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Yan Xun talked a lot tonight, and it seemed that he had spoken more than in the past month. [No pop-ups. He asked Mu Lang about the food of the army, asked him how many people there were in his family, whether his parents were alive, whether they were in good health, how many children he had, whether he had ever studied, how many wives he had married, and even asked him with a smile if the prostitutes in the military brothel camp were beautiful.

Mu Lang's heart was shocked, he had never had the opportunity to see Yan Xun before, everything he knew was heard, but now seeing him so approachable, he felt more and more that his original choice was not wrong. As for the woman who dared to betray His Majesty and take refuge in Bian Tang, she didn't know what to do.

We chatted late into the night. After three more drums, Yan Xun seemed to be a little drunk, half leaning on the couch, lazily gossiping, and gradually stopped squeaking. Mu Lang thought he was asleep, and after picking up the brocade quilt on the side and covering it for him, he carefully withdrew from the big tent.

The big tent was quiet again, so quiet that you could hear the Yanbei long tune gently hummed by the soldiers in the distance, which echoed in the night sky so melodiously, with a bleak taste, and surrounded in circles. The man opened his eyes in the dark, and those dark eyes were as clear as water, and there was still a trace of drunkenness.

And only he was left.

All around was empty and cold, and there was no one around. The wind outside was blowing, obviously warm, but when it blew into the tent, for some reason, it was a little cold. He was lying alone on the wide soft couch, the brocade quilt was Huaqiu, the jade pillow bead tent, the incense in the incense burner spiraled up layer by layer, and the light and pleasant aroma floated into the tent, inhaled into the nasal cavity, and had a soothing effect.

However, such a gorgeous high bed and soft couch, such a quiet warm spring night, but he was the only one after all. It was as if that night many years ago, she had been taken away and taken on a huge boat all the way south. He stood on the tower of Beishuo Guancheng, looking at the white Lian, the snow in the plains, the rivers and mountains were like iron, she was finally out of his grasp and away from him.

In fact, as early as when he was still very young, he had already anticipated the future situation.

She has always been righteous and kind, no matter what crisis and predicament she is in, even if she is full of pain, she will never give up her expectations and hopes for the future. At first, he kept encouraging her, but gradually, she was supporting him. She paints a picture of their future for him, she tells him about her ideals and aspirations, and she tells him her political views and hopes. No matter what danger she encountered, she was always strong enough to find a solution, teach him sword and archery skills, and teach him military law and political strategy. Udaoya was nominally his teacher, but he learned far more from her than he had from elsewhere.

She is his mentor and friend, his relatives to rely on, and the only woman he has ever loved in his life.

However, the more this happened, the more uneasy he felt, the more worried and frightened he became. He didn't know when it started, but he suddenly realized that maybe one day they would part ways, and one day she would be far away from him.

When did it start?

Maybe it was when she sympathized with the slave, maybe it was when she and Zhao Song became closer, maybe it was when she explained to him the stability and prosperity of the future society, maybe a little earlier, he couldn't remember. He just vaguely knew that one day in the future, he would eventually let her down, hurt her, and shatter that precious trust and dependence.

So, he tried every means to squeeze her out, wanted her to get out of the military government, didn't want her to see his bloody hands, didn't want her to see his cruelty and cruelty in order to achieve his goals.

He is not a hunter with a white eagle's wings broken, but a night stalker destined to fly in the dark night. When the long eternal night had passed, and the heavens and the earth began to be black and white, he began to be afraid.

A low laugh sounded in the darkness, his eyes were faintly intoxicated, and he suddenly remembered that when he was a child, the insecure teenager asked over and over again: "Will you be with me forever?" ”

The girl smiled brightly, tilted her head and asked him, "Will you bully me?" ”

Will you bully me? Will you bully me? Will you......

He closed his eyes, and the crisp sound was like rolling waves, surging from all directions.

I want the best for you.

But I think the best things are not what you want.

In the darkness, a crisp sound suddenly came. Yan Xun unbuckled the ring of his right arm, and the silver dark iron arm guard fell off and fell to the ground, with a faint pearl light shining on it, with a glass-like brilliance.

It was given to her by Zhao Song, there was a pair, she gave one to him, and he wore it for more than ten years.

"When I decided to set out, I knew that your life was not destined to be mine. You were born for the light, but I have too many bloody ideals, so I want you to surrender to me, obey me, and follow me all your life. Unfortunately, I still failed in the end. He laughed silently in the darkness.

There is a price to be paid for the achievement of any goal, and he has already paid it.

"No one wants a life of mediocrity, the question is, when an opportunity is presented to you, do you really dare to ask for it."

In the darkness, the man's voice was low and hoarse, like an old man who had gone through several lifetimes of reincarnation. He lay on the golden fur couch, and the mellow liquor spilled on the table, giving off an intoxicating aroma. He was dressed in brocade robes, grinning silently in the dark, smiling like a simple child.

"Zhuge Yue, do you dare to ask for it?"

