Originally, I wanted to say a lot of things, but when I wrote it, my brain was stuck, so I thought of where to say!

I started to create online articles for the first time in September '17, why did I write at that time?

One was to resign in March and April of that year, and after a few months of salted fish life, I got my driver's license by the way. I remember that at that time, I had no job and no income, and I was either learning to drive or reading novels at home all day, and I was very decadent.

Just think about it, it's been ten years since I graduated, and I want to take a break, and then I'll just take a break until now.

At first, I was waiting for the provident fund to come down, and I waited for many months, and at the worst time, I borrowed money from a friend to live. Fortunately, a few days before the expiration of the rental date, the money came down, and it was not much more than 70,000 yuan.

At that time, I was so excited, I was so inflated, I had never had so much money. The next day, I went back to Chengdu for two days, bought a second-hand car, and then returned.

After returning home from other places, I wanted to do some small business, but I read a lot of information during that time, but in the end, it didn't work out for various reasons.

Stay at home, the neighbors asked and asked a little bit of it, and then went to the county to rent a room.

At that time, I had nothing to do, I filled in the information on the recruitment website, and I felt that there was nothing suitable. When I'm bored, I want to try to write.

Actually, I had this idea before, but I didn't actually write it! I didn't know what was going on at the time, but I just threw myself into it, and I really wrote it.

As a new one, maybe the three chapters of gold haven't been dealt with well, all kinds of problems, and the last 500,000 words are over, and the collection is more than 500.

When I saw that many book lovers voted for it, I was a little disappointed but didn't give up.

After that, one day I had an idea to hang out outside, and I had my first signed book. Of course, everyone also saw the result, and the street hit was terrible.

I feel a little sorry for the continuous recommendation of the editor-in-charge, and I worked hard for three months and wrote more than 600,000 words.

After that, there was another one that was cut, I didn't want to waste it, so I posted a small website casually, and I mixed it for another month.

Until this book, anyway, there are creative documents one after another, including the deletion of almost twenty copies, and everyone may have found out that they couldn't sign the contract, and then cut it!

Later, the energy was gone, and the savings were gone, just a waste salted fish otaku.

In the spirit of trying again, I started writing again, and I wrote about five chapters, and one day I searched on the Internet, and I didn't see it right! There is a book with the same name on the Internet, although the content is different, but my heart is crooked, so I don't want to write.

The next day, I immediately changed the title and introduction of the book, and then started writing again.

Thinking that I don't have anything, my writing is not good, and my brain is not as good as others, what should I do?

simply took himself as the prototype, centered on an idea from a previous novel, and daydreamed and wrote.

What I didn't expect was that the second day or the third day came, and I collected ten, then a dozen, and then more than twenty. During that time, the number of clicks slowly increased, and then I came to the station again and signed a contract.

The excitement is incomparable, urban fiction is the first genre I created, and here I fell and actually got up again!

Before pushing up, with the support of all book friends, the collection first broke 300 and then 500, and clicked more than 10,000.

I've never had this kind of experience, I feel like God is helping me, and sometimes I even wonder if this is not a dream, right?

Maybe other authors feel that this achievement is nothing, but for me, it is too pleasantly surprised!

After pushing up, the collection is more than 300 a day, and although it has been declining today, there are more than 200, and the total collection is 2,005!

100,000 words, more than 50,000 clicks, more than 100,000 people have read it, 2,000 collections, thousands of recommended votes, and eight people have rewarded.

This is my "success" and the result of everyone's support.

Although many book friends leave bad reviews to persuade them to quit something, there are also book friends who encourage and give suggestions.

My ability and vision are limited, so I can only write according to my own ideas, so many good suggestions are almost useless, and I feel sorry for other people's intentions.

The author has a glass heart, and his temperament is dull, if he doesn't do anything well, please forgive me.

It's just my daydream, saliva, book friends who don't like it, please be merciful and give me some confidence, okay?

Life is too difficult, the last friend who left no salted fish is a psychopath, I want to tell you, salted fish itself is cool, but you also have to face reality.

People don't live for themselves, even life has become a problem, what are the ideals and not ideals!

It's almost the New Year, I have insomnia at night these days, and a lot of headaches come to my mind, scolding myself for being lazy and not planning well, and all kinds of regrets.

I don't regret resigning at the beginning, I don't regret the divorce, I only regret that I only thought about myself and failed to leave a good image for my daughter.

Next weekend, I have to go out of town to pick up my daughter back, and my parents think too much about her, and I want to too. Today, for the sake of travel expenses, my mother took out all her savings to me, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I'm just a piece of waste, I'm still gnawing at such an old age, it's a joke to say it!

Before the National Day last year, several units sent me messages asking me to go for an interview, but because I had just paid half a year's rent, I was reluctant to go too far and spend more money, but I didn't go.

Of course, I don't know if that's a lie, but I missed it, so that's it.

At the beginning of the job, I was willing to work and was not afraid of tiredness or hardship, but I felt tired, annoyed by being on duty and working overtime, and was afraid of death, so I didn't want to do my old job anymore after resigning.

But in other jobs, I don't have eloquence, I have a boring temperament, I can't let go, I can't do anything, I can't drink, I feel so ambitious and I have no other skills, I really can't say it.

I sent my resume out, and another phone call came to ask if you were in your county or if you could go somewhere else, and I said I wanted to work locally, and then there was no more.

The salary in the small county town is low, there are many people looking for jobs, and the electronics factory is not flexible enough, and they don't want to work. Hey, annoyed, let's take a look at it after the New Year, maybe if you don't find it locally, it's better to go farther, if you can mix a 9-to-5 salary without overtime, it's all possible.

When this daydream is done, let's talk about other things!

Hey, maybe there are a lot of complaints to say, it's not good to say more, everyone also feels annoyed, don't put pressure on me anymore, I really can't bear it!

That's it, sorry, a lot of nonsense, forgive me.

In other words, it turns out that the speed of complaining about code words is faster than when it was created. Try it another day to see if it is feasible to use mobile phone code words. It's good to be able to do it!