Xiao Nongmo was silent for a while, and when he mentioned this matter, both of us were silent, and the air instantly froze, until I couldn't help it, and broke the deadlock first, "I still have to say this, I never understood you, Nongmo, you never thought of letting me understand you, did you?" I untied the last link of the chain that bound his hand, and Xiao Nongmo's hand was put down, "Are you really not leaving?" Then I'm gone. I said.

After saying that, he turned around, "I'm leaving." He grabbed his arm.

I waited for him to say something to me, "In my previous life, I thought it would be the best for you, you don't know what I regretted later, in this life, I don't have the confidence that you will go with me, Ah Xuan, there is nothing more cruel in this world than watching the person you love the most marry someone else." Ah Xuan, when you shouted to me that I was going to destroy your happiness, how I wanted to say that I didn't destroy your happiness, I just ...... ruined his own happiness with his own hands. ”

"Do you really think you didn't ruin my happiness?" I took a deep breath, "My happiness, you take half of yours, and there is nothing left, Xiao Nongmo, I hate you for doing so badly, I also hate myself for not being able to forget you, I thought I could treat you like a piece of cake thrown away, but your cake grew back silently, I was ruthless to you, I was cruel to you, all until my humanity was awakened by you, all of them took revenge on myself, I felt sorry for you on the one hand, hated you on the other, and hated myself on the other, I was almost schizophrenic." But I still can't let go of you, in the beginning, I only hated you, but now I often have nightmares......"

"I don't regret it, if I can keep you, I don't regret it at all, if I am given the opportunity to do it again, I think, I will still do it, at least I see you again now, you are standing in front of me alive, this qiē is worth it." Xiao Nongmo said.

"So I hate you! I hate you for doing whatever it takes to achieve your goals, you can use any kind of ruthless tricks, if you can, I don't want to live, thick ink, the damage you gave me ......" I pointed to my heart, "It's always here, and it can't be erased." The more I spoke, the more agitated I became, "Do you think I'm going to be grateful to you?" I won't! You fool! You do this, you will be hated by me until you die! ”

"Do you hate me now?"

"Hate!"

"Do you love me, then?" His hand touched my face, "Do you love me, Ah Xuan?" ”

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "If I say I don't love you, do you believe it?" ”

"I believe it." He replied without pause. Xiao Nongmo, are you already so unconfident?

"Why?" I say.

"Because since I did, I didn't expect you to love me again." His eyes burned, and he was still the same as a teenager.

"Then you don't leave!" I punched him again, "Why don't you leave!" Does our conversation make sense now? I'm married, it's a fact that can't be changed, what are you doing here! ”

"Ah Xuan, how about me dying here?" What the? What is Xiao Nongmo talking about? I immediately stopped crying, and he said: "If you don't love me, I don't expect you to renew your relationship with me, I just beg you, cultivate immortals well, I will die here, at least I can die by your side." ”

"Shut up!" I slapped him again, and then hugged him in distress, "Don't let you die!" If I can live, you will also live, and if I didn't love you, I would have killed you long ago for what you did to me! ”

"So......" Xiao Nongmo's hand also hugged me, "I still won, you said it yourself, Ah Xuan, you said that you love me." "I realized that I might have been tricked by him, no, definitely by him, and I was tricked by him again! He knew I still loved him, so he deliberately forced me to say it! How can this man be like this! He always will be! When I was in high school, I was forced to say that I liked him first, and I became the first to like him, but it was he who seduced me first! Now that I was forced to say it again, I stomped on him hard, and although Xiao Nongmo snorted, he didn't let go of me.

I pushed him away, "When your injuries go out, you must be treated, and I'll send you away." "Otherwise, it's really too late, if Zha Chengyan comes back, I don't know what to do.

"I have nowhere to go." Xiao Nongmo said pitifully.

"Has Baektu Mountain already been opened?" I asked. It's okay, since thick ink and Baitou Mountain are not together, it's better to say it's better not to go back, I'm worried that the old man is not so simple, if he starts with thick ink first, the consequences will be unimaginable.

