However, after waking up, Xiao Xu's whole person seemed to have lost his soul, sitting there in a daze, tears rolling out silently, and he couldn't stop it.

I can understand his painful feelings, remorse, sadness, heartache, self-blame, he lost the woman he loved the most, and he didn't even have time to see him for the last time.

Because the body was also cremated by Li Yi early, it is estimated that the urns have been buried in the cemetery now.

I didn't know how to comfort him, as if everything seemed so pale at this moment.

I can only sit beside him and accompany him silently, even if I can't help him bear the pain, just sit here, let him feel that he is not alone, and the pain in his heart may be better.

Seeing Xiao Xu so sad, my heart is naturally not very comfortable, which also reminds me of a person, the woman who has been a little forgotten in my memory, I don't know where she is now, whether she is doing well, and whenever I think of her, my heart will sting inexplicably, this is a permanent scar, I don't know when I will be able to completely forget her.

The two of us sat like this, Xiao Xu didn't say a word, and I didn't say anything.

His tears flowed through the afternoon, silently.

It wasn't until late evening that Xiao Xu asked me in a hoarse voice, "She...... Did you leave me with anything to say before leaving......"

I nodded and said, "Yes, she said that she is not worthy of you, and she is sorry for you, I hope you can live a good life, it is best to forget about her and start your life again." ”

Some of these words were said by Liu Shiyao, and some were what I wanted to say to him.

Everyone will encounter pain and tribulation, sadness is inevitable, but people can't always live in memories, everything has to look forward, maybe it will take a long time to get out of this shadow, but I believe that Xiao Xu will be able to stand strong.

But listening to me say this, Xiao Xu's tears flowed a little more fiercely, and he couldn't stop it, and the clothes he was wearing were wet with tears.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

This time, Xiao Xu's heart was broken.

It wasn't until night fell that Xiao Xu stopped crying, and then told me that he wanted to drink, and I didn't stop him, at this time he really needed a drunken getaway, after getting drunk, he could sleep well, and tomorrow might be better.

I took Xiao Xu out of the gate of Shancheng University, found a restaurant, ordered a few dishes at random, and it was just the two of us, so I started drinking.

A large glass of liquor was poured into the stomach, burning in the chest like a fire, and I drank as much as Xiao Xu drank.

Neither of us said a word the whole time, we just drank.

Xiao Xu stopped crying when he drank, because the tears were almost dry.

I drank until the end, and I didn't know how much I drank, anyway, the white wine bottles were all over the table, and even though I was a cultivator, I couldn't resist it, and everything in front of me became blurry.

Xiao Xu was drunk, and after getting drunk, Xiao Xu began to cry again, crying and shouting Liu Shiyao's name, and he curled up under the table and cried heartbroken.

I carried him on my back, left the restaurant, walked on the brightly lit mountain city street, the pedestrians came and went, the red men and green women laughed heartily, carried a sad person, walked through the strange streets, and met strangers.

Some people are destined to have no fate, and some people are just a passerby in life even if they look back thousands of times in their previous lives.

Everything will pass, it will pass......

I muttered in a low voice, as if I was talking to Xiao Xu, and as if I was talking to myself.

I don't know how I got into a hotel, how I opened a room, and when I woke up the next day, I saw Xiao Xu'an, who was haggard, sitting there quietly, with a scruffy beard, as if he had suddenly aged by more than ten years, and his hair was messy.

Not long after I woke up, Xiao Xu glanced at me and said, "Little Brother Jiu...... I want to know where Yaoyao is buried, I want to go and see her, can you help me? ”

I just said one word: "Good! ”

Now I will meet all of Xiao Xu's requirements, as long as I can do it, I will spare no effort, however, I can only help him, and the pain in his heart needs to be healed slowly by himself.

After answering, I went out of the room and made a phone call to Zeng Lao from the Shancheng Special Investigation Team in the corridor, asking him to help me check Liu Shiyao's home address, and where she was buried.

Zeng Lao agreed, saying that if I gave a few hours, he would definitely find out for me, and I expressed my gratitude to Zeng Lao.

After almost two hours, Zeng Lao called me back and told me some information about Liu Shiyao.

Liu Shiyao's hometown is in a small county called Kangding County in Sichuan Province, their parents are factory workers in the local county, in addition to Liu Shiyao, they also have a young son in high school, Liu Shiyao's accidental death, caused a great blow to the family, the old couple is grief-stricken, in recent days has been washing their faces with tears, just two days ago, they have taken Liu Shiyao's ashes away, buried in a cemetery called Xifeng Mountain in the local county.

This situation is not too bad, at least Liu Shiyao has a younger brother who has grown up and can take care of the two old people.

I told Xiao Xu what I knew, Xiao Xu nodded, stood up and walked out of the hotel.

I retreated downstairs, and then we took a taxi directly at the door, and went to the small county called Kangding County, the driver was too far away, unwilling to go, after all, there are hundreds of kilometers, I directly threw him two thousand yuan, gagged his mouth, without saying a word, directly drove to Kangding County.

When we arrived at that place, it was already night, we asked all the way, found the cemetery, and then searched for a long time, and finally saw a new grave, there was a photo of Liu Shiyao on the tombstone, smiling and picturesque, such a good girl, just in her youth is gone, I have to sigh.

As soon as Xiao Xu saw Liu Shiyao's tombstone, he immediately couldn't calm down, his body trembled violently for a while, and he hugged the tombstone and cried bitterly.

I didn't dare to watch this scene, I was afraid that I would cry if I watched too much.

I think Xiao Xu still has a lot to say to Liu Shiyao for a while, so I will hide away and give them some time alone. (To be continued.) )

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