Volume 3, Chapter 35: Let Go
Hongyi sat beside me with her knees crossed. The pen %fun %pavilion asked softly www.biquge.info "You said, is it trusted by yourself the most...... Is it the saddest thing to betray the person you love the most, or is it the saddest thing that the person you trust the most dies? ”
I replied listlessly, "It's all about the same!" All lost ......"
She smiled, a little bleak, and said, "Once upon a time, there was a princess. She was very beautiful, and there were countless dignitaries who came to propose marriage to her, and the young princes had to queue up just to see her. But she can't look down on these people. Because she thinks these people are wearing masks, which is too pretentious. is even more cowardly, without the slightest manly manly spirit. She admired the knights, the warriors, at the lowest level. Because only from these people can she see the blood that a man should have! So, later she really fell in love with a big-headed soldier. ”
I leaned against the wall, looked at her and smiled, "This princess is talking about you?" ”
She didn't speak, but said, "What do you mean...... I know. In you, I also see that kind of blood. It's just that I don't know what you've been through, you always seem to be disheartened and not interested in anything. ”
I said, "My friends are dead." Can you not be discouraged? ”
She shook her head and said, "No. You've been like this since I saw you, you're not interested in anything, you don't care. All things, you're basically in a passive state, don't you say? ”
I was stunned, thinking about what had happened these days, and it seemed that I had really been in a passive position, that I had always been forced to do so.
I asked, "You studied psychology?" ”
"Nope!" She smiled awkwardly, "I don't know why, I seem to be able to guess your mind." ”
I shook my head and asked, "You...... Do you have a sweetheart? ”
She was silent for a while, but finally bit her lip and nodded.
If it was usual, my heart would hurt, but now, I don't feel anything.
The pain was numb. This question, or ask at this time, if it hurts, just hurt to the end. Rise from the ashes.
She raised her eyes and sighed, "All I can say is that we ...... We...... See you late! If I had met you first, I would have fallen in love with you...... But now...... No more. Please forgive me for not having a very big heart and can only fit one person. ”
I smiled, didn't say anything, and asked half-loudly: Really?
She lowered her head, her eyes a little distracted, and said, "Because you, in my eyes, are the same." Who I fall in love with is just up to who I meet first. ”
"And such an interesting thing? But...... I listen to your tone, the one you love, who seems to have failed you......"
Hongyi burst into tears. "As you heard before. Actually, I'm just a princess. And he ...... What is his true identity...... A special forces! The kind that specializes in performing top secret characters. But...... But we are on different camps. Their purpose is to push the monarchy! Or the establishment of a constitutional monarchy, in short, to limit the rights of the royal family. ”
I said, "Look at it like this, you're really unlucky. So how did you and her meet? ”
Now I have no interest in hearing about her interests and hobbies, let alone knowing her past.
I just wanted to know a story!
Her face suddenly turned red, revealing the shyness of a little woman: "It's him who is teasing me!" He's a ruffian! ”
I shook my head and smiled, "Could it be that I'm also a ruffian?" When I met you, I didn't tease you. Don't compare me to him. I, Yu Tong, have never been a hooligan who molests women from good families. On the contrary, I like to beat up hooligans the most! ”
She pursed her lips and said disdainfully: "You're not a hooligan yet, I think you're a king-size hooligan!" As soon as you see me, you take advantage of me. ”
I couldn't help but sigh: "Then I can't watch you die, right?" ”
"If you get cheap and sell well, you're a hooligan!"
I looked at her and smiled wickedly: "You are scolding me for being a hooligan, I will really be a hooligan!" ”
"Don't!" She got up and jumped away laughing.
I'm just kidding, and I don't really want to slighten her. Besides, I don't have the strength right now.
In fact, she is just a pair of eyes, and she is so beautiful that it is a thrilling bottom. If her mask is taken off, her appearance may kill all those popular female stars in seconds.
I really don't know how a person like her can be let down. If she doesn't value her feelings, that's it. But she is a good girl who values love and righteousness. I said that I was let down, but I didn't believe anything. Unless she's really unlucky...... Fell in love with a person who was cold by nature.
This is also her life. Because love never makes sense with you.
I relented, so I said, "There are some things that will be better after I say them." ”
She looked at me and whispered, "Can I trust you?" ”
I said, "Even if we can't be together, it's okay to be friends?" Since you have someone you like, I won't pester you. Then you will be tired and I will be tired. Moreover, I will live with no dignity at all. In the face of love, I still want to give myself a little dignity. And most importantly...... Then we won't even be friends! ”
"You...... Can you see it this way? She hesitated.
I said, "I've lived to this age, and I can still figure out some things." The kind of 'once the sea is difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud', is just some irresponsible. I've never believed in any alliances. I'm a businessman, and I look at things realistically. Or perhaps...... That's why I've been single. Because they all say that girls are more romantic, and they like to listen to good words. ”
"That's what you think?"
I nodded: "In my world, marriage and love are things that can't be beaten, and they have nothing to do with each other. It's one thing to like someone, and it's another thing to get married. ”
"Don't you want to be with the person you like forever?"
"Yes!" I looked at the somewhat dim sky, and I couldn't help but think of the blue sky of my hometown. It's been a long time since I've been back to the South.
That place is synonymous with backwardness, and its economy is dragging the whole country back.
But...... I love it there. I don't have to worry about when the smog is going to come, and I don't have to worry about when the sandstorm is going to blow. Looking at the blue sky is not a luxury.
I continued, "But I've never believed in anything eternal. Love is not so sacred in my eyes, and many times, I even wonder if it is just a commodity with a shelf life of only ten months. It doesn't last as long as the salt at home. Salt is all three years.
You may not agree with me, after all, you love someone deeply. But this is not my nonsense, someone has done a survey. A couple, from the beginning of the relationship, almost ten months later, the novelty at that time is gone. The hug won't be as tight as it was at the beginning. This is love, and the shelf life is ten months. The reason why they are still together after that is mostly out of a sense of responsibility and morality. He felt like he was her boyfriend and that everything was supposed to be done. ”
She bit her lip: "You ...... to yourself It's really cruel......"
If it was before, I would definitely refute you without hesitation. But now...... I'm somewhat convinced. ”