Chapter 7: Enlightenment
Even if Fei Mo said a lot of handsome words, but the wound in his heart cannot be repaired in a few words, Li Zhi looked careless throughout the whole process, he didn't care about anything, he didn't want to care about anything, and he didn't want to say a word. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
It's not that he hasn't seen a dead man, and it's not that he can't accept it. When Jiuli died, he was also sad, but afterwards, it didn't affect him much. In the final analysis, Jiuli just had a relationship with him and said a few words, not even a friend. But these people are different, although they haven't been together for a long time, he can feel that they are all genuinely good to him, do their best to protect him, even after learning that he has awakened, they still use their fragile bodies to block in front of him.
I have to say that such a person is really troublesome, obviously weak and fatal, but he likes to rush to the front, so he can't wait to die? Obviously so weak, obviously there are people who are far stronger than them around, and you are the ones who should really be protected! But why? And I'm interested in ...... How can you be like this...... How could it not be ......
"I can't do it, you can go back first." The man who had broken his calf said that he had been supported by several people in turn along the way, which seriously slowed down their progress. Now he feels that his body is a little weak, thinking that he is infected with germs, and his health will inevitably get worse and worse in the next few days.
Fei Mo also saw the man's physical condition, reached out to probe his head, and felt a little feverish. In today's environment, as soon as the weather gets cold at night, he will inevitably have a high fever tomorrow, not to mention that there are no herbs around that can treat him, so it can be said that he has been targeted by death.
Fei Mo shook his head and said, "Hold on for a few days......"
The man took Fei Mo's hand and said to Fei Mo with a firm expression: "You are the head, and you should think about the lives of all people." ”
"I will never give up on any of my comrades!"
"Head, wake up! We have children, we can all die, but he can't! The man pointed at Li Zhi and said.
Fei Mo pressed his temple with his hand, his expression showed unbearability, and after a long time, he nodded and replied reluctantly: "Good ......"
"What a fart!" Li Zhiyi lifted the man up: "Don't take a good posture for me, it's all your own decision, make it clear to me, I'm the chosen one!" I'm your head now! Your team leader! I can't say it, it's not allowed, I can't disobey my orders! Got it? ”
"Kid...... Alas...... You don't know what you're doing? Fei Mo chased after him and said.
"I know very well, and I understand what you mean. It is true that living in this environment, we can die anytime and anywhere, and we have no time to grieve for our dead comrades, but this does not mean that we can ignore life, since we are still alive, since there is still hope, we should fight for it. So, don't play tricks on me! Give me a dead skin to live with! This is the best respect for one's own life! ”
Li Zhi's physical strength is the best among everyone, and he simply takes on the responsibility of holding people, which is much faster than helping him to walk. The next day, the man really had a high fever, and in this humid and hot environment, there was almost no chance of self-healing. Li Zhi could feel the heat emanating from his whole body when he hugged him.
On the third day, the man had begun to lose consciousness, his hands and feet twitched uncontrollably, and the continuous and violent coughing was even more disturbing. His head became hotter and hotter, and Li Zhi felt hot to the touch. Along the way, although the man had tried his best to control his cough, his chest was bulging because he was holding back the cough. Still, he couldn't hold back, and the sound attracted the beasts around him.
Li Zhi blocked two waves of beasts with his amazing strength, but the third time a beast with a slender tail and a cat-like face was attracted to it, and at that time Li Zhi's spirit was on the verge of collapse, and he was distracted for a while, and was broken through the defense by this thing, and the slender tail pierced the throat of one of the people in the team.
The man lay on the ground and looked at the fallen comrade with tears in his eyes: "Enough...... That's really enough...... Let me die......"
Li Zhi put away his possession state, and the whole person fell to his knees, he had no choice, no matter how hard he tried, no matter how desperate he tried, he still couldn't protect it, and he couldn't do anything at all......
"Let me die...... I'm in so much pain...... Please, help me, help me to be free......"
The sound of death in Li Zhi's ears kept ringing, and this sound made his head start to swell and twist like a magic spell, and he simply buried his whole head in the dirt and covered his ears with both hands. He thought he was right, tried his best to protect everyone, and taught people to live desperately, but his choice killed another person who didn't deserve to die. What is right and what is wrong, he has no idea at all.
Should he be freed? He was in pain, he couldn't live anymore, taking him with him would only kill more people, he should be allowed to die, this is the most correct decision. Wrong! If you can't think like that, maybe you can be safe and sound with a little care? How could such a life be given up like this. Wrong wrong!! I've already killed someone, I shouldn't be left to chance, anyway, he said it himself, I should listen to him. No, no! Three days have passed, and it will be safe to hold on for a few more days, and these days have come like this, and these sacrifices cannot be wasted.
"I'm sorry, dog." Fei Mo stood in front of the man and raised his broadsword.
The man, known as the dog, nodded, tilted his head back, and bared his throat.
"Wait......" Li looked up and subconsciously wanted to stop him when he saw this scene, but the voice seemed to be blocked in his throat.
The knife fell, the blood gushed out like a fountain, and the tumbling head was deeply reflected in his mind, Li Zhi felt that his eyes were black and he fainted.
......
Slowly opened his eyes, and his body was covered with an animal skin.
"Are you awake?" Fei Mo sat across from Li Zhi, quietly observing his surroundings.
Li Zhi could see the haggard on Fei Mo's face, he was not the only one who was hit, but while he was still sticking to his post, he fell uselessly.
"Do you blame me?" Fei Mo asked.
Li Zhi shook his head: "If I hadn't forced you, there wouldn't be today's incident, it's all my fault." ”
"No, no one is to blame, no one can predict what the future holds."
"If you want to be strong, you can only make your heart strong first. We must be ruthless, abandon our feelings, and think rationally. Am I right? ”
Li Zhi looked at Fei Mo with empty eyes, and Fei Mo sighed, if this thought could let him live, it would not be a good thing.
Fei Mo nodded and said, "Yes." Treat everyone well, if you can survive by abandoning others, then you can abandon it with a clear conscience! Don't let guilt and kindness cost you your life. ”
"I see."