Chapter Ninety-Eight: Let Go

I looked at them with some confusion: "Where did his habit come from?" ā€

Fei Stiff gave a gentle look at the purple-haired zombie, then at the elm tree with only dead branches left, and sighed and began to tell the reason for his habit. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

It turned out that the elm tree had been around for some years.

Twenty years ago, when they were just children, their families were not very wealthy, and sometimes they were often hungry, although the economic development at that time was much better, but it was still so backward for their marginal village.

They were playmates when they were children, but they were all poor at that time, especially in her family, and it was common for them to have no rice and not be able to open the pot.

At that time, he was also not very wealthy, he often saved his own food and secretly gave it to her to eat, it turned out that since he was a child, he took care of her like that.

That spring, when the spring breeze was blowing, he didn't know where to get an elm tree and planted it at the door of her house like a baby.

Their parents died young, and they had no other relatives in the family, and when they finally got married, they bowed down to the elm tree they had planted since childhood.

At that time, he also said that he would take the tree as a lesson and never swerve until death, but he didn't expect it to be this field now.

He repeated the action of planting elms, digging holes, and filling them in again, over and over again.

It's not that he still has emotions, it's just that it was the most memorable thing in his life, and the most unforgettable relationship he remembered, so even if he has no thoughts and emotions now and has become a walking corpse, he still continues to be the most romantic, beautiful and intimate thing that he once regarded as the most romantic, beautiful and intimate thing.

He took the elm tree that he planted with her that proved their love to the death, as the thing that he missed and remembered the most, and now it was like this, without memory, and then began to repeat the process of planting the elm tree mechanically.

It turns out that some feelings, even if his person has lived up to his existence, the unforgettable heart of his life will be imprinted in the soul and in the body, and it will continue constantly.

"If he continues to plant like this, will there be anything bad for him?" Fei Zhuang asked me, I'm afraid that she only has him in her heart now!

"No, he doesn't even have a mind now, and his soul is incomplete, just planting trees, nothing to do!" I reassured her that he really wouldn't do anything to plant a tree, but what I was afraid of was that if he cut down the tree like this, he would one day knock it down, and what would he do if that day came?

I asked her this question, and she said, "If he digs down one, I will plant another, and if he digs down ten, I will plant ten more, and one day, I will make the whole village full of elm trees and carve our unswerving death." ā€

She was resolute, and the seeds planted in her childhood became a lifelong unswerving death, and they did it.

I finally said goodbye to them and returned to the villa, only this time my mind was no longer as calm as it had been.

If they are all alive, this affection is enough to envy the lovers who cannot stay together in the world, but they are more desperate than the eternal separation of heaven and man. Even if life and death are parting, there can be an afterlife to look forward to, and they have nothing.

She and he both knew that they could never become a whole person again without their thoughts, and they no longer had any attachment to each other, but they still chose to deceive themselves and accompany each other, even if only a shell remained.

When I got back to the villa, I began to sleep again and regain my strength.

In fact, I can recover myself by absorbing the power of yin and yang, but now I really want to sleep, I don't ask anything, I don't think about anything, I just sleep quietly, it's also good.

I slept until noon the next day, when I got out of bed, boredly rummaged through the computer in the room, and played some online games that I didn't like before.

I don't know what my current state of confusion is, but now I really don't want to ask anything, and even if I can seem to be really drunk, it's a pity that my body is destined to not be able to use alcohol to kill my sorrows, even if I drink too much alcohol, the alcohol can't stimulate my brain, and no matter how much I drink, it's useless.

In the evening, I simply took a shower, put on a suit that I had prepared a long time ago but almost never wore and walked out of the house.

I flagged down a taxi and asked him to take me to the nearest bar.

I wasn't drunk, but for some reason, I really wanted to let myself be decadent once, go out and out of that kind of place, and see the world of Mimi.

The taxi drove for about half an hour and arrived at a bar that looked pretty good.

The name of the bar is Extreme Bar, and the plaque with lights hangs on it, and I smiled, or that's it!

I walked straight in, came to the bar, didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, ordered a few of the strongest wines, and then took the glass and drank it all.

It's also strange to say, these wines are clearly spicy and spicy, although they have their own wine aroma, but they are still not so easy to accept, looking at the extremely jubilant bar, I laughed at myself, Mo Lian, Mo Lian, what can you do now if you have money to play? It's not that I don't know what it is, and I can't even drink the feelings of others.

At this time, a somewhat revealing woman suddenly sat beside her, in her twenties, wearing a bewitching makeup, wearing a short dress with an open back, and there would be a looming career line when she was possessed.

"Handsome guy, alone? Do you want my little sister to accompany you? ā€

"Okay!" I replied to her with a smile, even I didn't know what was wrong with me lately, I just suddenly wanted to indulge myself and let myself fall for once.

I grabbed her waist and pulled her over.

And she was also very cooperative and lay down in my arms, and then began to ask this and that.

I casually asked her questions, I thought I could have something to do with him, and even play with those men yearn for, but in the end, that trace of reason still restrained myself, if I even gave up the woman I loved the most, what right did I have to slam other women?

This is not a matter of temptation, but a principle, although it is impossible for me and Chu Xurong to do so, I really don't want to touch other women besides her.

I left her a few hundred dollars and turned around and hurried away, I didn't know why I wanted to run away, I just knew that I should go back.

Here, not for me.

When I returned to the villa, I fell asleep on the bed again, maybe after this dream, the next world will be a new life, maybe I really thought about it and let go completely.

Maybe tomorrow, I'll still be me, but my mentality has really changed. (To be continued.) )