will be satisfied, let me smile. Now that I have received Master's favor, I am naturally willing to give everything for them, but they don't ask me to do anything for them.

Master Ling told me that the so-called life master means to control one's life, which is very much in line with my pursuit of controlling one's own destiny, and at the same time, I will go beyond the scope of self-protection to control the fate of others. Use the balance between yin and yang to achieve your own needs, and use that balance to control others. And that kind of balance often requires a vessel or a carrier, and the life master is to cultivate himself into a so-called carrier. And a person with a yin and yang body like me is undoubtedly the best material to become a life master.

Master Ling said that there are a total of nine realms of life masters, stable life master, solid life master, life keeper master, life extension master, life deterrent master, life crossing master, life holder, life management master, and life control master. Each realm is divided into the beginning, middle, and end realms.

Master Ling once asked Master Qiu to cure my muteness, but Master Qiu shook his head and said nothing, and even I didn't understand Master Qiu's exact purpose.

I get up at 5 o'clock every morning, first run, then eat, and then do various exercises according to Master Ling's requirements. The morning was over, and after lunch I went out to pick up some scrap to sell so that I wouldn't starve to death. It's easy, although the factory is remote, but there is still a branch of a junior college to the west, and there are a lot of students, and having students means that there will be a lot of plastic bottles, at that time each bottle was seven cents, and I almost picked up more than a hundred a day. In that way, seven yuan a day and two yuan to buy rice, one yuan to buy pickles and four yuan to spare, at least life is a little richer. The rest of the time was to start learning from Master Qiu about his medical skills and cultural knowledge and mathematics, and after dinner, he began to practice again, and it was worth going to bed at ten o'clock in the evening.

I was amazed to find that since I practiced the kind of exercises given by the master to absorb qi for oneself and sort out yin and yang, the whole person has become much more energetic. Even if he sometimes slept later until the next morning, he wouldn't be very tired, and the exercise was called Hundred Years Old Yangyang, which, according to the Master, was the highest secret book that his organization once had. No one has been able to cultivate it for many years. The reason is not only that the yin and yang bodies are difficult to find, there is no one in ten thousand, and children can always be found, but children are treasures in every family, and which parent is willing to let their children practice this thing? What's more, the more supreme things are, the more difficult they are, this hundred-year-old yin and yang is, Master Qiu said that this set of exercises is very painful and dangerous, and a bad one is to go crazy, so when Master Ling asked him to take it out, he was also a little reluctant.

Master Qiu was in charge of the materials in the organization he used to be, so when he left the organization, the hundred-year-old yin and yang were naturally on him, and even all the important books in the organization were here, maybe his departure would cause a lot of losses to that organization!

But until now, I don't know what exactly that organization of the two masters is.

Every Saturday she would come here to see me and sit with me by the wall and talk about trivial things. But I listened so devotedly, she was the one who told it, and I was the one who listened. She always confides in me about her campus anecdotes, studies and life troubles, maybe because I can't speak, so she thinks that after she tells her secrets, she won't be spread! What's more, a mute-like being is a good person to talk to, isn't it?

"My mom always asks me to learn this and that, I'm so tired! Everyone else can play it, but I can't! ”

"In the class, they were beaten up for their self-study class speech, just because I was the class leader and they all said that I did it, do you say that you are angry?"

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Two years later, I was ten and she was nine. It's just that after this day, maybe I really won't be able to hear about her life again.

It was her summer vacation, and I was practicing in the factory when I heard her shouting outside: "Where are you?" I'm Chu Xu! ”

I ran out and saw her and my heart tightened. Although she was usually unhappy, she was never so low, and she began to cry when she saw me.

I was overwhelmed to see her crying, but I didn't know how to keep her from crying.

"You know what? My grandma is gone, and she loves me the most. ”

I didn't know what was going on at the time, so I couldn't help but start wiping her tears, and I didn't know why I was very sad to see her cry like this.

A few days later, she came to me again.

"I'm here to say goodbye."

I was stunned for a long time, saying goodbye? Is she leaving? My heart suddenly emptied, as if something had passed away, and I couldn't stop lingering in my chest, which was very uncomfortable.

"I used to live here because my grandmother was here, so my mom and dad had to take care of her, so they had to stay first. But now that grandma is gone, I'm moving too! ”

"Will you remember me?" Asked me with teary eyes.

I nodded subconsciously, but my head was full of the words she was leaving.

