Even though the eldest brother He Yuguang has been gone for three years, every time he comes to his tombstone, He Jichen's heart is still filled with a deep and indescribable grief.

After a while, he calmed down the emotions in his heart, rubbed the word "light" repeatedly with his fingertips, and opened his mouth in a low voice: "Brother, I'm coming to see you." ”

He Jichen knew that no one would respond to him, but he still waited silently for a while before continuing to speak: "Brother, how are you doing?" Let's not lie......"

He Jichen knew that in this life he would never see the picture of He Yuguang holding a pen and answering his questions on the clipboard, he lowered his eyes, swallowed a mouthful of saliva vigorously, and then withdrew his fingers on the tombstone, turned over, sat down on the ground, leaned his head on the tombstone, stared at the sunset on the horizon, lit a cigarette, smelled the smell of tobacco, and he slowly said again: "...... I've been fine lately, I'm not lying, I'm really good, she's awakened and doing well...... What about you, brother? ”

He was met with silence.

It wasn't until a gust of wind blew and the surrounding trees rustled that He Jichen said to himself, "Brother, can I ask you a question?" Have you ever wanted to reacquaint yourself with someone? ”

He Jichen paused for three seconds, blinked his eyelids gently, and countless sorrows poured out of him, and even his voice became a little sad and low: "Brother, I have ......"

After just saying three words, He Jichen was silent, but he clearly heard what he was saying in his heart: I really want to get to know her again, starting with her name; I really wanted to get to know her again, from the first time she showed up in our house.

It wasn't until four years ago that he knew that no matter how confident he was when he was young, he thought that one day he would be as familiar as He Yuguang in Ji Yi's heart, but reality is reality after all, and his self-confidence can't play any role after all.

He Jichen re-lit a cigarette, slowly closed his eyes, and in the faint smell of tobacco, he pulled his thoughts back to the past, and the memories when he was interrupted by Ji Yi at the bar last night.

……

Not long after He Jichen and Ji Yi met, the high school entrance examination came.

Ji Yi had good grades, and easily entered the high school experimental class of Sioux City No. 1 Middle School, and he scored 20 points in five test papers and four blank papers in the high school entrance examination.

When he entered high school, in addition to not learning and showing off his power like junior high school, he also had a new project: protecting his shortcomings.

This new project originated in the second month of high school.

It was a Wednesday, Ji Yi, who was out of school at noon, didn't come home, and after having lunch with a few girls, he went to the Happy Internet café next to the school.

Coincidentally, that day, he made an appointment with the fat man and his gang to play a team game, and he was also in a happy Internet café.

But she's on the first floor, they're on the second floor.

Halfway through the team match, he went to the bathroom, and the bathroom on the second floor was occupied, so he went to the bathroom on the first floor, thinking that he could stop by and buy a box of cigarettes.

He took a cigarette from the front desk and slowly shook it upstairs, and the corner of his eye inadvertently swept to her who was sitting against the window of the Internet café.

He subconsciously stopped and turned his head to look.