Xiao Nongmo shook his head, "No, I'm just afraid that the masters already doubt me." ”

"Aren't you related to the Shaw family? You're back to Shaw! I can't even look at your injuries, can you take good care of yourself! Is it hard to heal the injuries of the demon slashing chain? I asked.

"Xiao Shi's matter, I will sue you when I am free, and you don't have to worry about my injury." Thick ink said.

"You still have a lot of things to tell me, take care of your injuries, and I'll send you out." I insisted on sending him away.

"Do you want to be with Zha Chengyan?" Thick ink looked very displeased.

I said helplessly, "Can you go out first?" Go back to your own house! Baitou Mountain is so dangerous, don't go back, this revenge, leave it to me to revenge, the demon world has formed a lot of alliances......"

"What are you going to do tonight?" He's still obsessed with that.

"Do what you have to do, what we were in our previous life, we still do in this life, because we are married." I said this on purpose. Actually, I'm hiding something.

"You said you loved me." The thick ink was even more displeased.

I said: "I love you, but I can't live up to Cha Chengyan, he has done so much for me, and it's normal for me to be with him, thick ink, if we miss it, we miss it." ”

"What do you mean...... Will you have a cave with him? The thick ink hit the wood behind him with one hand, and the skin of the knuckles of the fingers immediately broke, and my heart tightened, "You have already double-cultivated with him, right?" Ah Xuan, is what Xia Chongcai said true? Are you suing me true? She said you're already double cultivating! "I'm really angry, isn't this qiē forced by him? Even if I really double cultivate with Spot, why does he question me, just because I love him, he loves me?

"Don't you regret it? Since you have chosen, you should accept it, right? I said, "What are you going to do if my body has been given to him, thick ink?" I'm incomplete, what are you going to do? I'm no longer the Ah Xuan I used to be, haven't you thought about this? When you hurt me, when you made me hate you, didn't you think that maybe one day when we met, I talked and laughed with others, and I still held a little snake in my hand? Aren't these in your plans! I vented in one go.

Thick Mo's hand punched the wood again, and he lowered his head, "You can hate me, but Ah Xuan, as long as I think that you will be with someone else, I want to destroy the world!" "One drop or two drops of blood poured down the wood, I immediately regretted it, he was awkward, Xiao Nongmo has always been a person who twisted individually, forcing him to say a word of weakness, it is more difficult than ascending to the sky, but he said it, I am really heartbroken, 99% of the heartache in my life is used on Nongmo's body. I don't know why we torture each other so much, why do we torture each other like this?

"Do you want to get wounded all over your body?" I blamed him, "What the hell do you want from me?" You can't just overturn everything for my good, and then make me have no idea what to do with life, my wedding that should have been peaceful is a mess, and the life I should have had has been broken, your sentence is all for my good, everything is different, what do you want me to do? You say! Do you have to abuse yourself? ”

"King Xuan! Hikoshou is back! Alan hurried in and was stunned to see the confrontation we faced.

"Where is he now?" I asked nervously.

"I heard about it and hurried over, do you want to go back?" Ah Lan kept peeking at the thick ink while he spoke, "He, how did he disperse?" She looked at the chains under our feet.

"Alan, you send him out, I'll go back first." I say.

"It's better to kill me." Thick ink said stubbornly.

"Ah Lan, be sure to send it out." I said I'm going out.

"Ah Xuan, you don't want to be with him!" Thick Ink chased after me and pulled me along, "I'm really going to die." "I don't dare to look at the sadness in his eyes, I think if I stay with thick ink again, I will go crazy, because I want to be with him so much, I want to hug him, but I can't, thick ink things, I don't want others to know, I can't, if I do something sorry for the snake clan today, I will be even more irreparable.

"I'm going back." I say.

"Then you'll never see me again." I couldn't believe that I could hear such angry words from the mouth of thick ink, and I suddenly couldn't cry or laugh. How did he end up like this? How arrogant is Xiao Nongmo, how did he become like this? Hahaha, I'm so sad. I feel like I'm going to be driven crazy, I really don't know what to do, on one side is my responsible snake clan and Zha Chengyan, and on the other side is the person I love, which one is the destruction of the other.