"I can't do it." Zhuge Yue looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were tenacious, and he said in a calm tone.

Zhuge Muqing was full of gray hair and goosebumps, just a few years, it had consumed all the energy of this old man. He was like a pool of dead water, no longer alive, but with a final madness, his eyes blood-red staring at his son.

"Zhao Che has been defeated, and Zhao Yang can't hold out for long, and now in the entire territory of Great Xia, only you can turn the situation around. As long as my Zhuge family abandons Zhao Yang now, he will definitely be defeated and collapsed, and when the time comes, you will raise your arms and shout, and the world will gather to respond, and you will be the first person in Great Xia at that time. Ten years later, I, Zhuge Clan, will be able to defeat Yanbei and ascend to the Nine Tripods! ”

Zhuge Muqing's eyes were red, like a mad beast, staring straight at his son, grabbing Zhuge Yue's shoulders with both hands, and shouting: "Yue'er, the future and fate of Great Xia, the future of my Zhuge clan, are all in your thoughts!" ”

Zhuge Yue looked at his father quietly and did not speak for a long time.

My father is old, and he is no longer the far-sighted, domineering family leader he used to be, he has become vain, stupid, and crazy.

In this life, he never seemed to be close to his father. Since he was very young, he lost his mother, and in his young days, he walked alone in the huge Zhuge mansion, quiet as the shadow of a tree. It wasn't until he grew up and gradually relied on his own efforts to excel among his peers that this father, who had too many women and too many sons, took a few more looks.

But later, he fell, was injured, and survived all his life, but his family abandoned him mercilessly.

It wasn't until he came back to power and brought glory to the family that they chose his brother and wanted to put him to death. This is his family, his loved ones.

However, he still couldn't completely resent them.

As Wei Shuye said, no matter how disgusted and repulsive they are, they are the children of the gate valve after all, and they have enjoyed all the glory brought by the gate valve since they were young. In the same way, they also need to carry the responsibility of the gate valve.

He was his father after all, a father who gave birth to him, taught him, was happy for his achievements, and was happy for his progress. Although he was once ruthless, he still gave him a peaceful and prosperous childhood. When he was too young to protect himself, he stood in front of him, protecting him and protecting the whole family.

"Father, I can't do it." Zhuge Yue took a step back, bowed his head to his father, and bowed deeply, "A person's hand is only so big, and he can't hold everything. ”

The candle flame crackled, and the light of the fire shone on his face with a pale golden glow. He looked at his father calmly and said quietly, "I am grateful for my father's nurturing grace, but I can't do this." Great Xia is gone, and there are other generals. My father is gone, and I have other sons. And if Xing'er is without me, there is no hope. ”

He bent down again, facing his father, who gave birth to him and raised him, gave up him and killed him, his eyes were calm and his face was calm, "Father, take care. ”

Zhuge Yue turned away, and the candle flame shone on his back, looking so tall and tenacious. Zhuge Muqing looked at his son blankly, his eyes were like dead ashes, his lips were half-open, and his hands still maintained the posture of grabbing his shoulders.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that maybe from today onwards, he would lose this son forever.

lost this son who was favored by him, who had high hopes for him, but who repeatedly failed his expectations, who was whipped by him, abandoned by him, expelled from the house by him, and assassinated by him.

The rings of time flowed between father and son, and the wind blew from outside the tent, raising his gray hair and blowing through his rickety back. He was suddenly so old, he could only stretch out his hand in vain, but he couldn't pull back the time that had passed mercilessly.

Zhuge Yue walked very slowly step by step, since a long, long time ago, he knew that there might be a day when he would tell others in this way what he really cared about.

It's not Wang Tu's hegemony, it's not a name in history, it's not climbing to the top of the pinnacle and looking down on the common people alone.

All he wants is for her to live, to live well where he can see it.

Because there are things he wants to protect, he repeatedly tells himself to be strong, but if the things he wants to protect are gone, then what is the point of everything he does?

In this life, he will never do anything that he regrets.

The curtain of the big tent was lifted, his feet were on the barracks shrouded in moonlight, and the cold wind blew on his face, making him suddenly feel more sober than ever.

The world can be discarded and recaptured, the army can be broken and reorganized, and people die and cannot be resurrected.

Zhao Che's words before leaving echoed in his ears again: "Recognize what you really want and live for yourself once." ”

His friend, after being betrayed by his brother, suffered from the enemy on his back and was defeated all the way, but he still came all the way to see him in such a situation, just to say such a sentence that has nothing to do with the overall situation.

The troops outside the camp had been assembled, and everyone was ready to go. Zhuge Yue took a deep breath, strode forward, turned over and jumped on horseback, "Let's go!" ”

The grass is flying, the sound of horses' hooves, rushing towards the distant ancient Bian Tang.

Thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, the great imperial power, everything is in front of you.

It's not that he doesn't dare, but he doesn't want to.

Just look at the refreshing one