Chapter 47 of the 3rd Volume: Grace and Righteousness
I took a deep breath to relieve the pain in my heart, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then can you give me a sip of hot water to drink?" ”
"Nope!" She shouted, "Yu Tong, from now on, I, Li Wei, will not invest in you at all!" ”
With my mouth so badly interfering that I gasped and felt against the wall and went downstairs again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info My home is also here, but there is a blood-red "seal" on it!
Scold! Even the last trace of thought was broken. I felt my way back to the stairs and almost rolled all the way down.
What am I going to do? Where do I go now? Panting all the way, I touched the gate, and then to the taxi, took two breaths, and said hard: "I don't like to owe people favors, I don't have cash on me, can I use Alipay to transfer it to you?" ”
I think the other party blocked the bank account in my name, but their speed should not be so fast, like the balance in Alipay should still be available.
Listening to the voice, the driver was older than me, and he sighed and said, "Forget it, young man!" I don't think it's easy for you! It's easier for me to make money than you do! ”
I shook my head and said stubbornly, "You give me your phone." But I can't see it now, so I said, "I'll tell you the account number and password, and you can help me log in!" ”
I tried to see, but I couldn't see anything but the sound he made when he clicked on the screen of his phone.
"Ascend it!"
I remember that I didn't have much money in my account anymore and asked, "Is the balance enough?" He was silent for a moment and said, "Enough...... Target! ”
I held on to the car door, turned away, and said, "You have all turned around!" There's no point in me keeping it! A person who can't see is no longer worthy of using a mobile phone......"
I looked up at the streetlights...... But I couldn't see it at all. Not even feeling the light, I tried not to let my tears roll down. Groped my way to the middle of the sidewalk.
The driver stuck out his head and asked again: "Young man, I see that you have a lot of injuries on your body, I'll take you to the hospital!" I'll pay for you first. ”
I shook my head, "Don't bother you!" ”
I heard the sound of the car moving, and his voice came closer: "Don't you have any relatives?" ”
Close relatives? My heart is sour? Close relatives? I've been here for more than ten years, and I can't think of anything. This thief dad didn't come to me either? Did he just forget that he had a son?
I smiled and said, "Yes! But I can't always rely on them. I'm going to get used to living alone, I can't drag them down......"
He sighed and said, "You can go alone!" ”
The car went far away!
I stood there alone. I tried to keep my eyes open, but there was always a black hole in front of me.
It turns out that there is no light in the world. It's so lonely...... Lonely enough to scare me.
The wide, familiar streets are bumpy at the moment. Take a step and fall down. Where am I going now? It turns out that the world of a blind man is like this...... There is no light, and there is no warmth.
I'm now with nothing, completely back to 10 years ago. But...... At that time, I still had a pair of eyes, a sound body, I could do things, no matter how hard it was, I could do it, at least to support myself. Scold! What now? I can't see anything! You can't see anything! I can't write, I can't see photography, I can't see painting...... I relied on this pair of eyes for everything, and now it's gone...... Gone...... There are people who frame me, and there are police officers who don't know what to do with me. Relatives and friends, those who are alive are unreliable, and those who are reliable are dead......
If Ah Xue is still ...... If the stuffy gourd is still there...... Then how can they believe me, although the stuffy gourd does not like to talk, but he is not a cold and heartless person.
Monkey? That's right! And monkeys......
My spirits lifted, this place can't accommodate me, there is a place for me.
I felt for a telephone pole and got up to my feet. How do I find the monkey now, he's in Beijing, how can I find him?
I don't have a penny on me, and I can't fly there. Then my identity will be revealed. That's right! I can call him over, I can call......
In this place, there is no public telephone. I had to find someone to borrow the phone.
With my ears sideways, I see if I can hear people's voices, but when is it now, how can there still be people?
My world was dark, and I had just taken a few steps before I stopped again. If I call, then my location will be revealed, just afraid that the monkey will come before the police come.
There was a sadness in my heart for no reason, I never felt that life was like this and I had never despaired, there was no one to help you, and you had no place to be? Although the world is big, how can it be home?
Rather than live in the world so miserably, it is better to die directly! I suddenly understood, why are so many people in this world choosing to commit suicide, it is better to live than to die, why can't they choose to die?
I want to find a high-rise building, just jump off the building. My heart is dead and gray, and there is nothing interesting in this world.
I'm looking for the tall buildings I remember. But there are always errors in human memory. After touching it for a long time, I didn't find the building in my memory, can't this thief let me die?
In my ears, I unconsciously heard the sound of water, and the wind hit my face, and it was cold. I smelled the water. Listening to the sound of water, it seems to be a river.
There is indeed a river in memory.
It's good to have a river......
I couldn't help but smile in my heart, and I touched it, and I touched the stone railing. Is this on the bridge?
I stared vacantly at the river. Oh? I couldn't see it at all, I felt the river flowing quietly. Holding on to the railing, leaning forward, ready to climb down, there is really nothing to be nostalgic about in this world......
"Is that how you solve your problem?" A familiar woman's voice sounded behind me, and I was stunned and asked, "What are you doing here?" ”
"I'm telling you, I won't allow you to die today! You give me back! ”
Die?
I came to my senses in an instant, I can't die! Right! I can't die. The person who hurt me hasn't been found yet, so how can I die? How can I die?
I didn't look back, still "looking" at the river, and sneered: "You didn't even open the door just now, why do you want to come to me now?" I let go of the railing and turned back to look hard at the person in front of me...... Still can't see anything.
She walked over, touched my face, and choked up, "You...... You suffered...... They...... Don't they all want you? ”
I slapped her hand away, looked up at the sky, tried not to let my tears fall, and smiled coldly: "I don't need your sympathy!" From now on, you and I will be cut off! We don't have any relationship! ”
She cried: "I finally found you! Is that all you say to me? Grace and righteousness! What a grace to break off! ”