"At that time, I hated him very much, and when I saw him when I entered the house that day, the first thought that came to my mind was that I knew I would meet him here, so I refused to have dinner with my classmates tonight."

"That day, he was not in a particularly good mood, everyone was chatting, but he didn't speak, kept staring out the window."

"When the hot pot was cooked, everyone called him to eat, but he didn't respond, just stared at the window, smoking one cigarette after another."

"It was winter, and there was a hot pot in the house, and there was moisture in the window, and he later wrote to the window."

As she spoke, Ji Yi turned her head and looked at the window, as if she had returned to that day, she read out the words she saw word by word: "He wrote a sentence, the person I love, not my lover......"

"Chen Bai, do you know? It was because I saw this sentence that I was full of curiosity about him that day. ”

"I just think that he has such a soft side when he speaks so badly, has such a bad temper, and acts in an arrogant style?"

"He didn't eat anything that night, and finally after we had eaten enough, someone said they wanted to play a game, but he joined in for the first time."

"The game is very simple, it is to write on a note, there is a note written to me, others don't know, who wrote it, but I know, he wrote it......"

Ji Yi didn't say anything, but took out his wallet from his bag, looked in it for a while, took out a note, and handed it to Chen Bai.

Chen Bai hurriedly put down his chopsticks, took them, and opened the note, he recognized it at a glance as He Jichen's words.

"Ji Yi, I'm sorry."

"He apologized to me, because of Lin Zhengyi's matter, although I ignored him that day, and later joined the crew, I still ignored him, but Chen Bai, do you know? I had already forgiven him when I saw the note that night. ”

"It's just that I don't want to admit it, it's like, I obviously hate him, but I never thought about why I kept this note in my wallet all the time."

Ji Yi raised his wine glass, clinked glasses with Chen Bai, and after drinking all the wine in the cup, he said: "Then he left, until some time ago, I didn't know that he actually didn't leave, in front of the wishing bell downstairs, he appeared ......"

Ji Yi didn't talk about He Jichen kissing himself in the pitch-black wishing bell, nor did he mention the words that He Jichen said with his breath on his lips, but chose to stop when he talked about this.

There was silence inside.

In addition to the sound of the hot pot boiling and rolling, go to other sounds.

Chen Bai knew that Ji Yi was sad, and he also knew that no matter how much words to comfort him, it was useless, so he sandwiched the dishes and put them on Ji Yi's plate: "Eat something, don't think so much." ”

Ji Yi didn't move what Chen Bai put on the plate, took the wine glass, and drank another glass of wine.

After putting down the cup, she took a breath, suppressed the sourness in her eyes, and said to Chen Bai, who was sitting opposite: "Chen Bai, although I behaved very well in front of Qiange, I didn't let her see the joke, but do you know? It's really hard for me to feel ...... bottom of my heart."

“…… Qiange was right, I hurt him. ”

In the end, there were still tears, flowing from the corners of Ji Yi's eyes: "...... If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be what he is today. ”