Chapter 5 of Volume 5: Weeping in the Fields
I retracted what I had sold, and swallowed the words that came to my mouth. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
I don't want to see her!
That kind of sadness, I'm afraid I can't forget it in this life. When I was at my worst, you weren't as good as a stranger. I can't even ask for a sip of hot water. Over the years, I have given you all my feelings, but in the end, you are not as good as Liu Xin, a young man who is often exploited by me.
You have no conscience!
I crouched in the grass. Go wherever you want! We don't have a relationship anymore. I don't want to care about you anymore.
That Yu Tong's brother died a long time ago, and the Yu Tong who took pictures for you, painted for you, and often prepared candy and snacks for you at home is long gone.
The lively Xiao Ruo next to Brother Yu Tong, the kind and cute but elf-looking Xiao Ruo is also gone.
His eyes were so sore that he couldn't help but roll down two tears after all.
I wiped it, but I couldn't help but turn my head to look down the road.
She was holding a 12-inch plastic photograph and asked, "Have you ever seen this person?" ā
The two middle-aged women shook their heads and said kindly, "Little girl, don't be afraid!" It doesn't matter if I can't find it for a while. If we see him, we'll be sure to let you know. ā
She bit her lip imperceptibly, a hint of loss flashed in her eyes, and then she cheered up again and smiled: "Thank you!" Thank you! ā
"Auntie," Li Jinruo asked again, "I would like to ask you if there is any place to stay here, it is getting dark!" ā
"Old Wu Jiabei!" A woman walked in front, pointed at a house with a sickle, and said in Chinese, not very proficient, "There were many empty houses in his family. I don't know why, in the past few days, there have been a lot of people here, so he vacated the house and let these outsiders live! Merely...... Little girl, I see that you are alone, and if you are afraid, you can come to live in my house. This place is not very safe, from time to time there will be so many people jumping out to grab things, you better be careful, you are such a delicate little girl, it is very unsafe to be alone outside! ā
Xiao Ruo hurriedly thanked him and followed the two women into the village.
I got up from the grass, and the evening breeze blew on me, cool, and also gave me a sense of melancholy.
I couldn't help but take a step and follow Xiao Ruo far behind.
Now that I am light, my breathing is even smoother, and it is not difficult to follow such an inexperienced little girl as Xiaoruo.
I didn't want to call her, and I followed irrepressibly.
As soon as she saw someone, she kept asking: Have you seen this person?
Some shook their heads and walked away; Some people were so impatient that they sarcastically said something to her. She didn't say anything, her eyes dimmed for a moment, then she let out a light again, and continued to ask the next one.
There were even a few young gangsters, who saw that she was beautiful, and took advantage of her to tease her when she asked.
It's too much!
I thought to myself. I couldn't help but want to make a move again and again, but I endured it selfishly after all.
She just endured it at first, but then she couldn't bear it anymore, so she took out a spray bottle and pressed it on the faces of several guys.
Anti-wolf spray!
I knew this little girl wasn't that stupid.
It was late at night, and there was finally no one on the road. She stood silently in the night, and after a long time, she walked to a ridge with her head bowed.
There's really no one left.
She couldn't help crying and shouted into the empty field, "Why don't you come out?" I miss you! Come back soon! A slightly immature voice wafted through the fields, and through the heavy forest, the leaves rustled slightly.
She squatted on the ridge with her face buried between her knees, whimpering and sobbing.
She was still a child.
I thought: I shouldn't have vomited like this with her, and I shouldn't have been so cautious. But thinking about what she said that night gave me a chill. Maybe she wasn't referring to me when she said "you", but someone else.
She said that she had broken off her righteousness, so why did she come out to find me? If you want to find her, you have already found it, and you don't need to wait until now.
I still haven't gone out. Maybe I just can't let go of the words I once had.
She cried for a while, then got up again, wiped her tears, got up and walked towards Lao Wu's house.
I've been following her, and I haven't found a place to live. Seeing her walking towards Lao Wu's house, he continued to follow.
Her backpack was down, but she still had a photo in her hand. I followed her into the courtyard of Lao Wu's house.
There are really a lot of rooms, and there are lights in almost every room.
She took a soft breath on her lips and walked over to a wooden door, reaching out and knocking on it a few times.
It didn't take long for a man to open the door.
She looked up and asked, "Uncle, have you seen this person?" ā
The man kept frowning, as if something was not going well.
When he saw Xiao Ruo coming to look for someone, he slammed the door shut, and shouted in a rough voice: "I didn't see it!" ā
Xiao Ruo apologized softly outside the door: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry to bother you. ā
She bowed her head, tears rolling in her eyes.
She took another deep breath and walked to the second door.
Leaning against the trunk of a tree in the shadows, I couldn't help but think, "I've already broken off." She's not looking for me, she has nothing to do with me......"
I sighed, and was about to go over to Lao Wu and ask if he had a room.
A pair of soft hands climbed up to my shoulders behind me, and a voice said, "You just endure like this?" ā
I turned around and saw that Fei'er was looking at me with her eyes full of inquiry, "She's not going to be easy!" ā
"I have nothing to do with her!" I said, "Fei'er, are you coming?" ā
She let out an "um" and nodded.
I took her hand and said, "Then let's find a place to live first!" ā
She asked, "Is there any news from Mo Xiaoqi?" ā
I shook my head: "Haven't contacted him yet!" "At this moment, my spirit is in a trance. How can you afford to contact Mo Xiaoqi?
Fei'er didn't speak. A change from the liveliness of the past.
I took her and went to Lao Wu's place to pay for a room.
Sixty dollars a night. I shook my head, this guy is really good at business.
The configuration of his place is actually not worth the price.
When she got back to her room, she stared out the window and didn't say anything.
Ever since the appearance of the gourd that day, Fei'er's transformation has been particularly great.
I walked over and took her in my arms and asked softly, "What's on your mind?" ā
"Tong ......," she suddenly cried, "Why don't we go back...... I was scared all of a sudden...... Shall we go back...... Other...... Leave these things alone......"
"What's wrong?" I asked again.
She said, "Tong...... I always felt like something bad was going to happen...... I always felt like I was going to lose you...... Shall we go back...... Find a place where they can't find us, let's go to Canada...... Going to the United States...... Or maybe it's Tibet...... In a word...... A place where no one bothered us......"