"This letter is a memento for you, don't forget me! Here is my address, you can write to me later, can you come to me if you have the chance? ”

I took the letter tremblingly, but it seemed to feel so heavy, like a boulder, unable to hold it, unable to lift it steadily.

"I'll go first, you must not forget to write to me!"

She turned and left.

I looked at her back, and my heart was like a knife. She would look at me every step I took, just as I would always look at her.

It's just that the front is clearly a fork in the road, and every time she walks here, she has to turn a corner.

I ran over like crazy and grabbed her arm, "Chu Xu, don't forget me!" ”

She looked at me with a hint of surprise in her eyes. I can even speak.

It's just that I can't care about the question of whether to speak or not now, and my heart is full of the parting grief that she is leaving.

No wonder the weather is so bad today, it turns out that it is because he knows that I have a parting here and then creates an atmosphere for me.

It's just that now it's already starting to rain lightly, I naturally don't care, after all, the most I have eaten for so many years is bitterness, not to mention that rain is hail, I have also begged outside, what is it.

It's just that I'm not afraid of Chu Xue Rong but I can't, she is a delicate and weak girl, so naturally she can't stand the rain, but if she leaves, I'm afraid that she will really not be able to see her.

"Chu Xu, my name is Mo Lian, do you remember?"

This time it was her turn to nod and watch me speak.

"If there is anything in the future, you can also write to me, okay?"

"Will you come back to see me in the future?"

"If you don't come, then ...... Shall I go and see you? ”

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I almost wanted to make up for all the words I hadn't said in the past few years, but the rain began to fall heavily.

She had to go, I sent her out of the corner, watching her back disappear into a dot in the rain and finally disappearing, there was really something missing in my heart, empty, unsettled.

Will she really come back? Would she be willing to let me see her?

But even though I'm no longer a beggar, I'm just a garbage picker, and I'm very different from her. How could there still be an intersection.

Maybe now we are all young, we all have an innocence, a little kindness, no distinction between beauty and ugliness, good and evil, rich and poor, but what about the future?

Maybe I can become a master of life in the future, but can a master really get along well with ordinary people? At least in terms of the dangerous profession of a life master, it is indeed not suitable for having friends.

Master Ling was excited for a long time after knowing that I could speak, and he blamed Master Qiu, who had a calm face, for not curing his dumbness in advance. Master Qiu finally told me why he refused to heal me back then.

"The little mute is not mute, just autism, this disease is a psychological disease, even if the external counseling finally makes him speak, but his heart will be low, immersed in the shadow of the past. Many people don't know this, but we can clearly perceive it, so we can only wait for him to be stimulated or his heart knot opens up and speaks to himself. ”

The two masters didn't know my name, and they didn't bother to name me, so they both ended up calling me Little Dumb. If outsiders call it, it is nothing more than sarcasm and insult in my ears, but for some reason, I listen so kindly to the mouths of the two masters.

It's just that Chu Yu's departure really made me depressed for many days, and it didn't get better until I really received the first letter after her departure.

She moved to Shanghai, and she wrote on the envelope that the address was outside the factory gate, which meant that the postman would put the letter directly under the outer wall of the door, which was also my agreement with her.

Every day after she left, I searched under the wall, and it was only today that I found the letter I had been waiting for.

The content in her heart is nothing more than the appearance of her new home, but in the end, she said that although the new home is very large, there is no longer you here. My nose was sour when I read it, and it turned out that she would miss me too.

This was the purest and simplest friendship I had when I was ten years old, and there was only a sincere story, although there were no storms and waves in the future, but it was calm and nostalgic.

I admit that my experience has made me far more mature than hers, and I have long seen the unworthiness and corruption of the world, but there is no doubt that she is the only point of light in that darkness. It's small, but it's clear at a glance.

She, Master Ling, and Master Qiu, made up all the warmth of my childhood and became the three most important people in my life.

It's just that my greatest wish is that time can stay forever between the ages of eight and ten, so that there is her and Master.

Without a trace of trouble, I lived happily like that, I quietly listened to her tell her about her troubles, listened to all the happiness and unhappiness she experienced, and then studied with the two masters.

Although the hundred-year-old yin and yang is really painful, and the feeling of tearing like a hundred insects eating the body has always become the thing I fear the most, but learning from the master makes me prefer to endure such suffering.

It's just this, can it really be done?